Not worthy of the storm
We're at odds again. It all started when I wanted to invite her to my house on Saturday to cook for her, and she got angry and thought I wanted to sleep with her.
She asked me, why did we separate for the first time? I said I should respect your wishes. She said that the stealth behind this is to respect me more. So the real liking is to be cautious and afraid of losing, so sometimes the intuition is very accurate. Then he ignored me.
I said, it seems that you can't get down for a while. Forget it, let's talk about it when you're angry. I would like to implore you to have time to think about whether you really love me from the bottom of your heart, because I really don't feel it. I can tell you responsibly that I truly love you from the bottom of my heart, and I am acting in a hurry, but I have absolutely no bad intentions, I can guarantee it. I hope you will think about my problem and tell me when you have thought about it. Whatever the answer is, I accept it, and I accept your decision. You don't have a burden, the goal is to make you happy, not to make you uncomfortable.
She said, this question is also what I want to say, and I also implore you to have time to think about whether you really like me, don't wronged yourself, don't settle, follow your heart, sincerity and firmness are the cornerstones of long-term and stability, and it is also a guarantee for the other party to feel at ease and not doubt.
I was angry, and I asked, how can I make you not doubt my sincerity? Am I really not doing enough? What shall I say to you, shall I speak of myself? Just because I want to kiss you and cook you a meal on Saturday, does it make you suspect that I am uneasy and kind? Does it make you think I just want to you? If that's what you think, forget it. You don't deserve this piece of truth from me.
She should have been very sad to hear it, and said to me, you have begun to have grievances, you have paid no return, and you really don't say it and don't bother to say it without asking for anything in return, but you are unwilling in your heart. Getting along itself is to recognize each other, complement each other's needs, and run in the process of both sides. I'll admit that I did doubt it, so I barely opened all the gifts you gave me. You are very good, maybe I really don't deserve your true feelings!
I realized that I was open-mouthed and that the problem was serious, so I hurriedly apologized, saying that I was too serious, don't take it to heart. It's that I'm not worthy of you, don't care, don't doubt anymore. She's ignored me anymore.
The next day, I sent her a WeChat message for a day and didn't reply to me, and I didn't answer the phone, saying that I was in a meeting.
In the afternoon, I was anxious and said to her, Pei Pei, are you forcing me to give up. She finally replied and said, I didn't force you, you have already given the result yesterday, I just respect your choice. Come to think of it, there's nothing wrong with me, I really don't deserve you. I said I don't want to give up, I can't bear you. She said, you're going to meet a better girl than me.
I said you're the best, I was wrong, very wrong.
She said that there was no right or wrong in this matter, in fact, it was just inappropriate. The needs are not equal, they don't match, you think about it. You start by thinking carefully about what you want. I said I just want you, be good to you.
She said, "You're in a hunting mentality." You really want a girl who can provide you with affection, sex, and a certain degree of independence.
I said all I wanted was you.
"That's because I can give you these three things, but I haven't given them yet."
"If I do something wrong, I'll change it, don't deny it all."
"Think about it first. I can talk to you very rationally. I'm not wrong about all three. You think about what you want, and then you think about what I want, and you figure it out, and you've figured it out."
"We said we wouldn't break up"
"Indeed, the score is still ugly."
"I just want you to give a little more affection."
"You calm down first".