People who love each other don't necessarily know each other, and people who know each other don't necessarily love each other.

So, you don't love me, but I know you well enough, Lu Xiaochan!

In this world, no one understands you better than me, and no one loves you more than I do. Though you have never understood me, nor have you ever loved me. But what does it matter? As long as I love you, as long as I understand you, I can love you to the end without hesitation, love you until I am old, and love you until death.

Recalling that midnight visit, you said you had brought a good plan to break the enemy.

As soon as you entered the camp, you quietly took off your black cloak, revealing a beautiful and delicate little face, and a gentle and elegant smile bloomed on your beautiful and flawless face.

My eyes were straight for a moment, and my Adam's apple couldn't help but slide. Isn't this the woman who bathed in the hut that day when she searched for the nighthawk at the bottom of the cliff?

Although I learned the truth afterwards, if it weren't for your cover, Nighthawk would have died. I hate you to the point of itching, but I'm still amazing! Can't help but be amazed!

You say your name is Lily. Yes, how apt! As the name suggests. You are like a fragrant and elegant lily in full bloom, so intriguing!

Your gentle and resolute gaze, your attitude of neither humility nor arrogance, all show that you are well educated. I can see through you at a glance, you are not an ordinary woman.

You are so mysterious. Once, you covered the Nighthawk against all odds; Then, you betrayed him without hesitation.

You have laid down the Formation Breaker and told me about Nighthawk's origins. You didn't miss his point.

But you told me that you became Nighthawk's concubine.

I silently stared at this decisive and beautiful little face, and my heart was mixed. At that moment, my heart ached as if a needle was pricking. I was amazed, what a wonderful reaction I had!

I looked at your delicate back as you drifted away, and I felt a desire to protect you. I called two cronies with strong martial arts for the first time and asked them to catch up and protect you back to the village.

Since then, I've sunk/fallen. I can't shake off your shadow, your shadow is running and running in my mind.

I follow you without hesitation. If you are wrong, I will be wrong. I can't change you, I can only change myself, stay by your side and protect you.

Xiaochan, all along, you follow King Xiang, and I follow you. This seems to be a difficult problem to solve. However, my eyes have always been clear. I watched you sit on the seat of the concubine, and watched you follow King Xiang without hesitation. Can I clearly say that the person you really love is Zuo Xiao?

I know you so well, your eyes, your thoughts, your smile, I know what it means. This understanding is not innate. It's something I worked out of. I pay attention to you all the time, and if you pay more attention, you will naturally understand.

But if I tell this secret, it will make you even more miserable. Falling in love with the enemy who killed your father, according to your personality, you will never allow yourself to make this mistake. So, you'd rather deceive yourself. You won't admit it either! Because if you admit it, you might as well let you die.

Sure enough, in the last days, when you became more and more unable to hide what was going on, you finally broke down.

You may think that you are going to wash away your stain with death and atone for your sins with death.

But in the final analysis, you are for the people you love, for your father, for the sake of the left owl, so that in their eyes, you can still live like a person. So, you chose death.