104: She doesn't want him anymore
Fu Liwang drove Chen Ji'an and Lin Zhaowan home, and Su Mingwei was like a white eye, so she had to follow them upstairs. He gave a few hints, but Su Mingwei didn't see them all, and followed in a hurry.
Tsk, this eldest lady's personality has really not changed at all. It's different if someone is spoiled, and it can be said that it is diametrically opposed to a child like Zhaowan who has been sensible since childhood.
After he escaped from the fire, he checked Su Mingwei when he came out.
Her family is indeed very rich, and she even fought with the daughter of Chen Ji'an's mentor in order to rob Chen Ji'an. The two of them were reluctant to give Chen Ji'an to each other, and in the end, the fathers of the two families came out to play a round, otherwise they would probably be able to make trouble for a lifetime, so that they couldn't hold the face of these old fathers.
But these eldest ladies didn't listen to Chen Ji'an's thoughts at all, he didn't nod, and these phoenix peacocks in the back refused his opportunity to speak one by one, and fought first.
It's a pity that the fight was also in vain, and Chen Ji'an suffered even more.
He directly bought a banner and hung it at the door of his dormitory: refusing to be a son-in-law.
During that time, it was also on the hot search, which made the people who eat melons gain knowledge, and it turns out that there are really ordinary people in this world who are not succumbed to wealth. Everyone is saying that there is a handsome guy from a civilian background, who has become the prince charming in the hearts of many celebrities, but unfortunately he doesn't have oil and salt, as if he is cold.
If someone forces him to be a son-in-law again, it will probably make people laugh, so Chen Ji'an also escaped and lived a peaceful life for a while.
It's just that his reputation in the celebrity circle is a little stinky, saying that he doesn't know what to do. But he didn't care, he seemed to wish there were no women to bother him.
Thinking of this, Fu Liwang also admired Chen Ji'an. It is not easy for him to come this way, obviously there are many opportunities to take shortcuts, he doesn't have to work so hard, and he will hold mountains of gold and silver for the rest of his life, but he still chooses freedom and being himself.
No wonder Zhao will like him so much.
Actually, they are the same kind of people.
When the four of them came to their door, Fu Liwang wanted to slip away very interestingly.
If you have anything to say, leave it to Zhaowan and him.
Su Mingwei still wanted to enter their house, but was cut off by Fu Liwang, and took the lead and became a good person: "Zhaowan, you take good care of Chen Ji'an, let's go first, don't disturb you, otherwise it will affect the patient's rest." ”
As soon as the words fell, he turned his head and looked at Su Mingwei lightly, he shrugged his shoulders, if she wanted to be a bad person and was rude, he couldn't help it.
Su Mingwei glanced at him obliquely, tugged at her bag, and her eyes seemed to warn Fu Liwang nakedly: This account, the old lady has written it down, and I will settle it with you when I go back!
After Su Mingwei left, Lin Zhaowan's face immediately changed, and she opened the door with a drooping face.
Chen Ji'an also entered the door, the sound of rain outside the window crackled, and the wind swept the branches outside the window, like a pre-doomsday omen.
Today is not a good day.
He tried to open his mouth and explain to her everything that happened during this time: "Are you angry with me because of Su Mingwei's matter, I can make it clear, I actually ...... with her"
She didn't reach out to turn on the light, and her deep and dark eyes were surging with a treacherous wind and rain, making him unable to figure it out.
She said coldly: "It doesn't have much to do with Su Mingwei, why didn't you even send me a WeChat message before you decided to stay in Germany?" Don't you know I'm going to worry about you? Or are you just such a person who only thinks about your own feelings, and doesn't understand how worried I am about you, my worries are like a joke. Chen Ji'an, you say, am I just a joke? ”
The atmosphere suddenly froze, and only her self-deprecating laughter remained in the vast space.
Chen Ji'an has never seen her like this, helpless and bitter, he is not a responsible boyfriend, he let her be wronged.
"Su Mingwei and I are not that kind of relationship...... his brain suddenly shut down, and he was still repeating the topic of Fang Cai.
Lin Zhaowan exhaled deeply, tried to ease his mood, and combed his hair back with his hand: "You don't have to tell me everything, you just answer my questions clearly." ”
Chen Ji'an was crushed to death by her aura for the first time, and he didn't know if it was because he was injured or because of the guilt of not being by her side during this time, so he didn't dare to refute her, for fear of making her angry.
Song Jiangtong is dead, she must be in a bad mood now.
And during the time when she needed him the most, Fu Liwang accompanied her to experience the moment of life and death, and now even if she broke up with herself and said that she was in love with Fu Liwang, he would not feel anything strange.
Chen Ji'an also wanted to solve all her problems, and even made a PPT for her, explaining it clearly line by line.
But I don't know what, at this moment, he has a deep powerlessness.
He has always solved problems in his own way, wrapped himself in the way he lives, her concern is like hitting cotton, soft, how can she not be angry?
It was his fault that he did not have the consciousness to live with another person.
Seeing that he was silent, she didn't want to be aggressive, but her heart seemed to be pressed by something, she couldn't breathe, and she just wanted to say it clearly.
She bent down, took a pair of male slips that belonged to him and threw them on the ground: "Chen Ji'an, think about it yourself, do you still want to marry me......?"
She stood up, so close to him, yet so far away.
She smiled: "I'm not such a qualified girlfriend, I can't let you go 'free' without worrying, I can't pretend that I don't care about anything." Maybe my mood will be a huge burden on you, and I want you to think clearly, can we be a family......"
In the past, she had many fantasies, but after experiencing the level of life and death, she discovered how vulnerable the so-called love is in the face of reality.
Human feelings are in crisis, and it is impossible for a person to stop behind another person forever and wait, and after waiting for a long time, he will go crazy.
She knows her character very well, and she doesn't want to delay Chen Ji'an any longer.
If it's not suitable......
She lowered her head, and tears fell: "If it's not suitable, then let's break up." ”
With that, she walked into the bedroom with a pale face.
She's so tired......
She's really tired......
Lin Zhaowan's saddest thing is that Chen Ji'an has never been willing to tell her anything, and wants to bear it alone. He made her feel that he didn't think of himself as family at all.
In her heart, a real family member can face all problems by heart, holding hands.
He deceived her of many things, and even, her existence caused him to be embarrassed by the Chu family for more than ten or twenty years, but he endured it without saying a word, she seemed to be a sinner who delayed his life.
If she can't give him a free and happy life, then ...... She didn't want to delay him any longer, she would rather let go.
She now understands that true love is to hope that the person you love will have a good life, even if this person will leave you, but leaving does not mean the end, maybe a new life.