Suddenly, he felt someone approaching.

Immediately afterwards, the voice of his familiar comrade-in-arms sounded from his side: "Yongning, why did you run out by yourself?" ”

Ping Yongning shook his neck and said, "I feel like I have something in my heart, come out and relax." ”

The comrade-in-arms comforted: "During the day today, don't take what other people say to heart, who you are, I know very well, there is no need to control your emotions for other people's words." ”

Ping Yongning smiled bitterly: "Okay, I remember." ”

His teammates didn't speak again, but stayed with him on the training ground to sweat like rain.

After another while, Ping Yongning said: "There is no accident in our game tomorrow, we should lose very badly." ”

The teammate laughed twice: "It's normal, hit the stone with an egg, if we still win, then I really have to wonder if there is a bug in this world." ”

Ping Yongning said again: "Do you think I'm selfish? ”

The teammate was stunned for a moment, and then said: "It depends on when, sometimes selfishness can help others, and sometimes it will cause your own trouble." ”

I don't know how much Ping Yongning listened, I feel that he has been worried about it since he learned about the game during the day.

Ping Yongning smiled bitterly and said, "I think it may really be that I take myself too seriously." ”

"I don't know if you've ever had a very exaggerated fantasy, when I was a child, I often fantasized that I was the savior, and the whole world was waiting for me to save."

"Have you ever read Interstellar? It's similar to the destruction of the world, where half of the remaining people are exposed to all kinds of radiation and pollution, have mutated, and attack humans. The other part of the people were transformed by the scientists of the time and turned into superheroes. ”

When talking about this topic, Ping Yongning suddenly laughed, he said: "I fantasize that I am a superhero, everyone has their own spaceship, similar to UFO." It's all intelligent control, I also have weapons and weapons at hand, and I also have a smart brain, just like Jiang Fan's helmet is as high-tech. ”

"It shows the address of the people who called for help, and I went to rescue them with a weapon."

Through his description, his teammates seem to have imagined the scene at that time.

smiled and said, "Indeed, who doesn't want to be a superhero?" I fantasized about it when I was a kid, but my picture is certainly not as rich as yours. ”

But Ping Yongning seemed to open the conversation box, and continued endlessly: "In my fantasy, I have a lot of special things about me, I am the strongest among the reformers, they all call me the captain, I have won many awards, and many people call me a hero. ”

"In my world, no one has ever surpassed me, you say, is this also my self-fantasy?"

But his teammates said: "It's normal, if in your world, others can easily surpass you, it means that you are a very unconfident person." ”

Ping Yongning seemed to find these words very useful, and he continued: "That is, I am too blindly confident, and many times I know that the truth is in front of me, but I deceive myself and do not want to believe it. ”

A teammate said: "Different people have different truths, you can't guarantee that what you see is the real thing, maybe in the eyes of others, you are a superhero." ”

The words of his teammates made the haze in Ping Yongning's heart dissipate a lot.

He smiled and said, "Hahaha, I'm so much happier when you say that." ”

The teammate said: "Actually, there is no need to carry too heavy shackles on your back, I know your story, and I will tell you my story." ”

Only then did Ping Yongning think about it, and it seemed that he rarely heard his teammates talk about his experience.

It's inevitable that I am a little curious: "Yes, you rarely talk about your affairs." ”

A teammate said: "I didn't live in a very good environment since I was a child, and I didn't have much knowledge in a small place, and the village basically relied on farming to make a living. ”

"Although the family doesn't have a lot of fields, it's not too difficult. When I was about five or six years old, it suddenly became popular in the village to buy bonds, and although I didn't understand it, I heard that some people had made a lot of money because of it. ”

"At that time, cars were a rarity, and when he came back, he made a lot of publicity, and the money he earned bought two cars and a house in the city."

"My parents were moved at that time, and many people wanted to be touched by his light, and it would be great if they could get rich together."

"But the threshold of people is not low, but not everyone can have the ability to speak in front of him. My parents still asked someone to stuff an extra sum of money to find this opportunity. ”

"At that time, we directly invested all of our family's assets, and the other party said that it would take at least a year for the bond to be realized. My parents didn't understand either, but in the spring of the following year, they suddenly realized that they had no money to farm, but the bond was a dead money, so they had to borrow money to farm. ”

"But the harvest was not good that year, and our family lost all the money they borrowed. During that time, my parents couldn't sleep well all day and put all their hopes on bonds, only to find out at the end of the year that what was given to us was a fake bond at all. ”

"In the end, our family became the worst people in life. I even often have to suffer from the cynicism and accusations of many people, when I was young, the first time I knew that being ridiculed by others was inferior. ”

"A lot of people called us stupid, and they called us stupid, and didn't let their children play with me. My parents were under pressure to go out to work and leave me to my grandparents. ”

"The old couple is old themselves, and their health is not good for farming all their lives, so my parents borrowed a sum of money to go out to work, and gave my grandparents a little money as the living expenses of the three of us."

"Since then, I've lived with my grandparents. It was also the first time I experienced bullying, and there were a lot of gangsters at that time, and when I was a child, I had a soft personality, and they used to beat me a lot. ”

"They want money to buy cigarettes and alcohol, I don't have money, but if I don't give them money, they will beat me, I am afraid that they will beat me, I can only steal."

"It's not stealing from others, it's stealing money from my grandparents, but being found out is also a beating, and I seem to live forever in the memory of being beaten. I started to hate my grandparents and looked forward to their return. ”

"For several years, my parents didn't come back, and at first I would send some money back a year, and my grandparents would occasionally eat meat with me during the holidays, but they didn't come back for two or three years in a row, and I seemed to have forgotten that I still had my parents."

"Until one day, my grandmother received a call from the same villager, saying that my mother had called back, and I was very calm at the time, feeling that the title of mother was not as kind as the neighbor's grandmother."

"As a result, this phone call told my grandmother that my dad was dead." (End of chapter)