"He can't be with me during every holiday, he has to be with his wife and son. He would give me money and cards, and tell me to find my own companions to go on a trip, but of course, it couldn't be a boy, heh! At this point, she smiled meaninglessly.

"He said to me, you are not the kind of worldly girl, you are the kind of special girl who knows how to 'be happy with each other, and how can you be in the morning and twilight'. However, I can't be exempt from vulgarity, I just want to be like a cheesy girl, staying with the person I love every day, being together with each other, being together openly, and generously saying to friends and family, 'This is my boyfriend, this is the person I love'. ”

"That Valentine's Day, I spent it alone again. Not just the heart, my whole body was protesting against me. The sudden stomach pain that day, the pain was so bad that I couldn't help but call him. He answered the phone, but said something inexplicable, 'Oh, Mr. Wang, hello, hello, okay, I know, no problem, see you tomorrow in the company, okay, that's it, goodbye.'" Then he hung up. I left our secret nest and went back to my house, and my father found me stomach medicine to take, and then I hid in the bed and cried for a long time. Later, I was afraid that my eyes would be swollen the next day, so I secretly got up and went to get a cold towel to compress my eyes. ……”

"Later, we always had arguments. At first it was rapprochement on the same day, then it was the Cold War, one day, two days, three days...... The Cold War continued to prolong and the number of disputes grew. We finally got to the issue of divorce. He said, 'I always thought you were different. What he meant was that I didn't expect that I wanted him to divorce and marry him, just like other girls. For the sake of a secular marriage certificate, he felt that my love was not so simple and thorough, and it had become worldly. I asked him, 'What about your love?' ’”

"He said, 'You're young, you're beautiful, you're capable, you're good at work, you're going to be able to earn money, you're going to be able to live well without me, and you're still able to find a young boyfriend.'" But my wife doesn't know anything, only me, and she can't live without me. Also, we still have a son, and I can't let him lose his whole family. I can give you everything, house, car, jewelry, money, and my love, but I can't divorce my wife. ’”

"Yes, I am also worldly, vulgar, in the name of love, I want to rob other people's husbands and destroy other people's families. I'm doing it myself. I knew I was wrong and shouldn't have been, but I ended up falling in. I thought I could be very detached, as long as I loved, I didn't need worldly proof, I didn't need superficial proof, but in the end, I still couldn't do it...... Actually, I can't live without him. ”

Bai Zezhi turned her head away, because her tears were still falling, and she didn't want to show her.

Qi Lianshan stopped, and after a while, he said, "I died for him once, and that's enough." I broke the heart of my dad who loved me the most, and that was enough. I'm going to live a new life from today. Don't worry, you can rest assured, I'll be fine. Thank you for helping me keep it a secret. Thank you also to Mr. Chen, Mr. Fang, and Mr. Dong. ”

After listening to Qi Lianshan's story, Bai Zezhi didn't speak for a long time. Because she couldn't speak.

After calming down for a while, when she felt that she could speak in a normal voice, she said, "Shakespeare said that friendship is mostly fake, and love is mostly stupid, especially women, especially women in love, especially beautiful women in love......"

"I've been stupid, I've been stupid, I've been dead." Qi Lianshan laughed self-deprecatingly. Her face was plain and beautiful.

The hands of the two girls were clasped tightly together, the sun shining on them, generous and selfless.