Chapter 159: A Doomed Tragedy
Ji Si'an's body trembled like chaff, Yuan Mu wanted to help her out, but she stubbornly turned back.
"Selfishness is never our ......"
"After so many years, if you feel a little guilty, be kind to grandma and be nice to me. I'm not going to be obsessed with it all the time, and that ticket won't be found out by me......"
Ji Hui didn't think that she would dare to talk back in this situation, and after being stunned for a while, he became even more angry.
"If you hadn't tried to snatch my sister's plush toy, my Nono wouldn't have died......"
"Because you ......, because you quarreled with your sister, that slut accidentally killed Nono......"
"Don't you understand? It's all you bastard! ”
"Don't you want to look? Now you know. If it weren't for the quarrel between you and Nono, that slut wouldn't have lost his hand and killed Nono! ”
"It's all your fault...... If it weren't for you, they wouldn't have died! ”
……
"Something like this happened...... What do you want me to do to you? ”
"What else can I do to you? Yes? Are you talking? ”
"I really regret that I didn't kick you to death back then......"
"I shouldn't have relented. If you are soft-hearted, you will leave trouble...... When I was young, it was Wang Yingqi, and when I was old, I was ...... It's you ......."
"I should have kicked you to death......"
"That's not right...... I should have strangled you when you were born...... Or kill you when I suspect you're not mine......"
"It's because I'm stupid...... If I had done this earlier...... Nono will not die. ”
……
Ji Si'an looked at the man in front of him who she called her father, thinking like crazy about how to kill her earlier, and his heart exploded like pain, and this pain flowed with the blood to his limbs......
At this time, her brain had lost the ability to think, and her whole body was trembling in severe pain, even though Yuan Mu hugged her hard, she was still trembling.
The extreme pain robbed her of her other senses, and just a moment later, she fell into Yuan Mu's arms, falling into darkness forever.
"Mom, I want the bear."
"Nono, give the bear to my sister to play with ......"
"Don't give. This is my little bear. ”
"You play with your sister for a while, you are your sister, let her order."
"If I don't give, I won't give. She's not my sister, she's a mongrel. My stuff can't be given to mongrels! ”
"Who told you to say that! You come over to me, who told you that! Ji Sinuo, she is your sister, you can't say that about her. ”
"You're a bad mom! I'm looking for my dad! I'm going to tell Daddy that you're meeting someone else! You're a bad woman! ”
"Bad woman! Slut! ……”
"Who taught you to say these dirty words! You shut up! ”
……
Those quarrels echoed in the darkness, and Ji Si'an curled up in the corner, desperately covering his ears.
"Xiao An? Why are you here? ”
Ji Si'an raised his head, and his sister's smiling face suddenly approached.
"Sister?"
"Sister, you're still alive, aren't you?"
"I'm just having nightmares, aren't I?"
Ji Sinuo was still smiling, but his eyes were frighteningly cold. "Xiao An...... I'm dead, have you forgotten? ”
"No, it can't be. Sister, Dad is false, right? ”
"It can't be Mom...... It couldn't be ......."
Ji Sinuo withdrew his hand from Ji Si'an's small hand. "Xiao An...... How did you forget? I died because of you. ”
"You robbed my teddy bear...... I'm angry...... If it weren't for you...... I won't scold my mother. ”
"She gagged me...... I'm just dead......"
"How can you forget? How can you forget? How can you forget? ”
……
As Ji Sinuo's voice continued to echo, her face became whiter and whiter, until it became a miserable white and colorless appearance......
Ji Si'an screamed in fright, shrunk his head between his legs, and never dared to raise it again.
"Hey, 120?"
"Ah...... You...... What are you doing here? ”
"Why can't I come?"
"What are you afraid of? Did you hide that wild man here? ”
"Wang Yingqi, don't think I don't know, you came to Chenghuang just to meet him......"
After a rummaging sound, the man's gaze rested on the bed.
"Finally found you...... it turns out you're hiding here......"
"Ahh
"Nono......, my Nono...... What happened to you? ”
The man's suppressed cry echoed in the room for a long time......
"I'm sorry...... I didn't mean to, it was an accident......"
"Accident?"
"My daughter is dead...... You told me it was an accident?! ”
"It's you! You've wanted to do this for a long time, haven't you? ”
"You think she's an eyesore......"
"You want to kill my daughter and leave with that bastard...... Isn't it? I'm telling you no! ”
"You slut!"
……
Mother's blood was still warm when it splashed on Ji Si'an's face. Drops of blood slowly flowed, and her face, her eyes, were stained bright red......
She called her mother to rush forward and try to stop Ji Hui, but he kicked her away, and the back of her head hit the corner of the cabinet, making a banging sound...... Her body fell to the ground like a rag doll, unconscious.
When she woke up again, she and her sister snatched the bear...... Then my mother and sister argued...... Daddy here...... Mommy's Blood...... She was kicked away......
Painful memories go on and over again...... Ji Si'an was trapped in the memory of that day......
In reality, Luo Li, Yuan Mu and Wang Meilin were all by her side, and Yang Ningning was also nervously holding her hand......
"It's been three days...... Why hasn't she woken up yet? Luo Li asked worriedly.
"This is a demon, and she has to figure it out on her own...... That's why I didn't approve of her uncovering her scars......"
"Psychological injuries are not like physical injuries once opened...... May never heal ......"
Yang Ningning's dark circles spread to the entire eye socket, and he looked very haggard.
"If she wants to figure it out for herself, she first has to get rid of her sense of self-blame."
"If she keeps blaming her faults, she will continue to torture herself."
Meilin, who has a painful experience, can better understand Ji Si'an's knot: "She thinks that it was all her fault that caused the death of her sister and mother...... She doesn't want to wake up, but she is actually 'atoning for her sins' in her own way. ”
"Xiao An...... You didn't do anything wrong. If there is a mistake, as adults, they should be held responsible......"
"An An...... You were only 3 years old and didn't understand anything. ”
"Ji Si'an, wake me up quickly. Wake up, I'll take you to eat delicious food and take you to see the most beautiful sea of flowers in Chenghuang......"
"You don't know yet, do you? Chenghuang is most famous for the sea of apricot blossoms and clouds...... Spring is coming, let's go see ...... together"
……
Under the call of his friends' true affection, Ji Si'an, who had been in a coma for a whole week, woke up.
However, she was in a terrible state, and remained silent all day.
Despite extreme reluctance, her friends took her to a psychiatric clinic. After half a year of treatment, with the help of medicine, Ji Si'an slowly had some communication with them, his sleep was better, and everything was developing in a better direction.
On this day, Ji Si'an broke away from Luo Li and came to the dirt slope alone......
(End of chapter)