Lin Zhaowan thought about it carefully, it just so happened that at that stage, her body was also suitable for recovery, and she could still go to work after a year, but she had an extra child.

She knows that the life of two people is different from that of three people, and the life of three people will become a real family. She is not forced to have children, she has someone she loves, a material foundation, and the ability to be independent, and she has the right to choose to try another life after her career is relatively stable, that is, to form a family with the person she loves and become a mother.

Women have any freedom to make choices, not to respond to extremes with extremism, she is not afraid of what the Internet will say about her as a "degenerate dancer", her attitude is that she is in charge of her life.

During this time, she also saw the diversity of biology, and people who did not know their own lives only needed to easily hold a keyboard and point to the country, like a messenger of justice.

But online violence, hiding behind the screen and easily pointing fingers at other people's choices, are the guilty people.

Her life should not be defined only by her profession, everyone thinks that women will lose themselves when they get married, maybe there is another possibility?

Independence and marriage are not mutually exclusive words. She should tell more girls that you can be who you want to be and that you can have the ability to do everything, including being a mother.

Such a dancer, even cooler.

She took a deep breath and held his hand, there were many calluses on it, she rubbed the calluses, lowered her eyebrows and said, "I'm not afraid of your so-called delay, I'm only afraid that I will live in regret all my life." ”

Her eyes were a little red, and she knew how difficult it was for him to come this way.

Sometimes in the early hours of the morning, she stood in his doorway and could see his light on. After entering the door, I saw him huddled on the bed like a child and shivering, and I saw her adjust my state.

He said that he was used to it, and he would occasionally wake up in the middle of the night, he had not slept well for twenty years, probably because the pressure of work and family was too great, but he never vented these pressures on her because she was his girlfriend, and he didn't even show that he still had such a vulnerable side.

Because love is distressing, love is sharing, and she doesn't want him to return to the predicament of the past. She hopes that she can become his strength.

"I hope that the person I love has the choice of becoming a father, because I believe that he will be a qualified father, he will turn one love into two loves, I will get double love, and he will accompany me to experience a new life. So, please believe me, I am truly willing to share half of my life with you, and I am looking forward to living with you. ”

Chen Ji'an's mood was very complicated, he never thought that she had thought about so many things when he didn't know.

All the responses were hidden in his embrace. He leaned forward, rubbed his hands on her back, touched her ears, and all he knew was that he was going to try to prove with his actions that her decision was not wrong.

Since they talk about getting married, they inevitably talk about parents.

Chen Ji'an suddenly thought of her biological parents, Aunt Feng came back some time ago, probably because the Chu family was caught, so she came back with peace of mind. He had already looked for Aunt Feng in private, and she cried and explained to him that she was reluctant to lose this child back then, but she had no choice, the power of the Chu family was too great, if she didn't listen, it would be their family who would suffer at that time.

From Aunt Feng's point of view, she is very pitiful.

But from the perspective of Lin Zhaowan, who has experienced all these ups and downs and is innocently used as a tool to harvest profits, she is more pitiful than them.

But the choice was in her hands, and he still wanted to ask her what she thought first.

So, Chen Ji'an said tentatively: "Do you want to find your biological parents?" ”

Lin Zhaowan was satisfied with the ginger duck he brought back, a duck leg was fragrant, but she had to control the amount and couldn't be happy and fat, otherwise she wouldn't look good in a wedding dress in the future!

For all her current life, she doesn't need that cruel pair of parents at all.

Of course, she shook her head: "I don't want to, I have a sister, a boyfriend, and a career now." Since they chose to cruelly abandon me back then, not coming back to me now when I am doing well will only make me more uncomfortable and break the order of my normal life. ”

She is no longer entangled in many problems, and people should cherish the present.

Chen Ji'an didn't say anything more, he took a duck leg in his hand and ate something to save him from worrying.

In the past, she wanted to find her biological parents, but her biological parents avoided her and killed her daughter who didn't want to recognize her.

Now that her biological parents want to admit her home, she doesn't want to see her at all, and she probably never feels resentment if they finally force her to come to the door.

Let's hope that doesn't happen.

She suddenly stuck to it, but with her hands behind her back, she didn't touch him: "Why do you have to eat too, so that your mouth will be oily." ”

He ducked back, his heartbeat faintly quickening: "What's wrong with the oil?" It's good to brush your teeth later, and I won't rub your skirt. ”

Tsk, why is it still so innocent?

Wouldn't it be inconvenient for her to do something to him in the future?

Lin Zhaowan heard that after living together, couples will more or less have a worse impression of each other, or have some conflicts, why is she on the way to praise him every day in addition to gaining weight?

The quilt is neatly folded, she takes the initiative to clean up her clothes, she cooks and he washes the dishes......

Even now, he still maintains a gentlemanly demeanor, and he didn't do anything to her.

She teased him: "Chen Ji'an, you eat so oily mouth, I don't want to kiss you anymore." ”

"You don't come," he ruthlessly pierced, "you weren't a relative last time." ”

What's more, they both eat oily now, who has a cleaner mouth than the other?

His mouth was moistened with the oil of the ginger duck, as if he had been coated with a layer of lipstick, and his tongue stuck out and licked his lips, tasting the delicious taste to himself. I have to say that good-looking people look good in everything, and in this night-clear night, it actually evokes a trace of ambiguity, and her heart is about to move.

She ran into the bathroom to wash her hands, and when she came out, she threw herself into his arms.

Chen Ji'an hurriedly raised his hand: "You posted it yourself, don't say that I soiled your clothes later." ”

She was like a female hooligan, and her hand actually began to touch him, which scared Chen Ji'an almost to perform the "chest muscle elastic technique". It's a pity that the chest is not big enough to carry out this great ideal.

He turned around, scratched a little by her: "What are you doing?" ”。

She smiled, and little by little put her hand under his shirt, Chen Ji'an gasped and frowned.