Our family came to a Hunan restaurant as if we were discussing, and in fact, this meal made me breathless. I always feel like they're circling around me, which makes me feel inexplicably stressed!

After quickly settling the rice in the bowl, I wanted to slip away, and I just wanted to be alone and quiet. But Dad was very uneasy, as if I had to let Joan accompany me like a child. In desperation, the two of us wandered down the street together.

Looking at this younger brother who was younger than me but had to be my bodyguard, he said helplessly: "Why don't you go back first, I want to be happy and quiet alone." ”

He looked at me, and it was like saying, "You alone don't know what's going on!"

Why isn't he like my brother but like my brother?

"Look at your eyes, don't worry about your old sister!"

"Hehe, that's not true. I want to tell you something. ”

"What? It's so mysterious. ”

We were sitting in a bubble tea shop before he started to say what he had to say to me. "Actually, you really misunderstood Dad before."

I didn't want to explain anything, and it was true that I was wrong.

"Do you know why I'm called Jonan?"

"Dad took it, what else can I do! Why do you ask that? ”

He sighed, feeling sad that he wasn't his age.

"Because your mother's name is Arashi, my name will be Jonan. Maybe Dad never forgot your Mom, you really shouldn't have been like that before......"

It dawned on me, why did I never think of it? I see!

"Thank you for telling me this, but how do you know? Mom told you? ”

"Mom occasionally said a little, and as for this conclusion, I guess."

"Now it's mom who gives dad a new lease of life, so the rest doesn't matter, we as children should be happy for them, what do you think?"

Qiao Nan nodded, then smiled with relief.

I knew he just didn't want me to have a misunderstanding between me and my dad to tell me this, so I added, "I think dad is right, and it's a great hurt to live too much in memories." Okay, Jonan, you go back first, I'm going to a place! ”

He looked at me and smiled, "It's to see your mother, right?" Alright, I'll go home first! ”

He's a smart kid who can guess anything.

I nodded at him and went to the cemetery alone. But I saw a familiar figure standing in front of my mother's grave...... That guy is my dad!

He stood there as if he had been standing for a century, and I felt as if he was enveloped in a great sorrow, so vivid! I hid quietly behind the row of cypress trees and watched his every move.

Suddenly, a strange bitter smile rose at the corner of his father's mouth, and he was vaguely heard saying, "Lan Lan, are you blaming me for not taking good care of Xiao Duo?" I'm really not a good father, I'm ashamed of my daughter, I've disappointed you, haven't I......" After a pause, I heard him say: "If I can make her good, it will be worth it for me to pay anything, but I have to respect her for her own decisions, and her words must be very reasonable." Lan Lan ...... Can you tell me what to do? My daughter is still so young, she should have a good life......"

Listening to what my father said to my mother, I began to sit down against the cypress tree with tears streaming down my face, and could no longer hear the rest of the words.

After a long time, I saw my father slowly leaving, and his back seemed to have experienced a century of loneliness and sadness. Maybe the world is really unfair to him, but fortunately he can still have a good son like Qiao Nan, and a wife who loves him like Qiao Nan's mother. Perhaps this is the idea that there will be gains in losses.

I quietly looked at the photos on my mother's grave, and they were still so beautiful......

"Mom, you know what, I really don't want to leave this world! I don't want to... I can't bear Lin Cheyong and Zuo Yue, how I hope everything is just a dream, just wake up... Why is this so? Why why, mom ......"

Squatting in front of his mother's grave, his body curled up in a pile and began to tremble. Too many emotions can't be vented, piling up into a lot of pain, leaving yourself in a thousand holes. But I still have to be strong, don't I? That way, I won't let the people who care about me worry about me, and I'm going to do what I want to do with grace! That's how it will be Qiaoduo!