Please don't feel sorry for me6

Maybe it's time to tell Zuo Yue......

When I got back to the dormitory, I told her everything that had happened. It was as if she had been drained of her soul, and she had never seen her look like that, a look of sadness that bordered on despair. After a while, her eyes began to fog and her tears faltered.

After she promised me not to tell Lin Cheyong about me, I agreed to go with him to the hospital in Beijing or Shanghai for a check-up, but so what, the result still won't change. But how can I refuse? I wish everything was just God playing a joke on us. But it was unlikely, I smiled bitterly in my heart, and the pain tore my whole heart and made it impossible for me to breathe.

Now I only know that I can't tell Lin Cheyong, I have to make a break with him as soon as possible, so that maybe I will hurt him the least. I really have no other way to go, yesterday I was so happy to watch the sunset on the top of the mountain, but today I made up my mind to break up with him, which makes him so unbearable.

The world is really ruthless to me, just when I began to have this hard-won relationship in its entirety, it brutally knocked me to hell. I was really unwilling, but I had no choice but to get up.

It felt like a geist standing in front of their classroom waiting for him to get out of class. Looking at him from afar, I really don't know how to speak for a while.

It wasn't until the bell rang that I began to slowly come back to my senses, and the people in the classroom came out one by one, and he was basically the last group, and he walked out slowly.

After seeing me, he was obviously stunned, and then walked towards me with a smile: "Why didn't you tell me you were waiting for me?" If I had known you were waiting for me, I would have skipped class. ”

Looking at the graceful curvature of the corners of his mouth and the smile that seemed to me to be almost perfect, my heart suddenly became sad. I really want to be with him like this, to see him happy, to see his smile that only belongs to me. But I'm afraid it's an impossible wish!

"How can this work, if you don't have me in the future, you can't skip class."

He looked at me and did not notice my heresy, but replied obediently: "Got it, what a housekeeper." ”

He gently tapped my head with his fingers. "What kind of wind actually asked you to come to our class and wait for me today?"

He was in a good mood and joked with me.

There was silence for a moment before answering his question: "I have something to tell you." ”

At this point my voice became so small that he might not even hear it clearly. But to his surprise, he actually heard it, patted my head and whispered in my ear, "What's the matter, let's go to dinner first." He took me by the hand and walked out of the school building.

Originally, I wanted to break free from his hand, but his hand was so warm that I lost the idea of breaking free. I never found myself so greedy for his temperature, and I silently comforted myself in the bottom of my heart that this was the last time, so let me be held by him like this, just this once.

I walked slowly, but the strength of his fingers kept coming and I had to keep up with him. In fact, I was just scared, afraid that I would be reluctant to break up with him for a while.

We walked into a restaurant, and after sitting down, Lin Cheyong looked straight at me, as if he wanted to penetrate all my thoughts, which made me feel a little empty.

"You're not happy."

His statement is just like a statement of fact, not a question.

I buried my head in looking at him: "No! How can it be! I laughed dryly, even more to see if I was lying.

"You didn't say a word along the way, why aren't you happy to tell me!" His tone was firm, but gentle.

"I said I was happiest with you, don't you believe it?"

Lin Cheyong nodded satisfied with my answer, he has indeed changed a lot during this time, and he is a little out of place with the one who was with me at the beginning.

"Why have you become so affectionate and so nice to me now?" I still can't resist my curiosity.

"You mean I used to be a cold-blooded person? I used to be bad to you? "You're saying bad things about me in a different direction!"

Oh, look at what he said, I just told the truth, he didn't know how to care about people before, and he couldn't be considerate of people, just like a selfish young master.

I bowed my lips at him and did not answer his words, and waited in silence for his next words. But he didn't speak anymore, really! He didn't talk about it himself, so I only asked step by step, which made me take the word breaking the casserole and asking the end as a wise saying!

"Are you because of me? It changed because of me? ”

"I have the right to remain silent."

"So your silence is sure of what I said? If you remain silent, I'll treat your answer as 'yes'! ”

He still didn't answer, but judging by his expression, he affirmed what I said. I have really reformed him, and I have become a self-conscious person who thinks about me, should I be happy or sad? But he would be hurt by me.

Looking at him, my mind didn't know where Fei Wu went, but I still didn't forget to smile at him.