Love Elective 10
I remember Xu Beihan telling me on the way, he said that he hadn't spoken a word to his father for a long time. His parents divorced when he was very young, and there may be a kind of hatred in his heart! So this time his father wanted to see him before the operation, but he couldn't accept it.
But I think that since his mother is willing to forgive his father, then why should he care so much! The family affection that blood is thicker than water should be greater than all resentment!
When he saw his aunt and mother again, he was in a hotel where they were staying. I know that this mother is not easy, how difficult it is for her to raise Xu Beihan alone.
I could feel the love that all mothers poured into their children on her face, and I certainly had a little more respect for her.
"Thank you for being able to convince Xu Beihan to go home with us."
She looked at me and said sincerely. This made me feel very embarrassed, I didn't do anything, but when I wanted to speak, I was surprised by Xu Beihan, who didn't say anything, and immediately said: "I didn't say that I want to go back with you to see him now!"
obviously promised to be good, why did he suddenly regret it! Looking at his mother and aunt puzzled, I really want to pinch him!
What the hell does he mean? Obviously, he agreed, as long as I was willing to go with him, he was willing to go anywhere...... This can also tell a lie! It made me think that I was really important, but it was nothing more than that!
"We're going to have winter vacation in about a week, and I'll be back as soon as it's over. She's been missing too much time this semester, so—" he began to add while I was still guessing what he was thinking.
His mother smiled knowingly when he said that.
I didn't expect him to think about me, which made me a little embarrassed. He can always be so attentive to me, even if the glacier is about to melt! But I still don't know what I'm thinking. Expect those Jodo to make me believe?
"As long as you're willing to go back, whatever!" His aunt immediately smiled and agreed to the seemingly unreasonable request.
All of a sudden, it seems like everything is pressing on me, is it just me? Am I really important? I wanted to ask myself this question but couldn't get an answer. can only make a promise in front of his family: "Auntie, don't worry, I will definitely bring him home to see my uncle in a week!"
I guess that's what I can do, and I should do it. With my promise, they nodded at me trustingly.
"Zuo Yue... I really think that Xiao Han can know you is the best turning point in his life, and I can rest assured that I am an aunt with you by his side..."
She burst into tears. This makes me a little unsure of what to do, he has always been the one who has been taking care of me, how can I be a turning point in his life! Her words made me a little nervous. Still not used to this kind of tearful scene!
"Auntie, why do you see you crying, how bad I used to be with these two tears, you can't lose face!"
His words immediately amused his aunt, and then said with a smile: "You have been excellent since you were a child, and your aunt never tells lies!"
I smiled, he must have been excellent since he was a child! So good that sometimes there is a kind of height that others can't reach...
"I know you don't believe it, and I don't have to brag about it. Huh"
He looked at me and smiled. I knew he was joking, so I quickly replied to him: "I haven't said anything, you've been saying it yourself!"
"yes, yes, you haven't been back for class in the afternoon!"
As soon as he said this, I remembered that there was indeed a class in the afternoon, and it seems that I am a student who does not like to learn, and I have failed to live up to the expectations of Master Confucius for future generations!
"Aren't you afraid I know what you've done to be disobedient? I'm in such a hurry to go, but Auntie will still tell me, right, Auntie? "
Anyway, now I have a good impression of his aunt and mother, and I don't care if I know them well or not, so I just said this sentence.
"Why! If you have the chance, you can ask again, it's the same, Mom and Aunt, let's go first, otherwise she will really be late! He looked at his watch and urged me to leave, as if he was our squad leader, and he was stricter than any squad leader!
Her mother nodded, then looked at me and said with some hesitation: "Zuo Yue... Remember to bring him back! ”
Looking at her expectant eyes, I nodded cheerfully and followed him out of the hotel.
He walked in front and I walked behind, looking at his tall back, I suddenly felt as if I didn't know a person too well. Whether it's him or Li Su, it seems that I don't understand, and even myself is beginning to feel strange. I don't know myself, I don't know what I'm trying to write, and I don't know what I need. I've been thinking about this question lately, but I just can't give myself an answer. I'll admit that I'm a very confused person who doesn't know where to go in the future...
Xu Beihan had already slowed down and walked beside me, and he looked at me silently.
Raised his head slightly to look at Xu Beihan, who was a head taller than me, and asked, "Do you think I'm living a foolish life?" Otherwise, how could the people who should be trusted not trust, and the people who should not be trusted treat her as a treasure? ”
He chuckled, then slowly opened his mouth to answer my question: "It's a little cute, it's because you're kind to everyone." So I don't know if others will be a little more attentive to you. ”
"I think she's a good friend, but she's lying to me, isn't it ridiculous."
"What?" He looked at me with some incomprehension, since I had forgotten that he didn't know what caused me to break up with Li Su.
"Well, I'll tell you later, let me go back to finish this class and then take the exam and accompany you home!"
"If you don't want to, you can not force it, and just cling to your heart in everything. Do you understand? ”
He sometimes speaks in a heap of words, but when things are laid out in front of him, he doesn't know what to do. Is he attached to his own heart in everything, does he do that? Did I do that? I repeated to him, "Hold on to your own heart in everything..."
Turning to him, he asked very seriously: "Xu Beihan, do you have any attachment to your own heart." ”
"This... You should ask Qiao Duo, she must understand that I am very attached to my heart for someone! ”
Someone... Which someone? Me? I didn't dare to ask more, so I shook my hand at him and walked to the classroom on my own.