After waiting for Zuo Yue to come back, he will have surgery. But my eyelids kept jumping all the time I was waiting, I wasn't a superstitious person or a supernatural person, but I still felt like something was going to happen.

Qiao Nan said that Zuo Yue was today's plane, and it should arrive in about half an hour. My eyelids kept beating for half an hour, and they didn't stop. That's why I wonder if there's going to be something bad, or something good. But I'm super unlucky, and I can only think about the bad side. A thought immediately popped up in my mind, could it be that Lin Cheyong knew? Did he get it?

Looking at the door of the room with worry, it slowly opened, and it was not only Zuo Yue who caught my eyes, but also Lin Cheyong. He's coming! Unexpectedly, not only did he already know, but he also followed! How could he come, how could Zuo Yue let him know, didn't we all say yes, don't tell him! But why is he here now!!

I couldn't change my emotions a little, and watched them shouting: "Why is he coming, let him go, let him go!" ”

I really don't want him to see me the way I am, I don't want him to be sad because of me, I don't want my things to bother him. I'm just a wish, why don't they grant me!

Under my crazy move, Lin Cheyong walked over without saying a word. Even if I get hit by something I throw, I still move forward...... Why is he so stupid that he doesn't know how to hide! Although I was emotionally out of control, I still had such a good sense.

He walked slowly into me and gently embraced me, stopping all my crying at once. His arms were still so warm to me, so warm that I didn't care that all the people in the room had left, and now there were only the two of us.

"Okay, don't cry, okay?" He gently wiped away my tears, and this belated tenderness made me sink deeply.

I was still silent and didn't know how to answer him, at least I really felt guilty about him. I hadn't told him before, but now he knew it was when I might be gone forever. How do I deal with him?

"Why didn't you tell me, you fool!" He said a little angry and a little distressed.

"I don't want you to be sad..." Before he finished speaking, his lips pressed directly, softly and a little domineering, and there was some resentment in pity...... Such a kiss made me lose my direction for a while. Just clumsily accepted his kiss and his feelings.

"Why don't you tell me, you don't tell me anything about such a big thing, do you know I'm going to worry about you, I think about you every day, I think about how you're doing these days. Whatever it is, you still have me! Do you still have me? ”

How could I not understand the meaning of this sentence, I have been waiting for this sentence for so many years. After waiting patiently for so long, I was finally able to hear what I thought was the best sentence, which was much more sincere than those I love you. I began to crack the corners of my mouth and smile happily.

"Let's go." I didn't dare to look him in the eye and say this, so I could only stare at my white sheet and muster up the courage to say this long-brewing sentence.

His grip on my hand suddenly tightened, causing me some pain.

"Why, I'm not leaving, I'm going to be here with you!" He spoke firmly, as if no one could change his current mind. That's how he is, he's going to be with me.

But can I keep him with me? I don't think so!

"I don't have much time left, don't you know? I just want you to be well, if you give up on me then you still have a lot of ways to go, but if you consume me like this, I will bring you more harm, I don't want to do this! I don't want to. ”

"I think that's enough. As long as I can be with you, whether it is a day or two, it is very happy for me, I just want to be with you. He began to let go of his clenched hand, then looked into my eyes and said in a pleading tone, "Is that okay?" Let me be with you. ”

He's asking if I can do it? Asking for my opinion? If he hadn't been like this before, he would have done what he said and didn't take into account what other people thought. When I heard him say that, I hesitated.

Seeing my hesitation, he gently brought my hand to his chest as if he wanted me to feel his heartbeat.

"You know, every heartbeat I make now is because of you, and I really don't know what to do if you really want me to leave."

I immediately withdrew my hand, and thought back to what he said last time: If you die, I will die with you. I guess that's what it means. Now what he said reverts to the same fear I had before. I know he's not threatening me when he says that, he's a guy who can do what he says. What should I do then?

Can I get him to stay with me? Let him watch me leave forever? What kind of harm would this be, and it would be even more cruel to him.

"It's cruel to you, I just want you to have a sunny smile if you live a good life. If I let you stay with me, it's not fair to you! ”

"What unfair! If you don't even want me to accompany you now, then what's the point of me living! ”

Would it be even more cruel if I insisted on letting him go now! I've hurt him enough! But I couldn't just agree to let him stay with me, and since he said that his heart was beating for me, I was obligated to let him beat well for the rest of his life.

"If you have to stay with me, that's fine."

"Really?" A rare smile appeared on his face when I said this.

"But I have a request."

"What requirements? Anyway, I agree to any request! ”

"No matter what happens to me in the future, you have to be good, you have to continue to live for me, or you can do it for him!" I pointed to his stomach and smiled at him.

"Good!"

He answered crisply, which put me at ease. As long as he can give me a promise like this, then I will be able to feel at ease.

"You have to laugh a lot, I love to see you laugh!" I still felt that condition was not enough, so I added another one.

"Well, good! Do whatever you say! Seeing him compromise so much, he began to keep going.

"You're going to ...... more"

"Hmm."

"You're going to ...... more"

"Got it!"