Half an hour after she returned to her room, Chen Ji'an came and knocked on her door.

She just came out of the bathroom and walked to the door, her body froze there without her hand on the doorknob.

"Zhaowan, I'm sorry."

She didn't move, and she didn't open the door for him.

Because, this time, Lin Zhaowan didn't want to leave the problem until later to solve it.

If two people's hearts can't get close together and understand each other, then one problem after another will arise in the future.

She must make it clear to him, this time, she can't get used to him.

Let him calm down and think about their relationship in the future......

She put down her hand, and as soon as she turned her back and was about to blow her hair, she heard the beginning of Chen Ji'an's essay-style confession: "First, I shouldn't take it for granted that I can solve everything, don't discuss anything with you, make you sad, and worry about me in places I don't know." ”

He said it so sincerely, she couldn't help but stop and continue to listen to what he wanted to say?

Chen Ji'an took a deep breath, stood outside the door, and told her what was in his heart seriously: "Second, I shouldn't let Su Mingwei come back with me, and even appear in front of you to say rude things to you, and rely on Fu Liwang to interrupt with a voice." Su Mingwei was just a friend of mine back then, and she really liked me and did a lot of things for me. But I assure you, I've never had the slightest transgression with her. I have nothing but gratitude to her for coming to take care of me when she was busy with work in Germany and when she heard that I had been in a car accident. ”

He was also afraid that hiding his mind overnight would make him not have the courage to keep her, and he habitually endured everything alone.

But losing her is not a trivial matter. Those so-called strong and face-saving are not worth mentioning at all compared to losing her.

He is used to being a person, and the so-called strong has long become a close-fitting armor and become a part of him, and he thinks that he wants to live with this armor, and there is no need to let the other half know so much.

But he was wrong, since he chose to be with Zhaowan, he should make her feel safe.

Let her know that he doesn't care about her, but he is too stupid, he is used to one person and doesn't know how to express his concern for another......

But—

For her he can learn.

He continued: "In the past, Chen Ji'an would ignore this girl and scold her away, but now Chen Ji'an, when he thinks of you, he can't do it. ”

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Hearing this, Lin Zhaowan burst out with an inexplicable fire, and she bit her lip: "Then you mean, do you teach you to approach other women?" ”

"No, no," he explained in a panic, "I didn't mean that, I mean, I think about how good you are to me, that you have made me a gentle, more human being, and that I think about what I say will hurt others." ”

Su Mingwei said once he came and said "I don't need to take care of it", but she still said that she was coming, and every time he drove her away, he thought of his previous indifference to Zhaowan.

Maybe there's a better way to reject people, not to be so indifferent and make others uncomfortable.

But he never thought that Su Mingwei would be so stubborn, thinking that his personality had changed to give her a chance, so he followed him back to Sui'an City.

"Since I don't like her, I'll make it clear to her, you can rest assured of this."

Hearing this, her heart melted slightly, and the anxious emotional crisis was temporarily alleviated.

"Okay, I got it."

She didn't know if Chen Ji'an coaxed her to stabilize her temporarily, but this time she really thought clearly......

She took a step back and didn't open the door, but said with a heart: "I believe you have feelings for me, but our relationship, I think you still have to think a little more clearly, do you really want to be with me?" ”

If two people want to be together, there will be friction and contradictions, whether these contradictions can be resolved, Lin Zhaowan is not sure.

She has seen too many feelings from full of joy to disgust with each other, and she has already understood that getting together and breaking up is already a relatively good ending in a relationship. If she really wants to go to the end of the day after finding out that it is not suitable, she would rather cut it now and rejoice in each other.

In the past, how much she liked Chen Ji'an, and how sad she is now.

Entering a relationship with greater expectations, and then gradually realizing each other's inappropriate points, is really ridiculous.

Let's hope he can really think it through......

"Chen Ji'an, I'm sorry, I'm scared, I'm tired." She walked to the window step by step, her wet hair just like her damp and muddy mood right now.

Constantly crumbling and disintegrating, constantly repeating construction, how many times can her heart withstand the wait?

Neither in the past nor in the present, she has never felt a sense of security.

Lin Zhaowan knew that she shouldn't ask the other half to give her such a sense of security, but the time spent hovering at the moment of life and death made her figure it out-

Life is too short to force it.

Lin Zhaowan and Chen Ji'an's lives should not only be love, she is unwilling to delay him, making him feel that he should take care of Lin Zhaowan, a little girl.

Lin Zhaowan is no longer a little girl, he doesn't need to sacrifice his life, he has more things to do.

"Chen Ji'an, in fact, my greatest wish is that you are safe and happy."

Is this New Year together?

She didn't know.

Perhaps, can the Lantern Festival be good?

Forget it, don't have too many illusions about the future.

Now Lin Zhaowan only feels that every step of his life can be taken well, which is enough.

Fu Liwang came to the place where Chu Jiangshan was imprisoned, and his mood had changed from heavy at the beginning to much better now. He didn't know if it was because he was about to see his longing father, or because he was about to die.

got out of the car, Fu Liwang sent Lin Zhaowan a WeChat message: I have to muster up the courage to face all this.

Then, he looked up and looked at the light that came out of the cracks in the clouds, cowardice was hidden, and no matter what the outcome, he had to face his real father.

When Fu Liwang watched the police escort Chu Jiangshan out, the cramped and depressed old man didn't look like the father in his past impression at all. He even felt like a completely stranger to another person.

This was almost the most emotional time my father saw him-

He picked up the phone suddenly, patted the glass window in front of him, and blinked his eyes frantically: "Are you ...... Li Wang? ”

Fu Liwang didn't speak, looking at him with indescribable eyes, mixed with three points of sadness and seven points of disbelief.

This is his "good father" who committed heinous crimes and ruined countless families.

Chu Jiangshan was still thinking about his grand cause, and his eyes were full of hunger and thirst for regaining freedom: "Li Wang, you must rescue your father, at all costs, by any means." Dad promised you that when I go out, I'll give you everything, okay? ”