Chapter 85: Determination (2)

She picked a path she wouldn't normally take and walked aimlessly. The path is very quiet, it is hard to imagine that there can be such a quiet path in the noisy commercial street, only 100 meters away. Quiet paths, unfamiliar landscapes, and the occasional stranger walking by.

Just now, the girls all said that because there is no better choice, although I don't like the one in front of me, it is better than nothing, so I will deal with it first, and wait for a better one. In order not to let yourself become an older leftover girl, this is a conservative and safe way, right? She's heard a lot of people like that. Those fiery loves only exist in movies and movies, right? ……

She used to despise such practices very much, believing that they were worldly, a sign of cowardice, a compromise and surrender to life. It is her belief that she would rather walk forward alone with nothing than compromise with false happiness. However, today she suddenly found that she had ridiculously fallen into this strange circle that she once despised.

She thought of Tong Ning, and then asked herself: Is that all? Is this the love you want? Have you persevered until now, are you going to compromise?

There is nothing wrong with Tong Ning, his appearance, character, career, and family background are all excellent. More importantly, he also loves himself. Intellectually speaking, it is wise to choose someone who loves you. However, the only thing missing is the love for each other that wells up in my heart, and the natural closeness. Because I don't have this, every time I get along, I feel a little tired, some pretend, some reluctant, and some long. You can endure this feeling for a while, but how can you endure it for a lifetime? How can you do it in your lifetime?

If it's not Tong Ning, then who will it be? I'm going to introduce to Aunt Li, is there a blind date for young people in Tsinghua University? Or someone else introduced by your aunts and uncles? But why should this be? Why do you have to get married for the sake of getting married? What if you don't get married?

She remembered Ding Qiang's words again, if we can't get married, let's go wander all over the world, go to the United States, where no one cares how old a girl is to get married. But now, there is no possibility of fulfilling Rose's words, she will definitely get married as she wishes, and the only thing left is herself.

She remembered those dreams, she thought more about those were true, and now she was in a dream, and everything in the dream was real. She is a woman with unique skills, and she can also ride a horse with a sword and arbitrarily run the rivers and lakes. You can also follow the steps of heroes and heroes and gallop all the way.

She was knocked and took two steps back. It was an oncoming old man who hit her, and I don't know if the old man was careless, or she blocked the way of the old man, in short, she was knocked awake.

She looked at the back of the old man leaving, and said to herself: I want to break up with Tong Ning, I want to talk to him again. I don't want to force feelings. There's nothing to be afraid of, there's nothing to be afraid of loneliness and criticism, compromise is the most terrible. Do women have to pin their happiness on marriage? This is a sign of weakness. Even if ninety-nine women live like this, I don't want to be like this!

Her heart was pounding and began to beat rapidly, she decisively took out her mobile phone and dialed Tong Ning's number.

The person who answered the phone was not Tong Ning, but a "glimmer of sky". "A line of heaven" said to her on the phone: "Tong Ning had a car accident and was in the hospital. He won't let me tell you. ”

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