Chapter 136: Save Me Some Face
"Alright, let's send it here." Wen Shu smiled and stopped Chu Luo's steps.
Chu Luo didn't insist, and looked at Wen Shu with his hands in his pockets, "I see that your condition is getting better and better, how are your hands?" ”
Wen Shu raised her hand and replied with a smile, "I tried holding a scalpel, but it wasn't very stable." ”
Chu Luo looked at her hands and said softly, "Actually, I think your psychological problems have been overcome, you should try to do more rehabilitation training, maybe it will be useful." ”
"Forget it, I think it's good for me to be a professor now."
She hadn't held a scalpel in four years, and she wasn't sure if she could afford it.
Chu Luo raised his eyebrows, after all, he was a psychiatrist, and easily saw through her thoughts, "You are seriously unconfident, when I first met you, you were not like this." ”
Wen Shu lowered her head and smiled, "Okay, I know that your professional class is very good, save me some face." ”
It's true that she hasn't held a knife for too long, and she's starting to lose confidence in herself.
She was afraid that her four years of treatment would be in vain, probably out of avoidance, she knew it, but she was reluctant to try.
Chu Luo's pupils were like a pool of secluded pools, and his softness added a bit of flamboyant but restrained bearing, "I'm going to criticize you, at least in my memory, Wen Shu is a tenacious person, so he won't give up his favorite profession because of a little setback." ”
Wen Shu smiled and didn't answer.
"But I trust you, it's only a matter of time, you still have more opportunities." Chu Luo glanced at the sky at the beginning, "It's almost dark, and I happen to be about to get off work, why don't I send you?" ”
Wen Shu shook her head and refused, "Don't bother, Jingshi Medical University is far away, you have to drive back after a trip." ”
"Okay, then I'm not going to be polite to you."
Wen Shu raised her hand and made a goodbye gesture, turned around and walked into the underground parking lot.
It was getting dark, and there weren't many pedestrians on the side of the road.
A light in the underground parking lot was broken, and Wen Shu took out her mobile phone and turned on the flashlight.
She found her car among many cars, and as soon as she walked past, there was a sudden squirming movement in the corner.
Wen Shu was stunned for a moment, and the hairs on her arms stood up.
In her mind, she suddenly thought of what Qin Mingyue said when she came to her a few days ago.
Just as she was thinking about whether to run away, a series of footsteps came from the corner.
"It's me." A clear voice rang out.
Wen Shu raised her eyes to look, and when she saw the man's handsome face with a smile all the year round, her heart suddenly returned to her stomach.
"Wei Qin, why are you here?"
Ruan Weiqin put one hand in his pocket, and his soft and handsome face showed a little warmth like jade in the light, "I inquired with Ming Yue, I just want to tell you something, I've been waiting for you here for a long time." ”
"Shall we sit down nearby?"
"No need, I'll drive you back to school."
Seeing that he seemed to really have something to say, Wen Shu hesitated for a moment and nodded in agreement.
The car drove smoothly out of the underground parking lot.
Wen Shu glanced sideways at the man beside her, "What are you going to tell me?" ”
Ruan Weiqin didn't answer and asked, "You've been seeing a psychiatrist?" ”
"Hmm." There's nothing to hide.
"Did that work?"
"It's been a lot better lately."
Hearing this good news, Ruan Weiqin was happy for her, "Isn't it not long before you can go back to the operating table?" ”
Wen Shu chuckled, "How can it be so easy, I haven't held a knife for four years." ”
Ruan Weiqin smiled indifferently and replied with a serious expression, "What is this?" You used to be the best female surgeon in the city, and I'm sure with your training will be able to get back to where you were. ”
Wen Shu shook her head, "How can it be so easy." ”
She didn't have that confidence herself.
"You, it's just too easy to deny yourself, you're so good, if you want to stand on the operating table again, it's not a matter of minutes, it's just that you don't want to."
Both Nguyen Weiqin and Chu Luo seemed very confident that she would be able to get back on the operating table.
"Why are you all so sure?" Something she can't even guarantee herself.
"Because of your tenacity, as long as you want to do something, there is nothing you can't do, and I have always believed that you can do miracles."
Hearing what Ruan Weiqin said, Wen Shu was a little surprised, "Why didn't I know that I was so powerful?" ”
"Really, I'm very sincere with you, and if you think it's appropriate, your hospital is always ready to welcome you."
"Forget it." Wen Shu lowered her eyelids and looked at her hands, and finally rejected Ruan Weiqin's proposal, "I think it's good to do this now, let me discuss the treatment plan for the seriously ill patients, let me go back to the clinic, I may not believe in myself." ”
Ruan Weiqin frowned slightly when he saw that she was not lightly hit.
"Can I ask why? Is it that you don't believe in yourself, or do you not want to go back to the clinic? ”
The profession of a doctor is already hard, let alone an emergency department, but Wen Shu has never complained, and she even loves her profession very much.
Now just because she can't hold a scalpel, she doesn't want to go back to the clinic.
This is clearly an excuse.
She was making excuses for her weakness, it wasn't that she couldn't go back to the clinic, it was that she didn't want to.
Wen Shu looked at the night scene outside the window expressionlessly, and said lightly, "I don't want to pursue the past anymore, you just treat me as being content with the status quo." ”
Heart disease still needs heart medicine, Ruan Weiqin knew that it was pointless to say anything, so he stopped.
Wen Shu didn't want to dwell on this issue anymore, she raised her head again and looked at the man, "Didn't you say that something came to me today?" What's the matter? ”
After a pause, Ruan Weiqin changed the topic, "Oh, I've already heard Ming Yue talk about Yan Zhixuan. ”
Wen Shu blinked her clear and beautiful eyes, and there was a little smile in her words, "So you are also here to be a lobbyist and persuade me to accept the bodyguard arranged by him?" ”
Ruan Weiqin frowned slightly, and glanced at her sideways, "Although I know that you are very resistant to Ming Yue, this is indeed a good thing for you, I have also seen Yan Zhixuan's state, it is indeed quite crazy, if she really does something extreme, it will be too late to regret it." ”
Wen Shu pursed her lips and didn't speak, and only sighed lightly after a while, "Actually, I've been regretting it all these years, you said that if I hadn't married into the Qin family, wouldn't it have happened, and my grandmother wouldn't have died." ”
Ruan Weiqin comforted softly, "Grandma's death has nothing to do with you, you don't need to put these shackles on your head at all." ”
But Wen Shu couldn't get by, "How can you say that it has nothing to do with me, grandma died for me." ”
If she hadn't investigated what happened back then, maybe Yan Zhixuan wouldn't have done anything to her.