The sorrow of the orange 6

Soon I entered our university and was finally able to go home less. That's good for me.

After going to college, Lin Cheyong used to play with me, and he made me feel like a person who would never take the initiative. I really don't know how Chen Xiaoyu got together with him.

I silently hoped in my heart that if he and I could get together, then I could only take the initiative on my own. In fact, it's nothing to think about, it doesn't matter who is active or who is passive, maybe for me he is just the happiness I want so I am willing to do anything.

On a sunny afternoon, we sat together on a park bench, and I looked at his beautiful side face and said seriously, "I like you!" ”

He turned his face sideways, and we just looked at each other. I couldn't help but laugh at his somewhat shy expression, and leaned back and kissed him on the lips. For a moment, he looked a little overwhelmed. I asked myself, does he look like a person who has been in love? I'm even shyer than someone I've never talked to! But looking at him, I still feel the urge to laugh. I happily repeated: "Lin Cheyong, I like you, Qiao Duo likes Lin Cheyong!" ”

He smiled shyly when he heard this, it was the first time I had seen him smile so beautifully. His smile made me feel very sunny, but he rarely smiled, just like he did when he was a freshman in high school.

After a while he looked at me and said, "Let's be together!" ”

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It's good that he didn't reject me, and he didn't say he liked me, but as long as it turned out to be the answer I wanted, it was great, wasn't it? Growing up, I always thought that what I wanted should be fought for by myself, and that's my thinking.

When I returned to the dormitory in the evening, I was naturally very happy, and I told Zuo Yue that I had a boyfriend. She actually guessed that it was Lin Cheyong at once, and I only occasionally mentioned Lin Cheyong in front of her, and that occasional concept was up to three times. I didn't expect her to remember it so clearly, so it's a little bit smart, I told myself happily.

The next day, I took Zuo Yue to see Lin Cheyong, and the two of them said hello very politely, and after a few cold words, Zuo Yue went to the student union for an interview. But Zuo Yue didn't go long ago, Lin Cheyong met a few of his friends and went to play ball together, leaving me alone. I'm quite dissatisfied, it turns out that this is the true portrayal of the legendary woman chasing the man, and he doesn't take me seriously too much. It was our first date in the true sense of the word, and he was so ungraceful. After thinking about it for a long time, I finally thought about it, after all, he didn't say that he liked me, so how could he care about my feelings? I don't want to care, I'm not a person who likes to care, I can put up with it, put up with his not caring until one day he starts to care and cares about me a lot.

It has been proven many times that he is a very egoistic, selfish person. He had a family that loved him and treated him like a treasure. No wonder he is like this to people, always not considering the feelings of others. I also began to figure out why Chen Xiaoyu broke up with him sadly. Maybe it's because she can't get paid off for her long-term efforts, so she wants to break up when she's tired.

Chen Xiaoyu can really be said to be a precipice! But I can't, I'm not Chen Xiaoyu, I fell into it wholeheartedly, and there is no turning back.