Chen Ji'an finally dared to face his heart.

He admitted that he was indeed attracted to her, otherwise he would not have broken his principles and bottom line again and again, and he would have to do those risky things, and he would stay by her side to protect her.

He never thought that he would like a girl so much younger than him, and from the moment she disappeared into his life, he realized that there was a taste of life, called "regret".

After Lin Zhaowan became an adult, he didn't dare to have this kind of thought. They kept the farthest and closest distance, and he thought it was the best.

However, he did not understand until now......

It's not good at all, it's like a child who has made a mistake and is locked up every day and can only face the wall and ask himself what he did wrong? But what did they do wrong, should they be nine years old, and they should be a lifetime behind?

If he is forty-nine and she is twenty-nine, then he really shouldn't delay her.

But before she was twenty years old, he didn't take her hand, he didn't say a word that was out of proportion. He waited until she grew up, why did he feel inferior for those worldly eyes, isn't he Chen Ji'an qualified to like a girl? Why?

Even if it is impossible between them, it should be up to her Lin Zhaowan to say "no".

He couldn't let himself regret it, he was thirty years old and still had a chance to give her the answers she wanted. It depends on how mature she has been in the past few years, and after weighing it, do you want him to be a little old man? If she wants, he will face and plan to give her the best future.

If she doesn't want to, he will always be a good friend, never disturb her life, and always maintain a good scale.

He asked the first question: "Let me ask you, have you ever thought about having children?" ”

This is also an unavoidable problem in most marriages.

Lin Zhaowan thought about his attitude towards children over the years, and nodded seriously: "Yes, I like children very much." ”

He understood that if she wanted to have a child, then he should talk to her about it more seriously. She must know that the marriage of two people is no joke, and a decision can delay her for the rest of her life.

It was the first time Lin Zhaowan saw Chen Ji'an so serious, her heart was about to jump out, could it be that talking about marriage with him was her previous wish?

Her heart fluttered, looking at his meticulous appearance, responsible and rigorous attitude, instead of being frightened to retreat, she liked him more.

She wasn't wrong.

Chen Ji'an stood up, stretched out his hand, and pulled her up from the swing. Even though it was a night of emotional breakthroughs, for her, he still wanted to maintain a rational attitude, which had something to do with their future.

He continued: "The best age for men to have children is around the age of 25 to 35, with a nine-year gap between us. You studied dance, and now is the best time for your career to develop, even if you have a baby in five years, it's a little early. I don't want my factors to affect your career, but the possibility of having a defective child or even a miscarriage after the age of 35 is much higher, or do you need me to freeze sperm? But this way of conception may make you suffer, you have to think about it. ”

"Well, I understand." She nodded, her eyes brighter than the stars.

He really wanted to know if she was listening, or if she nodded and teased him?

The person in front of him looked expectant, and he didn't hear that he was also another kind of "refusal".

Because there are too many obstacles between the two people, for him, who is already thirty years old, giving up is a better choice. Give up on him, she will have a better life, and he doesn't want to delay her.

But he shouldn't be so selfish, feelings are a matter of two people, he should at least let her choose to leave after that, and not hate him, and still respect that fate will have two different possibilities.

This is a sign of growing up, and you will involuntarily become mature and no longer dare to take reckless risks.

"Chen Ji'an," she stopped him, and pulled his wrist forward with her hand, "I'm serious, I really like you, and I'll give you the best answer." ”

She will grasp their future without delaying her own future.

Because there is a voice in her heart saying to her, her future cannot be without Chen Ji'an, otherwise no matter how beautiful her life is, it will be a piece of it.

"Lin Zhaowan, I'm not as good as you think."

He looked at her, his eyes were gently touched, but he was still cautious like a child: "I have a lot of shortcomings, I may not be able to protect you, and even I may have hurt you in the past, I am not sure that I am worthy of your love and worthy of your betting." ”

He didn't want to deprive her of her innocence and infinite possibilities for the future, he was such an uninteresting person, it would be boring to be with him, right?

"You've been talking about your badness for so long, but how can I see that it's all your good?" She smiled and stood on tiptoe, helping him soothe his frowning brow.

It was the first time she could feel his heartbeat so closely, and the moonlight was like a thin thread that held their hearts together. This line should be very far and hard to reach the land from the edge of the sky, so far that when she heard his answer at this moment, she would be so shocked that she didn't know what to do?

How long did it take her to get closer to him?

Just when he thinks that sooner or later she will really mature and realize how many difficulties there are between them, she will choose to give up. Lin Zhaowan raised her watery eyes to look at her, the corners of her mouth turned upward, as if she was crying, and as if she was laughing. This stupid girl who was so moved that she was at a loss and held his words as a treasure made him helpless.

He didn't want to be a man anymore, he was completely trapped.

What is sanity?

Gone at the moment.

His hand caressed her face, and the moment he leaned over to kiss her, her tears fell, and the sound of breathing touched the corners of his lips: "Brother Ji An, I like you so much." ”

！

Did she remember?

Until the fragments of her brain stopped frame by frame, her eyes became gentle, and she looked at him in a trance: "Chen Ji'an, I seem to have remembered some things related to you." ”

Chen Ji'an's heart had been washed into confusion by the river that burst the embankment, and he tried to calm down his good mood: "It's not early, let's go back and rest early." ”

He turned his back as she touched her beating heart, the heat on her face was hot, and she was sure she wasn't dreaming tonight......

Chen Ji'an gave her a chance!

The brother Ji An, who used to be cold and alienated to her, the brother Ji An who couldn't get into his heart no matter how long she walked, is now standing in front of her and trying to be boyfriend and girlfriend with her?

Lin Zhaowan jumped three feet high with joy, she desperately suppressed her screams in place, smirking and repeating over and over again——。

"Brother Ji'an, I'm finally going to catch him!"