"I know that you are deeply in love with the emperor. So, all your moods, I have; I've been through all your pain. You must be excused when I say that, right? ”

"This is the secret I'm going to tell you, a secret that only you know. That is: I love the emperor! I love Nighthawk! I love Zuo Xiao! I don't love Luo Yi! ”

"Yes, everyone has always thought that I love King Xiang. Even I myself once thought that the person I loved was King Xiang. It was Li Yang, who made me understand my love. Actually, he knows me better than I do. Although he was only suspicious until the end, and although I never told him the truth because I couldn't bear to hurt him, his suspicions were correct. He really deserves to be an expert in pursuit, and no one can match his ability to watch fire. ”

"But as long as I don't admit it. Who can be sure? You call me cunning, or you call me scheming. Why should I admit it? It doesn't benefit anyone to admit it. ”

"Sister Wan, I thought the person I loved was Luo Yi. However, when I found out that when he married Her Majesty the Empress, I was far less sad than I imagined, and I understood that I did not really love him. Li Yang is right, what I love is just a beautiful vision when I was a child. ”

"I went to steal the Ice Spirit Yanyu for neither Empress Dowager Luo nor Luo Yi. Before, the rhetoric against Her Majesty the Empress was naturally false. My purpose is so simple. I just don't want the Emperor and Her Majesty to marry. Because I didn't want them to get married, I stole the Ice Spirit Yanyu, so I went to find the Empress Dowager Luo, so I bumped into a scene that I shouldn't have encountered, so I led to the disaster of killing, and fell to the point where life is worse than death. ”

"Sister Wan, it wasn't until that time, looking back, that I realized that the root of my pain and suffering was that I unknowingly fell in love with Zuo Xiao."

"I really don't know it! I love it so much that I don't even know it! Therefore, all along, I thought that I was bewitched by King Xiang and did things for him repeatedly, but I didn't know that as early as in Honggu County, as early as the beginning, I could easily kill Zuo Xiao, I didn't kill him. It's not entirely for the sake of the overall situation, it's not entirely for Zuo Xin, but because I'm just reluctant to kill him. ”

"I don't know when I fell in love with him, or why I fell in love with him. Maybe I fell in love with him as early as when I took care of him under the cliff and helped him detoxify. God knows? All I know is that after realizing my love, I was in more pain than ever. ”

"Later, I tried to force King Xiang to take me as a concubine, simply to escape this pain. Let's ask, if I really love King Xiang, how can I accept that he just accepts me as a concubine? In the eyes of sentient beings/people, there is no room for a grain of sand at all! Sister Wan must have a deep understanding of this! ”

"So, Sister Wan, I see your pain as if I saw my own! I'm telling you this secret because I don't want to see you anymore and continue to suffer. ”

"Give up, Sister Wan. I know I'm not in a position to advise you like that. Because when I write this letter, I have already made up my mind to end my life in the Star Picking Tower. Proud as I am, how can I watch my beloved and others bequeath me? How can you accept your broken body? How can we continue to live without the sound of the piano, calligraphy and painting? ”