In the morning, walking alone on the way to the hospital, I didn't think it would be a bad test result. In my heart, I think it's not a big deal to be anemic at best! I've always been an optimistic person and have the best plans.

When he came to the doctor's office, the doctor's expression was serious. I started to feel that something was wrong.

"You're Jodo?"

"Well, what about my test results?"

He handed me the report, which showed leukocytosis and a decrease in red blood cells and platelets. I started to panic and forced myself to calm down and asked the doctor, "Does this mean that I might have leukemia?" ”

I'm a medical student, and although I only know a little about the skin, I can still judge this obvious result.

"Yes, you have leukemia, which is commonly known as blood cancer."

After he said this, my world began to fall silent, took two steps back and slumped back in his chair.

I don't know how I got out of the doctor's office, and my mind went blank as I sat in a chair in the hospital garden. It seemed like a century had passed, and I took out the phone and dialed my dad's number.

"Hey, is there something wrong with Qiao Duo?"

"Dad, I want to drop out of school."

"Are you crazy? Do you know what you're talking about yourself! ”

I started holding my phone and crying. The dad on the other end of the phone noticed that I was a little strange, and his voice began to become a little anxious: "Dad shouldn't yell at you, but you have to tell me the reason, is something going on?" ”

"The doctor said I had leukemia. The test results I got today, my dad ......"

Mixed with my sobs, we began a long silence. I thought he wouldn't believe what I said and would think I was lying to him and joking with him! But after about a minute, Dad finally spoke: "Stand back." ”

His voice was hoarse, and I could clearly feel my strong dad crying on the other end of the phone. He didn't distrust me, he was like that! This reminds me of my mother, does it mean that my mother also had leukemia before leaving? So Dad doesn't doubt what I'm saying?

I tried to confirm my idea, but he still didn't answer my question positively, but his choked voice made me know the truth.

I mustered up the courage to tell him that I had a baby, and I hoped that after I dropped out of school, I would be able to give me a month to travel and sit on my own tracks. And that's my last request. This is my own decision, I just want to leave this child to Lin Cheyong, since the chance of being cured is so low, I would rather be able to fulfill my last wish while I am alive.

Dad disagreed, and he yelled at me, "How can you be so careless about your life!" I firmly disagreed, and immediately after dropping out of school, I received treatment, and even if there was a glimmer of hope, my father would not give up! ”

"Dad, can you feel Mommy's love for you? If you can feel it, then you should feel how I feel and how I feel for him. ”

“......”

"Dad, I don't want to die in a hospital bed with regret, just this once, just once I begged you, okay?" It was the first time I had spoken to him like this, and I never knew that my daughter was so important to him, but when I found out, I was really short of life. It's really a trick!

I'm a person who will do what I decide, and my dad understands that. No matter what he said, I insisted on a month, insisting on keeping this child. It's just that I'm not an obedient child, maybe in his eyes I'm indeed a willful and disobedient child.

In the end, he finally relented, agreed to my request, and gave me a month to do what I wanted to do. He said he would come and help me out of school soon, and I began to thank him from the bottom of my heart. I am grateful that He is willing to fulfill me.

I suddenly felt that my father was a great father, but I didn't understand him like that before, and even hated and hated him. Come to think of it, I'm such an ignorant child.