"I'm gone, but you're going to live for me! Please, Sister Wan. I beg you to live bravely. I know you'll be braver than I am. You still have a sound body, you still have a pretty face, and you still have a youthful appearance. You have to live well for me. For to see you happy is to see me happy. ”

"Sister Wan, give up. Give up this attachment, give up this relationship! In order to find your own happiness, you can only let go completely. Perhaps, you can't let go for the time being, but it doesn't matter, as long as you are determined, there will always be a day when you will completely let go. ”

"I remember that day, you advised me to cherish General Li. I said at the time: 50 steps to laugh 100 steps. I'm not teasing you, but I really think you should cherish Shen Hanyue too. I didn't do it, and I hope you can. ”

"Indeed, General Li is very good, and I also believe that if I marry him, I will be happy. I also thought about marrying him like this and living the rest of my life comfortably. But no, I can't get past the card in my heart. I'm a wreck. I'm with him, and it's only going to drag him down. In the future, even if we have a baby, I won't even have the ability to hold a child. I can't give him the most ordinary family warmth. In time, he may not regret being with me, but he will definitely feel tired and tired. So, I can't be so selfish. Let him live tired, and let me live tired in guilt. ”

"But you're different. You are a sound person, you can get the happiness that Shen Hanyue brings you, and at the same time, you can also give him happiness. Sister Wan, you should wake up. Okay, with Shen Hanyue. I want to see you laugh and see you and his children and grandchildren full of people. I don't want my legacy to happen to you again. Will you promise me? Sister Wan. ”

"If you and I are really destined, if you still have a sisterly affection for me, I am sure you will see this letter. But please burn it after reading this letter. Never let your big brother know about it. I never intended to let him know about it. Some feelings are suitable for being buried deep in the heart. For even if he knew, he would not change anything, but would only increase his troubles and bring shame upon myself. ”

"Sister Wan, I bless you, I'm gone, forever! Treasure! Sister Wan, I wish you happiness! ”

……

Tang Wan's tears fell on the letterhead, one after another, one after another......

It's a long letter, outrageously long. Tang Wan couldn't imagine how Lu Xiaochan, whose hands were gone, could write such a long letter with her mouth and pen.

She has seen it with her own eyes, it takes her a long time to write a word, so how long did it take her to draw this letter? If there is no full sincerity, who will write this letter to her before her death, and put it in the guzheng with all her heart.

Actually, this is not Lu Xiaochan's idea, but I have to say that Lu Xiaochan is attentive. She has a delicate and delicate heart. Her mind is always locked so deep, yet so solemn.

Lu Xiaochan and Tang Wan are two completely opposite people. The former is sentimental and delicate and deep-minded; The latter is frank and naïve, and his heart is capricious and brutal. In the former, you never know what she's thinking, and in the latter, you can know what she's thinking without having to look at her.

"Burn it." Tang Wan casually gave the letter to Shen'er.