Chapter 34: True Compromise
Song Qiqi asked several questions in a row, and after asking, she suddenly calmed down.
The way Chen Yanye looked at her just now aroused her too much unwillingness, and her reason fell apart at that moment, wanting to know why he suddenly reached the peak of such a desire, and he desperately wanted to ask.
She is so unwilling, and the people who are not willing to get along with her for ten years actually don't like her, and she can't believe that Chen Yanye has been acting like he said all these years.
Chen Yao, and those people she didn't know, those videos, those photos and those explicit actions, she didn't believe that Chen Yanye could do it.
Chen's problem of running away from her is the biggest problem in itself.
Song Qiqi tugged at Chen Yanye's collar, and after calming down, she still wanted to know the reason, she looked at Chen Yanye deadly, "Tell me why?" You explain to me what you are doing, don't be vague, and don't send me away with a crooked sentence. ”
"Chen Yanye, I'm really too curious, I'm very unwilling, I'm not willing to spend my ten years on you can only be described by the word waste, so you give me a reasonable explanation, an explanation that convinces me, count me begging you."
Chen Yanye lowered his eyes and looked at her, I don't know if it was because of a fever or what, the tails of his eyes were getting redder and redder, he suppressed the desire to hug Song Qiqi, the burning breath he breathed was all sprayed on Song Qiqi's face, I don't know if it was hot or what, Song Qiqi's face slowly turned red, white and red, extremely good-looking.
Chen Yeye suddenly pushed her away, Song Qiye almost hit the edge of the cooking table when she retreated unguarded, Chen Yeye reacted and pulled her over, this time they made physical contact, Chen Yeye took her into his arms.
Song Qiqi grabbed his arm in this position.
"Why don't you answer me? Chen Yanye, are you hiding something from me? ”
"No," Chen retorted, but didn't look her in the eye.
The more this is the case, the more Song Qiye thinks that he has a ghost, but Chen Yanye really doesn't say it, and she can't know what kind of ghost it is.
She wanted people to check, but she was even more afraid that the truth was actually the same as what Chen Yeye said, it was not that Chen Yeye had a ghost at all, the reason was just that he didn't love her anymore, which hit her more than Chen Yeye had a ghost.
Chen Yanye finally let go of her, stepped back away from her, and said detachedly: "Mr. Song, go back, didn't you say that you won't pester me anymore after the breakup, your behavior will cause me trouble." ”
Song Qiqi's eyes widened, "You say I'm causing you trouble?" ”
Chen Yanye nodded: "Yes, you have caused me trouble, so I ask you to go back now, Mr. Song, don't embarrass me." ”
Chen Yanye's words are considered not to give Song Qiye any face at all, if it is put on the usual Song Qiye's face, she probably won't ask anything again, but now, she knows, don't think about what Chen Yanye will say if she is not thick-skinned.
In this spirit, she took a few steps forward and forced Chen Yanye into the corner of the kitchen, and asked, "Don't you avoid the important and answer my question, why are you suddenly like this?" Give me a reasonable explanation, otherwise I really can't be willing to Chen Yanye. ”
"Ten years, you should always let me give a satisfactory explanation for this time, right?"
Chen Yanye was silent, looking at her with a frown, seeing Song Qiji's stubborn face, he thought that Song Qiqi would not give up if he didn't say something today, but after thinking about it, it seemed that there was nothing more to say.
He doesn't necessarily want to hear what he can say, and he won't say what he can't say, so how can he give her an explanation?
He turned his head away: "There's no reason, it's just because I don't like you anymore." ”
It's still this sentence, Song Qiqi has heard the reason several times, and Chen Yanye is not even willing to bother thinking about a new reason to prevaricate her.
Or what he said was actually true, but Song Qiqi didn't want to believe it.
They just stood opposite each other like that, Song Qiye couldn't get the answer he wanted, and Chen Yanye couldn't do what he wanted to do.
There are people standing in front of each other who can be seen but cannot be owned, and in a way, the two of them are now in the same contradiction and all other unspeakable feelings.
Silence replaced all unspeakable moods and reasons, and Song finally compromised again.
This time, she really compromised.
She let go of cruel words more than once, and also told Chen Yanye not to entangle after breaking up, she wanted to pick up her self-esteem and say goodbye to Chen Yanye, but when she really implemented it, she realized how difficult it was.
She couldn't get out of this failed relationship so quickly, and she couldn't really pretend to treat Chen Yanye as if nothing happened, and there was no way to really say goodbye, never see him again, no longer think about him, and even stop loving him.
She had endured the desire to see Chen Yanye for a day, because Li Qing's phone call was meaningless, she was crazy on the icy road for more than ten minutes before she walked into his side, and the moment she saw him, her hanging heart was put down.
She wanted to take a good look at him and make sure that he was really okay, but Chen Yanye refused her concern, and even refused her appearance.
It seems that all the worries and anxieties have become ridiculous, and the people who are cared for simply do not want to be cared for like her.
Chen Yanye was really shattering her still existing expectations little by little, making her fall into place fiercely, and he even walked up to make up for a few kicks.
After thinking too much for a moment, Song Qiqi couldn't hold back her tears, silently, just shedding tears.
Chen Yanye's hand suddenly clenched.
In the middle of the night, Song Qiqi raised his hand to wipe the wetness off his face, turned around and walked out of the kitchen, picked up his bag from the sofa, and left Chen Yanye's residence without saying anything.
Chen Yeye didn't chase her, didn't even look at her, but after she left, Chen Yeye accidentally broke a small bowl.
Coming out of Bishuiyuan, her vision was already blurred with tears and she couldn't see anything clearly, she walked aimlessly on the street, there were no people on the street on the first day of the Lunar New Year, but there were many people gathered in front of a movie theater not far away.
She walked over and saw a poster of Chen Yeye's new movie on the glass window of the theater, which had been posted for a few days, and someone used lipstick to write the words "I want to see you" under Chen Yeye's name.
She looked at those words and laughed mockingly, others couldn't see the person they wanted to see because of their identity, and she was obviously very close to him but he didn't expect to see him.
Song Qiqi stood at the door and watched for a while, although it was a Spring Festival movie, there were many people who came to see it, and many people were waiting in the hall, waiting for the movie to be released.
There were a few little girls standing next to the promotional posters of the movie in the theater and taking pictures, all with shy and excited smiles on their faces, as if it was really Chen Yanye standing next to them at the moment.
He's really popular, Song Qi thought.