I went to Beijing with Zuo Yue, and the result was still like that. Experts recommend chemotherapy before considering a bone marrow transplant after relieving symptoms. However, the chances of a successful bone marrow transplant are not high, and even if it is successful, rejection may occur. If that's the case, why waste so much time in a hospital bed?

I still have a lot to do, and I can travel to a lot of beautiful places by myself. It's not that I don't value my life, I just want to do what I want to do in my lifetime.

When my dad came to pick me up, he obviously felt that he had aged a lot in the past few days, and I watched him suddenly feel like a needle prick. I've resent my dearest people for so many years and this moment seems really relieved. Maybe I shouldn't have blamed him for having a new family and forgetting my mom. After all, he must choose the right to be reborn, and living in pain and memories for the rest of his life can only be a great torment.

When he left the school, he didn't tell any of his classmates except the dormitory, including Lin Cheyong. Because I have hidden something from him, I always feel sorry in my heart.

When I got home, I suddenly felt a sense of intimacy, something I had never felt before.

Dad handed me a bank card and said helplessly: "I paid 30,000 yuan here, if you don't let us go with you, then you can go alone." ”

I took the card and glanced at him secretly, and there were some silver-white hairs in the dense black hair, which were so conspicuous in the middle. Dad opened his mouth to say something, but he couldn't.

His eyes had lost their former luster, dull as night. I feel a little distressed to see it.

"Well, I see, Daddy......"

"What?"

"Uh, nothing."

"You have to come back early in a month at most, can you do it?" I nodded, and my dad patted me, gently with a little pampering.

"Dad, thank you ......"

I still said this sentence that kept me from opening my mouth. He looked at me for a moment, then tears suddenly glistened in the corners of his eyes. The sudden burst of tears startled me, and it turned out that my dad was also vulnerable.

He stroked my face and said quietly: "It's my father who is sorry for you, he didn't take care of you, maybe your mother is angry with me in the sky and blames me!" ”

I hurriedly shook my head: "No, Dad, don't say that, you haven't been sorry for me, it's me who has always been so willful." ”

After saying this, the door suddenly opened, and when I looked up, I realized that it was Qiao Nan who had returned. I think it's a little strange that today isn't the weekend, why did he suddenly go home! At this time, my mother also packed up my things and came out of the room, and said with a smile, "Okay, we can go out to eat as a family." ”

I'm a little puzzled, it's not a holiday today. Dad said in a deep voice at this time: "Qiao Duo is back today, let's go out for a meal as a family, what does Qiao Duo want to eat?" ”

I didn't know what to say for a while, it turned out that they were all for me, and I suddenly felt the urge to cry when I looked at my family. After a while, I remembered to answer my father's question: "Whatever, whatever you eat." ”

I have never seriously cherished this rare family affection, and now it has become one of my biggest supports, allowing me to have a support when I am most weak.

"Then eat Hunan food, you liked to eat Hunan food made by your grandmother when you were a child."

My grandmother is from Hunan, so she cooks delicious Hunan dishes. For a moment I was a little moved, and I never thought that my father would remember these small things. But he remembered, so he has always loved me very much, but it is really that I have always been ignorant and have always been so willful.