August 19, 2022.

I kept texting her that night and she never answered.

"Pei Pei, are you under some spell?"

"I'll Make You Happy"

"Peipei, I will definitely make you happy, I must not only talk about it, but you have to give me a chance, you give me a chance, I will hold up a piece of heaven for you"

"Now I am a lot less impetuous and anxious, more calm and calm, I am confident that we can maintain a good relationship, and I believe that there will be a good end result between us"

"You used to say that I Shenlong saw the beginning and didn't see the end, I asked you to report in the evening, you said that I didn't act with my bare mouth, I sent flowers and gifts on Tanabata in 520, what are you not satisfied with, tell me if I do it, can you not ignore me, give us a chance to get along, I will do better and better"

"I've really been working on it"

"My ex-girlfriend added me to WeChat some time ago, but I didn't pay attention to her, I just thought I wanted to wait for you to be with you wholeheartedly"

"To treat feelings is to be single-minded, how can you be half-hearted"

"Of course, if you have a better choice, you tell me, I won't stop you from pursuing happiness."

"Every good girl should be liked by a good man. You only like him, he only likes you, that's right. ”

She finally replied, "It's good that you get back together with your ex-girlfriend."

"I never thought that I was the only one in my heart who couldn't let go of others"

"When I started to get along with her, I also went to the result, but she couldn't be her own master, so the first thing to consider when looking for her was to be able to call the shots."

"Looking back on our relationship for more than a year, we have also had sweetness, and I have always been running for a result."

"I don't blame you for giving up, I can't satisfy you, but I've really been working on it, I believe there are no insurmountable obstacles between us, and I always have great hope for the outcome between us"

"Emotional things are really not that complicated, I like you, you like me, each other is single-minded, two people are happy together"

"I'm sure you used to have a crush on me, otherwise you wouldn't have agreed to be together"

"When we first met, I said that if we had any ideas between us, we would be open and honest, don't hide it, I always did it, but obviously you didn't do anything, you didn't hide everything in your heart, you didn't tell me, and in the end you told me an inappropriate result."

"If there is anything dissatisfied, we can't change it or we can't do it."

"You think about it carefully, how I have been good to you for more than a year, I have done something that I am sorry for, I have deceived you, I really want to be good to you, I am afraid of holding it in my hand, I am afraid of turning it on my head, and I am afraid of falling."

"I've been obsessed with you for more than a year and have never given up on your pursuit"

"If you say that I am not sincere enough, then I will show more sincerity, as long as you say it, I will do it, I am afraid that you will hold back nothing, and if you don't say anything, be careful to hold yourself fat."

"You are really a woman's mind, tactful, as if you are an unreasonable hand everywhere on the chessboard, how can you win? But I just like you, right, it doesn't seem to matter if you win or not. ”

"I'll call you Xiao Zuojing in the future."

"Let's start the relationship again"

"Along the way, and all the way, no matter whether there is sweetness or bitterness in the process, I have always been firm, maybe at a certain pass, especially after suffering a lot, I used to doubt myself, think about the possibility of success, but after thinking about it slowly, I still want to come together with you. At this time, the answer is my heart, and what to do next, is to follow my heart and go firmly. In the long years to come, when there is a conflict between us, or when there is a temptation, I will think of my heart, my original persistence, my commitment to you, find a way to solve the problem, and always follow you wholeheartedly. ”

"I'm looking forward to your decision"

"I don't put pressure on you, you don't have to reply to me right away, I'm waiting for your decision, you think about it, I suggest thinking about my good thoughts, what aspects you must not accept, you also said that I am a good person, you were just hurt too deeply by your ex-husband, but in fact, it is just that you don't know enough about me, it is completely two types of people, the nature is different, my heart is still good, or you don't have to agree, we will be together immediately, but I hope to give me a chance to let you know more deeply and see clearly"

"If you like someone, no matter how good she is or how extraordinary she is, or just an ordinary woman, it's actually no problem. But if I like you, you just don't like me, isn't that a very sad thing? I can say, it doesn't matter, liking someone, it's my own business. If the other party doesn't like it, just watch it from a distance. Actually, I've thought about it before, so it's not that I don't understand, it doesn't seem to have anything to do with right or wrong, so it's hard to explain. After this year, to be honest, the time is not short, I am not a fool, and I will not be dark, I am very thoughtful about my own mind, not on a whim, not just to have a companion. For me, I tell you that I love you very much, not that I am afraid that if I don't tell myself so, I will not be able to control my heart, and I don't mean to make you feel that I am an infatuated lover, in fact, in the relationship between men and women, I am the most determined, because this is not after experiencing something, I learned, but a very long time ago, I felt that this is a natural thing, you know, many of the truths that I originally thought were natural, but now I don't know it, it has changed a lot, only this thing, It has never changed, if you like someone, you only like her, it's enough. ”

On August 20, I continued to look for her.

"Morning, God Pei, I gave it to you, and I came early."

"Unconsciously, I suddenly remembered you again, I know that you are doing well now, but I still feel very sorry for you, as you said before, I wanted to be the big brother, but the woman behind me forced herself to become a big brother, Pei Pei, you have too many things on your shoulders, you should have picked up the grass on your shoulders in the carefree years, Yingfei and Yang Liu Yiyi, but because of the unladylike people, they spent a period of tormented years, whenever I think of what you said, when you had a big belly, or your mother accompanied you to the hospital for prenatal checkups, your ex-husband lingered in other women, and never accompanied you once, I was angry for you, sorry for you, how can there be such a bad man, I don't want to remind you of your sad past, I just want to tell you how good and strong you areQualitatively, you are still a little girl, you deserve to be cared for and loved, there will definitely be someone who is willing to shelter you from the wind and rain, let you rely on, let you admire, and let you live the second half of your life happily."

"Do you think I'm ridiculous and boring?"

"Good Night Pei Pei"

At 8:05 p.m. on August 21, I posted a message:

"Pei Pei, last year, at this time today, the relationship we determined was a blink of an eye, a year has passed, I miss the old days very much, I still miss you very much, I know that no matter how much I say, you won't believe it, as you said, once the trust collapses, it is difficult to re-establish, but I still have hope, I can't let go of this relationship, I know that it is difficult to get your approval, but I don't want to give up, I always believe that there is a lover who eventually becomes a family, that is, sometimes I can't help but think about it, is it because you have someone you like, of course, this is useless, you have a natural unwillingness to take care of me, even if you don't like it, I don't want to wronged myself, I really want to hold on hard, you are afraid of losing, the tighter you grasp, the more disgusted you may be, it may be trueI love you too much, in fact, I understand a lot of things in my heart, but I can't give you up, and you are not a little girl who will leave with a lollipop, you have experienced a lot, you have betrayed and lived up, you have your own judgment, you are stubborn, of course, I have my persistence, I hope that one day I can touch your heart, I still admire your excellence and self-discipline, I hope to get your recognition as soon as possible, I hope that day will not be too late".

Continued on August 22:

"Morning, Pei Pei, it's raining today, it's a little cold, don't wear too little, don't wear a skirt, your legs are cold"

"Good afternoon, Pei Pei remember to eat"

"Peipei, didn't you drive today, I'll pick you up after work."

She finally replied after two days, "I have a car."

"Oh, forget it, I just want to do something for you."

"When I got home, I didn't have Pei Pei."

"Good night, Pei Pei."

At 0:40 in the morning, I hadn't fallen asleep yet, I had insomnia, I really couldn't stand it, and left her a message, "I'm sorry, Pei Pei, I can't stand it, I'm going to give up, I said a lot of promises that can't be fulfilled, it's me who bothered you, and I won't pester you anymore, I wish you happiness and goodbye!" Then he deleted her WeChat.