Ping Yongning's expression flickered, and he pursed his lips, not knowing what to comfort.

But his teammates smiled and said, "Do you know what else is said on the phone?" My grandmother told me, I don't know if it's true or not, and said that my mother will never come back, and there is no one in this family who she cares about. ”

The teammate smiled wryly twice.

Perhaps he himself didn't expect that the mother he was thinking about never took himself to heart.

Maybe he couldn't understand why other people's mothers were angry with their children, scolded, and showed concern from time to time, which he couldn't experience in his life.

"I never saw my mom again, and if it weren't for a picture of them when they got married, I probably wouldn't have known what he looked like in my life."

"When I was a little older, I remember that neighbors often came to my house and deliberately took advantage of the absence of my grandparents to tell me, your father died, and he should have lost a lot of money to your family, right?"

"When I said I didn't know, they said with disdain, how could they not know? I read on the news that people will be compensated when they die, unless your father was killed by your mother, this woman is not simple to look at, she must be a femme fatale. ”

Ping Yongning's brows tightened, these things that seemed more outrageous than were actually said by him so lightly.

He questioned: "It's strange that some people believe this kind of thing, you won't all be affected, right?" ”

The teammate smiled helplessly and said: "The place is small, and the people there are not highly educated, and there are some rumors, and it seems that everyone has acquiesced, and even my grandparents are not sure how my father died." ”

"These two people may not be very important in my life force, but I hate them, and if it weren't for them, I probably wouldn't have been bullied for many years."

"Since I was in school, I have always been special in my class, because I have no parents, my clothes are always dirty and tattered, and occasionally a kind neighbor will give me small clothes for their children, as if I haven't eaten snacks until junior high school."

"When I got to junior high school, I went to school in a town where there were more people, and a few of my classmates had factories at home, and their parents also had a certain amount of influence in the local area, so they basically never studied at school, they just went to class and slept every day, and they got together on weekdays to bully their classmates and find a sense of existence."

"They may bully other people, and they are also worried that the other person's parents will find fault. But bullying me doesn't have that concern. ”

Ping Yongning couldn't imagine how much his teammates had gone through back then, and now he would tell these things so calmly that seemed unrelated to him.

Ping Yongning asked, "Didn't you go to the teacher?" In general, the teacher should handle it. ”

But his teammates shook their heads calmly, maybe he had pinned his hopes on the teacher, but later found that no one was his savior.

"Not all teachers are in charge, and in the same way, not all teachers have pedagogical ethics," he said. Teachers in small places are also afraid of things, afraid that the other party will make trouble for themselves. ”

"I went to the teacher, but the teacher said impatiently, "Won't you hide when they look for you?" Why don't they trouble other classmates? Did you mess with them before? Or you apologize to them. ”

Ping Yongning suddenly felt that a breath of anger had froze in his chest.

Why should innocent victims suffer this?

And those who commit violence, but sit back and enjoy the results?

The teammate said: "I didn't understand it at the time, maybe I really felt that I had provoked them before, so I went to apologize, but I was led by the nose by the other party." ”

"The other party said, since you know that you have provoked me, then you are still disobedient? If we were letting us know that you went to the teacher, we would break your legs. ”

"I've been with them since then, and they've pushed me out forever when something happens, and I've been beaten up by a lot of people, and I almost thought that I might be like this for the rest of my life."

"But then I met a veteran, and I was ashamed to say that I was stealing from him, and he didn't poke me, but asked me why I didn't go to school."

"I was so frightened that I dropped my things and ran, and I thought this person was different, so I walked around his house every time, but one time he caught me."

"It was the first time in my life that a righteous character appeared, but by then I was already covered in mud around me. Maybe I don't know myself, what is good and what is bad, I didn't have three views at that time, I did what the people around me asked me to do, and I was often said by people around me that a group of bad children, I was their lackey. ”

"My grandparents are not in good health, and they don't have time to take care of anything else, as long as I can live well, in fact, the person who really changed me was the veteran. He was not in his thirties at the time, he was not married, and he had injured his leg during the exercise. ”

"That's why many people call him lame, and he looks a little vicious, and after leaving the army, he may not train often, but the flesh on his body has grown a lot."

"The two of us became year-old friends by mistake, he even gave me pocket money, the two of us are only a dozen years apart, but I feel the father's love in him that I have never felt."

"He started to keep me away from the bad kids, and I argued with him that those people weren't bad, they were my friends. From then on, he began to teach me right and wrong, and I couldn't stay away from those people at once, so he asked me to study hard and get into high school. ”

"But how can I learn, since I went to school, I basically rushed to the end of compulsory education to fulfill my learning career, he began to ask me to find a way to learn a little bit, even if I can't hurt high school, I can go to vocational high school."

"I said there was no money at home, he said he had money, and he helped me. I asked him why he was so nice to me, and he said that when he was a kid, he expected someone to pull him along. ”

"I really started to study later, but it was too late, I tried my best in the high school entrance examination and only scored more than 300 points, but this score was enough for the vocational high school in the market, and he really managed to help me go to school and pay the tuition."

"He is the most important person in my life, if it weren't for him, maybe I would be in prison or in a detention center right now, and I would have lived this life in a mess."

Ping Yongning smiled and said, "Yes, he can help you when you go the wrong way, he is really a good person." ”

But his teammates smiled and said, "He's not a good guy." (End of chapter)