Chapter 52: Awakening (2)
"As soon as I graduated, I met a mature and wise man with grace and courage, and I was constantly attracted to him and couldn't extricate myself. Hehe, there is such a sentence, in addition to tooth decay, there is also love. ”
"I work for his company and he's so different from the young boys I've ever known. He has insights, opinions, insight, and the charisma of speech. Every time he speaks at a meeting, it is particularly demagogic and inflammatory, so that I can't help but want to follow him. ”
"His attitude towards me is a little different, he treats me very well, and he asks me to participate in learning when there are important businesses, and his eyes will pay special attention to me. I still remember the first time I had dinner with him, when I was entertaining a client, and he said, 'Xiao Qi should go with him!' When he ordered, he asked me what I liked, and then he ordered the dish I said, and whispered to me, 'Eat more.' ’”
"The first time we went out to eat alone was after a overtime trip. Originally, I said that everyone would go to dinner together, but the two people who worked overtime together temporarily followed their friends away, and I was left alone. He came out of the office to go to dinner, so he asked me to come along. At first, I was a little awkward, alone with two people, I felt awkward and very uncomfortable, but he was calm and generous, I thought that I was really not generous, and I thought too much but my heart was not open. ”
He ordered the dish I liked again, and he also ordered his favorite lake crab. He peeled one and put it on my plate without eating it himself, and I was surprised that it didn't seem so ordinary. Isn't it common to help a subordinate peel crabs, and it's a female subordinate? ”
"He was different to me, when we were alone, he didn't have a leadership frame at all, he spoke like a friend. At first, it was a joke about his usual hobbies or something, but later, as the content of the conversation became more and more personal, he would tell me about his troubles. ”
"Career worries, even family worries. His wife doesn't go to work and is a stay-at-home wife, taking care of her son at home, buying groceries and cooking. He said that his wife didn't like to cook, and often didn't cook, so he left his son with his mother and ran to play mahjong with friends. He came home from a tiring day outside, but it was dark and cold, and he couldn't even eat a hot meal. He said that his wife didn't like to read, only knew how to play mahjong and play, and there was less and less common topics between them. ……”
"Then, gradually, things changed. I don't even know since what day we've been together. He was extremely generous to me and bought me a house with my name written on it. We would stay there for a day or two a week, and I would lie to my dad about a business trip, and now I think about it, I'm ashamed. ”
"He would take me to his clubhouse, to play golf, to bet on horses in Hong Kong...... He bought me very expensive clothes, bags, and jewelry, which I usually didn't dare to use, and put them in the house he bought for me, because I was afraid that my father would find out if I brought them home. Sometimes I will pick one and use it, and say that I bought it with a bonus. During that time, I told a lot of lies, and I deceived my father, who loved me the most and trusted me the most. It was also the happiest period for me. ”
"But after a long time, there will be so much unhappiness and dissatisfaction. The human ** is endless. At first, I just thought that it would be enough for him to look at me more and say more to me. Then I thought, if he loves me, I will be satisfied. Later, I wanted to be together every day, openly and honestly. ”