Please don't feel sorry for me8
In fact, it was already late when we went back to school, and some of the classes had finished their self-study classes. I pulled him into a corner, and then he took a small gift box out of his pocket and put it in my hand, and of course I gave it back to him without looking, and began what I was going to say.
"Let's break up."
He ignored my words and opened the small box, which contained a small ring that was faintly visible in the night. Because it was a silver-white ring, one I liked when we visited a silver jewelry store. I don't know the meaning of this ring, and I don't want to know it, so I still said ruthlessly, "Do you think I'm still the kind of person who can be moved to the point where you don't marry if you break the ring?" ”
"Qiao Duo, I found that you are more rushed now than I used to, you must accept it. This is my heart. He looked at me with a smile, as if he was very confident.
But am I okay with that?
"I'm sorry, I don't want to!" I pushed his hand away, not knowing how to answer for a moment.
"No, you have to accept it, because you're still talking about our marriage in the afternoon." Lin Cheyong's face had become very serious, as if he was about to lose his temper immediately if he was not careful.
"Forget it, let's break up!"
I only have this sentence to say, and my heart hurts like a knife at this moment. It's all just helplessness.
"You're kidding, what a good breakup!" He's obviously getting a little angry already. But in his heart, he seemed to be very sure that I would not break up with him.
"I'm not kidding, I mean really. We don't fit. ”
"You've become so fast, it's kind of unbelievable."
Thinking about it, I was still happily watching the sunset with him yesterday afternoon, and now I broke up so abruptly, I really don't make any sense.
"Lin Cheyong, what I said has been said, goodbye!"
I stubbornly turned around and wanted to leave, because tears were almost coming out of my eyes. But he pulled me back with some excitement, and I had to look him in the eye and his face.
"Tell me you're kidding me!" He roared at me like a mad little beast. I've never seen him look like this, and my heart is so high for a while. But he forced himself to answer him calmly.
"I'm serious, you let me go."
"You're fucking neurotic, do you know I really like you right now? Why are you breaking up at this time, why!" He raised his hand and looked like he wanted to hit me again. I subconsciously took a step back, not because I was afraid that he would hit me, but because I wanted to keep a little distance from him so that I could have a space to think. But he didn't stand firm and almost collapsed. Lin Cheyong stretched out his hand to pull me, but I avoided it, I really didn't want to be entangled like this anymore, but tears had flowed without warning.
I squatted in the corner and sobbed quietly, the cold and quiet Lin Cheyong was actually stimulated by me to have the urge to beat and scold, I am really bad! I thought we would break up like him and Chen Xiaoyu, but it turned out like this. It's a picture I never imagined. That shows he cares about me, doesn't it? But I had no choice but to hurt him, and God was cruel to him.
At this time, Zuo Yue appeared, and she took me back to the bedroom. It's so good like this, you don't have to talk to Lin Cheyong about what you have and don't, no matter how much you have, it can only hurt.
After returning to the dormitory, I got into my own bed, I didn't want Zuo Yue to see this fragile me, I was afraid that she would be sad to see me like this, even more sad than myself.
After a long, long time, my phone rang. It was Lin Cheyong, who hesitated for a while and pressed the answer button.
"Did I do something wrong, as long as you say I'll change it, don't leave me, okay?" There was no self-confidence, no pride, so lonely and desolate in his tone. Makes my heart tighten. But I did
I can't leave you! "You're not wrong, you're good, so we don't fit."
This is the best explanation I have found, maybe without me he will meet a better girl than me in the future, and then hold the hand of her son and grow old with her. That's what I want!
"No, it won't be unsuitable. We're all fine this afternoon, why is this happening. ”
He was almost incoherent, like a child fighting for an impossible prize.
"Isn't it good for us to break up peacefully like you and Chen Xiaoyu? I'm really sorry. I tried my best to restrain my emotions and let myself finish this sentence without any emotion.
"This is a different thing, is it really over between us, there is no chance at all?" Listening to his words, my tears were flooded with tears. The grievances in my heart are unwilling to emerge all. I still said sorry cruelly and hung up the phone, before my heart fell.
Although I just want to fall asleep early, I don't have to worry about these things. But every time I close my eyes, I can see Lin Cheyong's face that is angry and sad because of me. He was like an inexplicable toxin that soaked into every cell of me. Seeing him sad made my heart even sadder!