The sorrow of the orange 7
Just when I sighed that Chen Xiaoyu was a very smart and rational person, I was surprised to find that Chen Xiaoyu and Lin Cheyong still maintained close contact. This makes me think that they are suspicious of renewing their old feelings, so please forgive me for being cautious. Actually, I'm really a little angry about this, how to say that he is also my boyfriend now, why is he still with me when he is still in love with his first love! I can tolerate his ego and not care about my other feelings, but I can't stand that. This may be because girls are naturally jealous.
There were no classes on the weekend, so we went to a more petty bourgeois café. I really don't understand how it can't excite any of Lin Cheyong's romantic cells in such an elegant and emotional environment, or is he a person who tries his best to hide himself? Forget it, he's always been like a fan to me, so I can't guess.
When he went to the bathroom, the mobile phone on the table suddenly rang, and I took it and was ready to help him pick it up, and the name displayed on the screen was: Xiaoyu. This made me feel a little sad that he set her name as Xiaoyu but not Chen Xiaoyu.
Chen Xiaoyu's voice came into my ears, with a little sadness: "I miss you, really!" Her tone was very serious. Although her voice was not contrived, it still made the contents of my stomach tumble violently, and I was disgusted and angry.
I said coldly: "I'm Qiao Duo, Chen Xiaoyu, are you enough!" He quickly hung up the phone, only to hear a busy beep. In fact, what I want to say more is: "Lin Cheyong, Chen Xiaoyu, have you had enough!" "I almost dropped his phone in anger, but I didn't, I just gave his phone to the waiter and left on my own.
There were people on the street, and they all seemed happier than me, and I thought to myself, why should they fight with me? Is it difficult to find the quiet happiness that belongs to me in this world than to ascend to the sky? I walked quietly and aimlessly by myself.
Until the evening, Lin Cheyong never called, didn't call to ask me what happened to make me leave alone without a sound, and he didn't care about where I was. He made my heart freeze with chills.
In the end, my phone finally rang, but it was Zuo Yue's call, and she told me to go back to the dormitory early and said that the weather is getting cooler now, and the temperature drops quickly at night, and I will catch a cold if I stay outside for a long time.
Maybe she's the only one in this world who really cares about me, so I can't let her worry. I quietly went back to my bedroom, drank a glass of hot milk, and then climbed into bed, only when I slept did I not think about those troubled things.
At night I had a dream, I dreamed of my mother, she was very beautiful, and happily said to me: "Xiaoduo, mother loves you, mother hopes you can be happy!" "I woke up crying, and there were tear-soaked marks on the side of my pillow. But my dear mother, you left me so early, and I didn't have to hurry to hug you one more time. Will you see my happiness, will you see my sadness?
My mind kept coming to mind my mother's smiling face, Zuo Yue's beautiful eyes, and Lin Cheyong's expressionless face. And so I looked at the ceiling until dawn.