Chapter 137: Blame for Yourself
"You are always too idealistic, how can there be so many whatevers and possibilities in this world." Ruan Weiqin held the steering wheel in his hand and spoke in a cold voice.
"Even if it's really wrong, it's Yan Zhixuan's fault, what does it have to do with you? If Grandma is still alive, she definitely doesn't want to see you like that. ”
Wen Shu was stunned for a moment, and looked sideways at Ruan Weiqin.
The man didn't stop talking because of her gaze, he pulled over to the side of the road and looked straight at her.
"You have closed yourself off all these years, and on the surface you seem to be actively cooperating with the psychiatrist's treatment, but have you really stepped out of your own heart? Do you know what you want for yourself? ”
"You know why you can't hold the scalpel, and you know that your grandmother's death has nothing to do with you, why do you torture yourself so much?"
When she heard the word torture, Wen Shu's body trembled suddenly, but the gaffe was only for a moment, "I didn't." ”
"You have, if you can let yourself go, things won't be like this, instead of being sad here and feeling sorry for grandma, you might as well think about how to make her feel that her efforts are not in vain."
Ruan Weiqin reached out and grabbed Wen Shu's shoulder, "You should come out." ”
As if he felt that his tone was too harsh, he was silent and calmed down, "I know I'm talking a little too much today, but I just want to persuade you to let go." ”
"If you want to punish the person who hurts grandma, you should punish yourself, if grandma has a spirit in heaven, she should be heartbroken more than anyone else when she sees you like this."
"Say no more!" Wen Shu suddenly raised her eyes to look at him, her gaze cold and stubborn.
"You say you've forgotten the past, but you don't have ...... at all"
"Ruan Weiqin, don't say it." She reached out and covered her ears.
"Escaping is shameful but useful, but if it was the former Wenshu, she would definitely choose to face it instead of being a coward."
Back in the dormitory, Wen Shu's mind kept echoing the last words of Ruan Weiqin.
She stared at the ceiling in a daze, tears sliding down the corners of her eyes.
When she got up the next day, she washed her face, changed her clothes and went out.
When she called Qin Mingyue, she seemed surprised.
"I want to see Yan Zhixuan." Wen Shu's indifferent voice was very calm.
There was silence on the other side of the phone for a moment, and Qin Mingyue asked in a deep voice, "Where are you now?" ”
"Downstairs in your company."
"I'll come down right away." After hanging up the phone, Qin Mingyue took two minutes to come downstairs.
He cautiously approached Wen Shu, looked at the blue and black under her eyes, and frowned, "Didn't you sleep well last night?" ”
She didn't answer his question, and directly threw out her request, "I want to see Yan Zhixuan." ”
"She's emotionally unstable now......"
"You don't want me to see her?"
Looking at the woman's persistent expression, Qin Mingyue knew that he couldn't refuse, "Let's go, I'll take you over." ”
The two drove to the small villa, looking at the room that was tightly guarded by the bodyguards, Wen Shu frowned slightly.
"As for sending so many people?"
"She's like a ticking time bomb right now, and no one knows when she's going to explode."
The two of them raised their feet and walked towards the villa.
When the nanny saw Qin Ming coming, she immediately greeted her respectfully, "Mr. Qin." ”
"What about people?"
"I woke up in the morning and made a fuss in the room, smashed some things, and then it was quiet."
"Okay, you go down first."
Qin Mingyue took her to a room on the second floor, pushed open the door, and the slight movement angered the people inside.
Bang –
An alarm clock was thrown out and smashed right at the feet of the two men.
Qin Mingyue protected Wen Shu and took a step back, "Are you okay?" ”
His soft voice woke up the people inside, and Yan Zhixuan's excited voice came, "Brother Mingyue, is it you?" ”
Then they heard someone running towards them with their feet on the ground.
Yan Zhixuan's expression was excited when she saw Qin Mingyue.
Before he could speak, his eyes saw the woman he was protecting in his arms.
The corners of her originally upturned lips slowly retracted, and she gritted her teeth and glared at Wen Shu, "Why are you here too?" ”
Wen Shu's tone was light, and her calm gaze stared at the woman in front of her who was almost about to change, "Of course I'm here to see you." ”
Yan Zhixuan's state was very poor, even worse than the last time Qin Mingyue came to see her.
She was wearing a white pajama, and her bony body couldn't hold it at all, as if she had put a dress on a skull, empty.
The eye sockets are deep, the cheekbones are prominent, and the lipstick is also brightly colored, which looks even more weird with her pale face.
"How did you become like this?"
As soon as Wen Shu's words fell, she saw Yan Zhixuan's eyes flashing with a vicious and irritable light, her cheeks trembled, and her cold gaze seemed to be eager to peel her skin and bones.
"How dare you show up!"
She said word by word, as if she was going to dismantle Wen Shu.
The calmer Wen Shu became, the more angry Yan Zhixuan became, "You ruined me, how dare you show up?" ”
"You can only blame yourself for being the way you are." Wen Shu suddenly tightened her palms, and her cold voice added a little anger.
"I know, you're here to see my jokes, and you know I'm down now, and you can't wait to show off to me."
As she spoke, she stepped forward angrily, wanting to reach out to grab Wen Shu's face.
Qin Mingyue took the first step to block her and protected Wen Shu behind him.
"You're crazy!"
Yan Zhixuan sneered, and said with some pity, "Brother Mingyue, why are you protecting her, why are you protecting this woman?" ”
"The person you should protect is me, you forgot, you promised my sister, you have to protect me."
Wen Shu frowned slightly, looking at the woman in front of her who was like a madman, and her heart was a little complicated for a while.
She couldn't understand whether she was really crazy or pretending to be crazy.
"You go out first, I have something to say to her." Wen Shu broke free from Qin Mingyue's arms.
Qin Mingyue was not at ease, "She is not in a good state now, if you stay alone with her, I am afraid that she will hurt you." ”
"No, you're at the door, and who can she hurt now?"
The skinny ones seem to be blown away by the wind, and there's nothing to use as a weapon here.
Qin Mingyue looked at Yan Zhixuan, then at Wen Shu, and finally could only nod and agree, "Then you be careful, I'm at the door, what do you have to tell me." ”
Wen Shu nodded, and after watching Qin Mingyue leave, she closed the door.
Yan Zhixuan stood a few steps away from her and looked at her coldly, "What do you want to tell me?" Do you want me to throw in the towel and beg for mercy? ”
Wen Shu's eyes were as cold as ice, and she said without any pity, "You are to blame for becoming like this now!" ”