It has been six days since the turmoil that began on January 30, and judging from the current situation, this turmoil is far from over.

The cause of the incident is this, at noon that day, I sent a WeChat message to Pei Pei, "Pei Pei, remember to eat at noon, you are a little too thin, it makes people feel distressed to look at." You've been taken by me, stop thinking about being more marketable." I sent it at 11:42, and she didn't reply with a good word until 12:49. I waited a little anxious for her reply, and when I saw that I finally returned, I breathed a sigh of relief and said, "I'm so nervous, I thought I said the wrong thing again." She replied with a face-covering expression. The problem arose at this time, and I made it myself, and expressed the dissatisfaction of anxiously waiting, "Just say that you want to find it, I don't want to bind you." You're still quite marketable." She deliberately annoyed me and replied, "Okay, I'll listen to you." I was a little upset and said, "If you find it, tell me, although I'm a little stupid, I still don't want to be treated like a fool." She was a little emotional and said, you are not stupid, you are nervous. In fact, at this time, people have saved me enough face, and I should stop it by now, but I am really unwilling to die if I don't do it, and I came to the sentence "No, after all, you and I are also a little reluctant, and it is normal to continue to look for it, which is understandable". They replied, "Okay, got it." In fact, at this time, I already felt more or less unhappy that people were a little unhappy, but how to go to my heart, but after they ignored me, I was somewhat unhappy, and I felt that you couldn't tell me, don't look for someone else, just follow you to make me feel at ease. I was once worried about whether there was any ambiguity in the "with" in this sentence, and whether it would cause people to think that I was reluctant to misunderstand, but I didn't delve into it, and I didn't think to explain more. After that, they ignored me, and I didn't contact my family that night, so I missed the best opportunity to admit my mistake.

Analyzing the reasons for this turmoil, we can see the clues from the WeChat sent to me by Peipei, she said, liking is the premise of getting along, and it is also the root of the results that can be quantified and deepened in the process of getting along, so the process is the orientation of the results.

I replied, I only really understand this now, unlike you, who is a great philosopher, the embodiment of wisdom and beauty.

She said, you are, you have always understood that you used reverse logic on me, and there must be a reason why you use reverse logic.

I said the reason was a lack of self-confidence. In my eyes, you are simply a male god harvester. You were willing to favor me a few days ago, and I thought it was my ancestral grave that was smoking. It's a pity that I was happy and sad, and I really couldn't be happy too early, but it was a little cruel. It's like a person who has been staying at the bottom of a well, being pulled up to take a look at the blue sky, and then being pushed down. If you can put yourself in my shoes a little bit, you can see why. I've been chasing you for almost two years, and when I finally got it, I wake up laughing when I dream happily, and I can't wait to find a rope to tie you to your body. I didn't think that the rope was too tight, and people were uncomfortable and wanted to run.

She replied that this time node needs to be considered, and there are countless people inserted in the middle, although it is tortuous but understandable. Maybe it's a matter of thinking between men and women, women love to explore, and men want results. Women want to be long, men want fast food.

I told her, there is only one, I have already confessed to you, you don't believe me, I really can't help it, I am worthy of you, worthy of my conscience. As a result, I want to, I want it for a long time, and I also want to be responsible for my own happiness, but I want fast food and I won't wait for you, conscience. I've been exploring, otherwise I wouldn't have kept writing down my thoughts and thoughts. I'm a delicate person, not a big boss. As for the one to look for, you used to really hurt me deeply, I was sad in the middle of the night under the quilt and wanted to cry, driving on the road thinking about us, and my heart was wringing and aching.