041: Retrieving some of my memories
The sky was white, and Lin Zhaowan, who had been lying on the bed and looking at the ceiling in a daze all night, was still not sleepy. Last night's surprise was really big, and it blinded her.
The part of Lin Zhaowan's memories that he remembered was scattered.
She wrapped her pillow and buried her head in it like a little turtle, feeling remorseful: "Chen Ji'an didn't kiss me in the morning and didn't kiss me at night, but at that time!" Kiss it, don't kiss it directly, interrupt my memory! โ
She could have remembered a little more, but because of his sudden kiss, she broke up......
She remembered that she had seen Chen Ji'an when she was very young, when she was taking Go lessons in the Youth Palace, and Chen Ji'an was there, and she couldn't remember much before she went to high school.
I only remember that I always pestered him, and when I was young, I just treated him as a friend to play, and I didn't have such complicated feelings, and my memories in high school were clearer. Probably since she was sixteen or seventeen years old and had the concept of "liking", she secretly had a crush on Chen Ji'an.
She can remember a lot of things related to him, such as she is always waiting for him at the school gate to deliver things, she still calls him from time to time when he is abroad and tells him that she misses him, and he is polite and distant except for meeting her reasonable requests.
He reasoned with her with such a straight face-
"Reading well is more important than anything else."
"I take care of you because I'm older than you, I treat you as a sister, you can answer those gossiping classmates like this, don't be taken away by them."
"Why should I be looking for a girlfriend? That's not something you need to manage. โ
Obviously, he was very beaten when he said these words, but she still liked him!
Sure enough, if you like someone, you lose your mind......
She threw away the pillow and sat up, her hair messy like a bird's nest, and she suddenly thought of something: "Why does Chen Ji'an keep rejecting me?" It used to be because of age, but now? โ
Did he still have secrets that he couldn't tell her?
She meditated cross-legged, carefully piecing together the events of this time with the memories she could remember, hoping to organize them completely.
As a result, her brain was overloaded and could not be loaded, and she went on strike.
She covered her head, and couldn't sort out a clear line of thought: "Is it really because I was adopted by the Chu family, am I thinking too much?" โ
Leaving it alone, she jumped out of bed. Anyway, at the moment, he has decided to face up to their feelings, as long as he can grasp the present, then what happened in the past is not so important, right?
Since she couldn't think of it, she didn't think about it.
Adhering to the idea that "the boat will naturally go straight to the bridge", she relaxed, hummed and sang all the way to the school.
Recently, the school's variety show director team came to film, it seems that it is because the variety show in which Song Jiangtong participated is about to start broadcasting recently. Only then did she remember that Song Jiangtong hadn't come to her for a long time.
It doesn't matter if she doesn't come, the song she put halfway in her heart comes to an abrupt end, and a sadness that is difficult to dissipate begins to haunt her.
When she was a child, she was so innocent, and she couldn't go back, it turned out that she was just a vessel for them to extend their lives, and she would extract a part of it when she needed it, without even her consent.
How is she going to face Song Jiangtong?
She didn't even want to face Lin Ziweng.
In Lin Zhaowan's heart, there is only the simplest and purest wish, to be with his family and live a peaceful and joyful life. But from the moment she was born, the road to the realization of her wish was tortuous.
But she was afraid of something, she saw Song Jiangtong and Guan Wei coming from the school gate, and the eldest brother of the director team who was filming next to her. Before seeing Lin Zhao in the evening, Guan Wei chatted with Song Jiangtong without a match, and she was also more restrained in front of the camera and didn't keep scolding him.
But Song Jiangtong, this kid, was not affected by the camera at all, he saw Lin Zhaowan's eyes light up and trotted over.
Song Jiangtong was like a plush puppy, his hair was shining warmly in the sun, and he asked with concern: "Zhaowan, are you okay these days?" There's nothing wrong with your body, right? โ
Hearing Guan Wei say that she was resting during this time, and asked him not to disturb her, he couldn't help but not send her WeChat. After he graduates, has a stable job, and can not rely on everything that his family gives him, he will be able to pursue her more confidently and boldly.
As long as he works hard, he will definitely be able to wait until this day.
But seeing Lin Zhaowan at this moment, Song Jiangtong felt that she seemed to be more distant than before. She took a step back, keeping her distance from him, her whole body was like a stiff log, and the emotions in her eyes were too complicated for him to understand.
Lin Zhaowan glanced at him, eager to turn into a CT scanner: "I'm fine, your body is okay?" โ
If something happens to him, she will have to donate his liver and kidney.
Suddenly being cared about by her, Song Jiangtong was a little caught off guard, and a sunflower bloomed in his heart.
He smiled, and just wanted to answer her, "I'm fine, I'm very good, it's better to have your concern", the camera brother seemed to have captured extremely ambiguous information, and chased him very quickly, almost putting the camera on his face to shoot his smile like a flower.
The camera chased him down, Song Jiangtong felt a little embarrassed, and he cleared his throat: "The director team came to shoot our usual life at school." โ
Guan Wei looked at the pile of cameras, one head and two big, and immediately rushed over to block the two of them: "Song Jiangtong, aren't you going to find your classmates?" โ
He glanced at her, as simple as a stupid son of a landlord's family: "I usually play with you, and I can only take pictures of the tranquility of the air when I look for them." โ
Guan Wei really wants to give him a brick, does this eldest young master not pay attention to the voice of the Internet at all? Let them shoot and edit it like this, maybe some pink bubbles will pop up, and Zhao Wan is very likely to be talked about at this juncture when the relationship is announced!
What will she be written about then! Online violence is terrifying!
A simple and lovely rich second generation like Song Jiangtong has long been a gimmick of their variety shows, and girlfriend fans are inevitable. At that time, the first object that girlfriend fans want to attack is Lin Zhaowan.
Guan Wei made an excuse and prevaricated: "Song Jiangtong, let's get together next time, I made an appointment with Teacher Chen for dinner today, it's inconvenient for my boyfriend to wait, you have to understand!" โ
After that, Guan Wei pulled Lin Zhaowan and ran away, and Lin Zhaowan also ran with her stunned. But she didn't want to stay there either, so she could make an excuse and run away.
But on the day the show was broadcast, the program team still stopped being a person, and edited this paragraph with emotion, so-
#ๆๆญๆ็ง็ๆดปๆงๆงไธๆธ #
#ๅฎๆฑๆกๆๆญๆ้ๆข ็ซน้ฉฌ#.
On the same day, Lin Zhaowan was scolded on the hot search all of a sudden, attracting a bunch of onlookers who ate melons.