Ji Si'an woke up that day not because she had figured it out, but because of the severe pain in her heart......

During that time, she had been trying to find out the cause of the inexplicable pain in her heart. Until they heard their conversation again when they pretended to be asleep.

"I heard that the anti-narcotics side has smashed a drug trafficking gang and implicated the largest logistics company in Chenghuang...... Should Liu Dong also be arrested? Lori asked.

"How do you know?" Yuan Mu asked in surprise.

"It's all on the hot search, can I not know? Please, you can also go on the Internet. Lori pouted.

"There is often fake news on the Internet that is taken out of context, and there are too many people who have malicious intentions towards the police, and they are angry when they see it." Yuan Mu looked very lonely.

"This should be true, the Chenghuang City Public Security Bureau has issued a notice. Anyway, I have some news...... I don't mean anything else, I just don't like Liu Dong, I always feel that Yu Na was killed by him. ”

"Liu Dong is quite bold...... Helping a drug trafficking gang deliver drugs is punishable by death, right? Merlin also wanted to know the specifics.

"Anyway, they are quite bold, they have been in the city for many years, and this time they are all caught in the net, and they will definitely not let them go." Yuan Mu's words answered their questions in disguise.

"Has the killer found her? Is it Liu Dong? Merlin asked.

"It's not Liu Dong."

Yuan Mu's answer surprised Mei Lin and Luo Li.

Liu Dong's logistics company helps drug cartels deliver drugs, and Luo You is their middleman. Because of the bugging incident, Liu Dong wanted to send Yu Na out of the country to avoid the limelight, but he didn't expect the other party to be at ease. They tricked her into imprisoning her and wanted to find the video. Unexpectedly, during this period, Yu Na died unexpectedly due to allergies......"

Yu Na's case is consistent with their previous reasoning, but this part of the murderer is a little different from what they thought.

"The Chenghuang City Public Security Bureau has made such a great contribution, why are you not happy at all." Luo Li asked when she saw that Yuan Mu was depressed.

thought that the murderer who killed Yuan Mu's sister also escaped the pursuit by hiding in this criminal group. Merlin touched Lori lightly and motioned for her to say no more.

Yuan Mu saw that they were silent, and knew that they had misunderstood. She looked at Ji Si'an, then at them, hesitated for a long time before she choked up and said, "Chen Sen has sacrificed." ”

"Who? Chen Sen? ”

"The little thug?"

Luo Li was the first to react, Mei Lin didn't know much about this paragraph, but she also understood something by looking at Luo Li and Yuan Mu's expressions.

"You say he's sacrificing...... Could it be that he is undercover? ”

At this point, they all looked at Ji Si'an on the bed.

Xiao An's life is too bitter.

……

That is true...... So it was......

It's not that he doesn't like me, it's that he can't express his feelings openly......

Ji Si'an's heart seems to be bitter and sweet, and after this thought, it is a heart-rending pain.

Recalling all kinds of pasts, the 'scenery' of the container, the neat technique when installing the bugging, the keen sense when she was followed, the arms when she was kidnapped, and the illusion of being followed countless times......

How slow was she to not find out that she was being protected and liked.

If...... She is a little brave, just a little bit, can she find those hidden loves...... Will the ending be different......

In the days that followed, she was haunted by these thoughts...... Can't speak...... I can't let go of it.

And Yuan Mu and the others pretended to be very hard in front of her.

Thinking that she was thinking about her eyes, she hid her phone until the heat of the case passed. They carefully returned the phone to her.

Even so, they kept an eye on the pages she browsed, for fear that she would find something......

This is the first time Ji Si'an has been cared for so much. The company of her friends gave her some courage to live.

……

When they came to the dirt slope where they watched the stars again, it was late autumn. After the spring and summer of vigorous life, everything began to turn to decay......

The withered yellow leaves crumbled crisply at the feet, and the birds in the woods that had been singing happily suddenly shut up at her intrusion, and the surroundings fell silent.

Ji Si'an stood on the dirt slope, the distant mountains were like daisies, the near mountains were like screens, and the beautiful scenery was the same as when he first saw it.

She sat beside the rock she used to visit, and the grass seeds crumbled in all directions because of her movements, and by the beginning of spring the next year, it would be a new life.

That's what he told her......

They haven't known each other for a long time, and they haven't spent much time together, but these pasts seem to be engraved in her mind, and they jump out inadvertently. Everywhere is his shadow.

When she was young, she didn't like to read "The Book with His Wife". If you are already determined to die, why do you want to leave an article like that...... It's so touching, and how does that woman live......

But now she hopes that Chen Sen can leave her a message.

At the very least, she should have known his real name.

Did he really like her......

……

Ji Si'an has lacked a sense of security since she was a child, and without his personal admission, no matter what he does, she doesn't dare to confirm his intentions.

Sitting until the chill was everywhere, she wanted to get up and leave, and when she held her hand on the rock, there was a tingling pain in her palm. She leaned down to see a card embedded in it.

She sat down again, and for some reason, her hands trembled terribly, and it took a great deal of effort to get the card out of the crack in the stone.

There are a few lines of small print on the page with roses, and the handwriting is Chen Sen's.

Xiao An, I don't know whether to tell you or not.

I'm not afraid of rejection, but I'm afraid that when you know I'm gone. Rather than that, it is better not to know......

But I can't help it, and I don't want to leave a book here, if you find it, it will be providence.

I was one of the people who said last time, 'The many people who love you'.

You have to believe that you are loved.

If I'm safe this time, I hope I can tell you personally.

Ji Si'an's tears fell on the paper, smearing the roses on it. She held the card and cried uncontrollably.

This fool, the confession should be so subtle. If she hadn't known that the flower language of the rose was also love, I'm afraid she would have to guess and guess.

……

Coming back from outside, Luo Li and Yuan Mu were anxiously waiting for her at home, and it seemed that if she didn't come back, they would be ready to go out to find her.

Looking at his friend, Ji Si felt relieved. After stepping forward to give them a hug, he whispered, "Take me to see Chen Sen."

The two froze instantly, staring at each other, not knowing how to explain to her.

"I just wanted to send him a flower. I know he sacrificed ......"

Ji Si'an said this sentence calmly in his tone.

"When did you find out?" Yuan Mu couldn't calm down.

"In the beginning...... In order not to worry you, I pretended to be asleep. She thought that her emotions had calmed down, and no matter how hard she tried to control these words, tears kept falling.

Yuan Mu really didn't know how to comfort Ji Si'an, so he had to step forward and hug her.

Chen Sen's tomb is very simple, with a blue and white stone tablet and a small stone seat, except that the old apricot tree next to it is a little unique, it is no different from other cemeteries.

"Can't you even have a name?" Ji Si'an touched the blank space on it and asked.

"Hmm. For a job like his, the photo and name are kept secret, both during his lifetime and after his death. ”

Yuan Mu put the flower in his hand in front of the tombstone.

"Why are you roses?" Luo Li looked at the flower in Ji Si'an's hand.

"Because the flower language of the rose is beautiful love."

Ji Si'an bent down and placed the flower in front of the tomb.

……

The first snow of Chenghuang came very early, and Ji Si'an tightened his coat and hurried across the overpass. After surviving the bitter winter, it was the warm spring, and she wanted to wait a little longer.

She was willing to wait a little longer until his real name was engraved on the tombstone......

(End of chapter)