Winter vacation is that tickets are not easy to sell, whether it is a plane ticket or a train ticket... So the end result of the two of us is that we can only buy two train tickets for hard seats. Xu Beihan shook the ticket in his hand helplessly and smiled at me: "This time it may be hard!" ”

"It's okay, I don't care..."

"Then you're going to get ready to go."

I nodded, dragging my luggage straight behind him. As for my own family, I told my mother a long time ago, and I thought she would be a little against me going, but since she said that you have grown up, if you think you should do something, do it yourself. And even the strictest father didn't object, I don't know if it's because they think I'm really grown up or because they like Xu Beihan very much in their hearts.

Sitting across from us was a couple, both the old man and the old grandmother looking in good spirits, like most young people.

Although there is air conditioning on the train, it is still a little cold, and when I watched the old woman on the other side fall asleep and the old man gently covered her with a blanket, I seemed to be touched for a while. I've always wanted this kind of happiness to be able to hold the hand of my son and grow old with my son. looked at them and smiled enviously.

After seeing me laughing, the old man said softly: "Child, you will be like this in the future, and when you are old, you will be able to be like us..."

His voice was soft, kind as everyone's kindest grandfather.

Xu Beihan smiled and then looked at me, then looked at the old man and said with a smile: "Grandpa, I envy you." ”

"Isn't there a person around you who is worth cherishing, grandpa won't be mistaken." Grandpa gave a kind smile.

Although I know what he means, I also kind of want to explain that we are not what he thinks. It seemed like we still had a long way to go from his imagination, and there was an obstacle that crossed the road, and this obstacle has never been eradicated in my mind.

Xu Beihan didn't say anything more, and almost all the people in the entire carriage had fallen asleep quietly, so this was not the right time to chat.

The cold swirled around me, and I couldn't get into my dreams safely. I remembered the pair of gloves on a snowy day, and what I said to him on that snowy day, and I said that if I lost them one day, he would remember to go to that small town in the south of the Yangtze River to find me...... Am I lost now? Will he come back to me?

With heavy tiredness and these strange questions, I slowly closed my eyes and wanted to take a short break. But in the confusion, I could feel myself slowly becoming warmer, and there was a broad shoulder for me to lean on. I knew whose shoulder it was, but I still fell asleep against him.

When I woke up, I was almost at the station, and Xu Beihan didn't know when he fell asleep. The first time I saw him asleep, I thought it was a little funny, he kept frowning, and he was holding my hand uneasily, so tight that I couldn't break free from his hand. As I tried to pull my hand out of his palm, I suddenly heard him whisper, "Don't leave me, okay?" ”

His frowning brow made my heart ache suddenly. Let him hold my hand, and also accept the temperature of his palm.

"Young people, you must cherish the people around you. He didn't close his eyes last night... This boy must be a good boy and worth cherishing for the rest of his life. ”

The old man on the other side looked at me and smiled and said a lot of words, and the old woman had already woken up at this time and looked at me with a kind smile.

But our story is not like some simple couples, we may have met too late or something, so we haven't come together after walking for so long, haven't we? That's all my fault, I feel so sorry for him, so much that I really can't tell what kind of feelings I have for him.

"But grandpa, if a person still has another person in her heart, how can she match this cherished feeling?"

I spoke quietly, afraid that he would hear what I said.

This time, Grandpa didn't answer me, but Grandma smiled and said, "You have to ask who you think is the most important in your heart, and only you will understand." ”

Just as I was about to say something, he moved his hand, and then slowly opened his eyes, and then returned to the gentle and sunny him. Only when he sleeps does he show his most vulnerable side.

"Wake up, you're talking in a dream!" I looked at him with a smile, staring at his expression. I want to know what kind of expression he will have...

"Lie to me, what did I say?"

He still looked so calm, as if I was really lying to him.

"You told her not to leave you!"

The old grandmother said with a smile at this time, originally I just wanted to 'bully' him a little, but I didn't really want to tell him what he said. I didn't expect to be told by others, and my face became a little burning.

After a while, I looked up at him, and it turned out that his face had also turned a little red. It's as if someone is telling me about the secret that I hide in my heart.

Finally, I heard the voice of the radio, and the end station arrived in the embarrassment that we had not spoken. Grandpa, grandma looked at us and smiled and said goodbye to us.

His hand had unconsciously let go of mine, then patted my head back to his usual expression and said, "We're here, let's go!" ”

After saying that, he stood up and took our luggage, let me walk in front of him, and walked behind me with my luggage myself. He's always been more thoughtful than I thought, and he's afraid I'm leaving. I sighed in my heart that I was no longer a child, but his feeling of treating me as a child made me feel very happy.

So I'm quite a selfish person, so selfish that I don't know how to deal with the two feelings in my heart.

I followed him out of the station and heard someone shouting his name, and he walked straight to me with me. As a result, he saw a middle-aged man, who quickly took the bag in his hand and asked him if he wanted to go directly to the hospital.

He didn't answer at all, and only asked after a while, "Where's my mother?" ”

The middle-aged man put his luggage in the trunk and replied, "Your mother is in the hospital." ”

I don't know what the relationship between this person and Xu Beihan is, because I suddenly feel that the winter in the north is too cold than I imagined, and I can't think about it when it's cold.

"You can send us home first! She was cold and tired. I went back to my mom and the old man and said I'll go to the hospital when I'm free. ”

The man nodded, and drove us back to their home twice. There was still a lot of snow on the road, and the car didn't drive fast. The temperature in the car was just right, and I quickly became tired again, and my eyelids kept fighting against myself.

When he finally came to their door, he took out his luggage and said something to the man who had given us off, and the man left.

"You're pretty good! This is not the kind of you I usually know......"

This was my heartfelt sigh, and he smiled and replied, "That's my dad's driver, and I'm disgusted by all the people who have something to do with my dad." ”

I see! But I don't think it's what he said he was... Dead ducks generally have a harder beak! In the days we haven't been back, he's been learning about how best to treat his father's illness, and he must still be very concerned about his dad in his heart.

I deliberately pretended to believe what he said, and asked him, "Then I must have a better relationship with your dad to make you disgusted with me." Do you think you will? ”

He turned his head and glared at me, and said dissatisfiedly, "Are you so concerned?" Why don't you try it? ”

"I have faith in you, you won't!"

I winked at him and laughed to myself.

"You're just going to eat me! Know what I'm going to do and ask? ”

"Then you have to be willing! Otherwise, I will not be convincing to you. ”

By this time we had reached the door of the unit where they were staying.

"Open the door!"

He suddenly looked at me and said that it felt like it wasn't his home but mine! How did I open the door, and I didn't have a key, what he said was really strange.

"I've got two bags! Of course you need to open the door. The keys are in the pocket of my clothes. Take it yourself. ”

It's so stupid, just put the bag and open the door! How could such a smart person not figure it out? I reached into his pocket and searched for a while but still couldn't find it, and he suddenly smiled again and said, "In another pocket." ”

It was clearly playing tricks on me, and I pinched him a little angrily. Then he took the key and opened the door of their house, and walked in without him being invited.

"Angry?"

He asked me flatteringly after dropping his luggage, and I ignored him and shook my head before surveying his home. It can be seen that his mother takes good care of the whole house and is very warm.

"You sleep in my room, I've already helped you get your things to my room."

His voice came from another room, and I followed him to his room, which was special, but I couldn't tell what was special.

"I'll accompany you to the hospital first! I was afraid that he would drag on and refuse to go to the hospital, so I wanted to let him go to the hospital immediately. Then my mission will be completed! ”

"Don't you give me a good rest first, and then go after resting."

As soon as I got here, it seemed that my words were not so convincing to him, and he returned to his own turf. But anyway, as long as he agrees to go, I won't worry, and I'm a little sleepy, of course, I'm willing to accept his kindness.

Soon I was falling asleep on his large soft bed.