Chapter 33: Why?
When this relationship was not over, Chen Yeye knew everything about her, but she never seemed to know Chen Ye, and she didn't even react when he started planning to leave her.
She stood at the door and looked at Chen Yanye's house wantonly, this room was as clean as a standard room, except for the sofa, there was no popularity anywhere else, and there were no other slippers on the shoe rack at the entrance except for the pair of cotton slippers worn by Chen Yanye, which proved that she had never been to this house, and others may not have been here.
Thinking of this, Song Qi inexplicably felt a little better in the mood, and walked in with his feet raised.
Chen Yanye saw her come in, so he walked to the kitchen, he put on gloves and turned on the microwave oven, and brought out the porridge cooked by Li Qing.
Li Qing is not a person who can cook, and the porridge he cooks doesn't look like a nutritious porridge for patients, a handful of white rice mixed with water and cooked in a rice cooker can be eaten, he doesn't look very appetizing.
I was hungry, but I didn't seem to be hungry when I saw this porridge that didn't take up any of the same color and fragrance.
Song Qiqi stood at the door of the kitchen with his bag and looked at him, accurately capturing Chen Yanye's slightly frowning brows when he brought out the porridge, and suddenly gloated.
She washed her hands and made soup for Chen Yanye, Chen Yanye was also used to eating the porridge she cooked, and now when he saw this white rice porridge, he still regretted it somewhat in extreme comparison.
Sure enough, Chen Yanye put the porridge on the cooking table and didn't move again, took off his gloves and walked to the refrigerator to break them and take a look, "I'll go out?" ”
"Where to go?" Song Qiqi leaned sideways to give him his place, and looked at him without blinking.
"Supermarket," Chen explained, "go buy something." ”
It's no wonder that Li Qing's white rice porridge is really unsightly, there is really nothing at home except white rice.
Chen Yanye has been busy dealing with the affairs of the new studio these days, and he has been busy until the Chinese New Year's Eve before resting, and as soon as he is free, he begins to think about many things, crazy to see Song Qi, desperate to see her, so he drove out to find her regardless of it, but the person did not find it and froze himself, and he had not stocked up on rations, which was really worth the loss.
"I'll go with you." Song Qiji chased after him, although he was psychologically gloating, he was still a little worried about Chen Yanye, after all, he still had a fever.
She plans to be generous to herself, and now she treats Chen Yanye as a sick friend, and her behavior at this moment is that she cares normally when her friend is sick.
"No, I'll be back soon, don't follow me." Chen Yanye refused her request when he changed his shoes.
Song Qiqi followed suit: "You have a fever." ”
"I'm fine."
"Okay," Song Qiye smiled, and he didn't plan to dwell on the question of who to go and how to go, Chen Yanye was going by himself, and he would be responsible for anything that happened after he went out.
She walked to the sofa and sat down, took out her mobile phone to look at it, and said in her heart that Chen Yanye would be as good as she liked, she just came to take a look, and she would leave when he came back later.
Chen Yanye didn't say anything more, opened the door and walked out.
The supermarket is next to the community, and Chen Yanye came back not long after, but he was empty-handed and didn't bring anything.
Song took his eyes off the project plan on his phone, "The supermarket is not open? ”
"Hmm," Chen Yanye's voice was muffled, with a little embarrassment.
Song Jiji guessed that this was the result. After Chen Yanye went out, she suddenly thought that on the first day of the Lunar New Year, many supermarkets should not have gone to work yet, let alone a small supermarket next to a community.
She stood up and zipped up her down jacket and said, "The staff of the supermarket also want to go home for the New Year." ”
Chen Yanye didn't say a word, and silently walked to the kitchen to serve the bowl of white porridge.
He hadn't eaten for a day, and even if it wasn't tasty, he had to eat some.
"If you don't want to eat, don't eat it," Song said behind him, "I already called just now, and someone will bring food later." ”
Chen Yanye's expression froze slightly, and he suddenly raised his head and focused his gaze on Song Qiye's face, and he looked at her as if he was looking at something very cherished.
His hand subconsciously raised it, and quickly took it back, ruthlessly pulling back the gaze that was sticking to Song Qiqi's face, and when he spoke again, he wanted to endure something, he said: "Go back quickly, I don't need you to take care of it." ”
Song Qiye saw the struggle in his eyes, and in a trance, she seemed to see Chen Yanye's eyes looking at her before there was no scandal, and she felt a little ridiculous that Chen Yanye might not want her to go.
This absurd idea began to grow as soon as it was born, and the footsteps seemed to grow on the ground, and they could not move.
She wanted to leave decently, but in the end she found that no matter how heavy she was, she could pretend to be relaxed on the surface and pretend that she had nothing to maintain her dignity, but she had already lost her armor in her heart, as if in front of Chen Yanye, she had no dignity at all.
Song Qiqi understands that this is a deformed love relationship, she and Chen Yanye are equal individuals, she can be lonely and sad because Chen Yanye doesn't like her, but she can't lose her dignity because Chen Yanye doesn't like her.
She felt that Chen Yeye liked her, maybe those were all illusions from the beginning, and they were all performed by him, but Song Qiye had also indulged in those beauty, so she convinced herself that Chen Yeye liked herself at that time.
It's just that they have been together for too long, and Chen Yanye has forgotten how to love her, and how he loved her in the first place, so he began to become indifferent.
His attitude became so fast that Song had no time to react.
She has also thought a lot about it these days, since she took annual leave, she has repeatedly thought about what Chen Yanye's purpose is for doing these things, and what kind of changes have happened to the way he looks at her.
In addition, Chen Yanye did not spend the New Year with them during the Chinese New Year this year, and Song Qiye suddenly began to be lonely, and he became more sensitive and couldn't control his thoughts.
A person went from hot to cold, and in an instant, it was hard for Song to not believe that there were not many things here that she didn't know.
She asked the question that she wanted to know the answer to again: "Chen Yanye, why did it become like this?" ”
Chen Yanye's expression suddenly looked a little sad, but in an instant, it was almost enough for Song Qiye to see his expression change.
He turned to look for the small bowl, and with this action he relieved the tension caused by the acceleration of his heartbeat, and he knowingly asked, "Why did it become like this?" ”
Song Qi chased him in and pulled him up from the side of the cupboard: "Why do you suddenly dislike me, why do you suddenly want to leave the Song family, why do you suddenly contact those women?" ”