The failure of the Meilin incident made the three of Ji Si'an languid for a long time. And after Lu Quan knew that they were secretly helping Meilin, he threatened them even more.

After that, Yu Na moved into the villa that her boyfriend had arranged for her before. Ji Si'an took out the little bee and the alarm again, and she returned to her life in the suburbs. Luo Li and Yuan Mu were worried about her safety, and took turns to stay with her from time to time.

After the end of the psychological treatment, Ji Si'an described Wang Meilin's situation to Yang Ningning in detail and asked her opinion.

"I'm not a psychiatrist, so I'm afraid I can't give you any advice." Yang Ningning replied gently.

Although Ji Si'an guessed that she would say this, she was still slightly disappointed in her heart.

"However, as far as I know, doctors should be very cautious in determining whether a person has a mental illness, and will refer to her behavior, daily life, and some tests. During this period, the description of her co-resident, that is, Lu Quan, will play a great reference role. ”

Ji Si'an was a little excited: "If Lu Quan lies...... Doctors can also misjudge right? ”

Yang Ningning patted her hand and signaled her not to worry. Ji Si'an took a few deep breaths, she felt that she was a little irrational, always trying to prove that she was right, and it was not okay to go on like this.

"I judged from your description that the previous doctor did not diagnose her with a mental illness, but only said what symptoms she had."

Ji Si'an calmed down this time, she looked at Yang Ningning quietly, waiting for her to continue.

Yang Ningning said with a smile: "The key is that the hospital that received her later, since she was hospitalized, it means that they think she has a mental illness." ”

"But don't be nervous, some mental illnesses can be clinically cured. As long as she can cooperate with the doctor to take medicine on time and receive corresponding treatment, her mental symptoms can be effectively controlled and will not affect her normal life and work. ”

Yang Ningning's words gave Ji Si'an limited comfort, and now no one can help her except Meilin herself.

Leaving the psychological clinic, Ji Si'an locked himself in the room, quietly thinking about what he had discovered during this time. At this moment, the phone rang, startling her, who was immersed in thought.

It was an unfamiliar number, and after hesitating for a moment, she still answered.

"Hello, are you at home? There is your courier. ”

"Express? I didn't buy anything. Ji Si'an was a little surprised.

"It was sent to you by a lady Wang. That's it. "The courier was very determined.

"Ms. Wang?" Ji Si'an quickly searched for information in his mind, and a name flashed in front of him, could it be Mei Lin?

After Ji Si'an took the package from the courier, he couldn't wait to open it, and inside was a notebook.

When I opened the title page, a name jumped on the paper, and Wang Meilin ...... Juanxiu's font shows that she is in good shape.

Ji Si'an sat in front of the window and began to read by the orange light.

On September 5, the first day I was admitted to a psychiatric hospital, I was sedated and restrained in a restraint belt that made me extremely uncomfortable. A pointless struggle here will only bring more discipline. Rather than resist, accept it, that's the only thing those two men have taught me over the years.

On September 6th, it was raining lightly outside, but I was in a very good mood. When everything quieted down, my brain began to think again. I asked the doctor for a lot of books, and I had to take advantage of this rare quiet time to tidy up myself.

The doctor was very satisfied with my condition and encouraged me to regain my self-confidence.

On September 10th, I have been admitted to the hospital for 5 days, except for some worries about my daughter, everything is fine.

On September 11, Xiao An ...... I seem to have discovered a secret, but I need time to find out......

Ji Si'an was eager to know what secret Mei Lin had discovered, but then she kept silent and began to introduce her past.

Don't be in a hurry, listen to me finish my story first.

When I met Lu Quan, I was in the midst of a cold war with my father. My father wanted me to go back to work directly after graduation. And these years of college life have made me understand what freedom is, and I don't want to go back, let alone be controlled by him again.

Lu Quan was planning a trip to Northern Europe at the time, and he saw my frustration and invited me to be his guide. He was mature and very gentlemanly, and his respect for me attracted me.

We work together to map out the routes, plan the attractions to visit, the stops and supplies of the house......

At that time, he listened to me gently and patiently, and his eyes were always filled with infinite tolerance.

I've never been so respected, and I fell all at once.

Lu Quan is fourteen years older than me, and from him, I not only get the love of men and women, but also feel the love of a father......

The trip was perfect, we experienced magnificent natural scenery, visited ancient civilizations with rich heritage, experienced extreme weather and picnic camping, and left wonderful memories and feelings of companionship. In just a dozen days, I decided that he was my future partner.

After the trip, Lu Quan wanted to leave due to work reasons, and he offered to let me go back to China with him to register my marriage. At that time, I did not hesitate, but my father's strong opposition not only did not stop me, but made me more impulsive.

The moment I showed him the marriage certificate, I was filled with the pleasure of revenge......

Xiao An, how stupid I am, I should have found out at that time. The paternal love I felt was the same as my father's...... They are all overly controlling people. But I'm used to being controlled, and I can't tell the difference at all if I give a little freedom.

After I worked for a short time after marriage, he persuaded me to quit my job on various grounds such as pregnancy, taking care of my family, and taking care of my children. Losing my only job, coupled with taking care of my daughter and him, slowly my life was caged by him.

During the time of the birth of my child, my parents and I had the opportunity to ease our relationship. But Lu Quan's strength and his father's strength kept colliding, and I was caught in the middle like their prey was extremely uncomfortable. In order to end this pointless fight, I chose to reduce my association with my parents.

I wanted to get rid of the past so much, but I didn't expect that the current life was still repeating the pattern of the past......

In the second year after the birth of his daughter, something went wrong with Luquan's company, he was often in a bad mood, and the child's crying could cause him a great reaction. He loudly accused me of my incompetence and blamed me for not being able to take care of my children.

This bloody episode finally happened to me. It was that year that he hit me for the first time...... Once it starts, it never ends......

At that time, I was completely controlled by him, with no job, no friends, and no contact with my parents...... I was the bird in his cage, powerless to resist.

I tried to get to know him, help him, and even go to my father for help.

But my father never forgot the 'humiliation' that my rebellion brought him, he gloated and laughed at me, and kept flaunting his rightness, as if if I did not rebel against him, my life would be all good......

The terrible thing is that for a while, I actually believed...... I kept reflecting on myself, and I kept wondering if I would have listened to my father differently......

(End of chapter)