But have you ever thought about me? Xiaochan.

Have you thought about it?

I'm sure you've thought about it, because in my eyes, you're a person with a clear conscience, a woman with delicate feelings. So, in the last moments, you gave yourself to me.

I was ecstatic, because I thought you had finally liked me, and were finally willing to spend time with me. But as it turned out, I was just feeling good about myself.

You're compensating me, you're repaying me, aren't you?

This realization makes me ashamed and ashamed, and it also makes me feel very sorry for you.

Xiaochan, it doesn't have to be like this, really! I don't need you to compensate for everything I have done for you, and I don't need you to repay it! All of this is my willingness!

I admit that in terms of feelings, after many years, I have not been able to get a reciprocal return, and I do occasionally feel resentful. However, rather than sacrificing yourself to comfort me, I would rather you slap me a thousand times and scold me for being a toad and wanting to eat swan meat.

But you don't! Xiaochan, why don't you be ruthless to me? Why don't you just use me and rebuke me like you used to? Why don't you teach me to die completely.

When did you think of me in the last moments of your life? You are afraid that I will be in danger with Laining, so you insist on scolding me; You want to repay the favor, so sacrifice yourself to fulfill me. Xiaochan, why did you let me appreciate your beauty at the last moment? Why should I be unforgettable?

When I look back, I can't see you; When I looked at the empty wooden steps, my heart suddenly "gedeng". With that "Geddon", suddenly there was a "bang", and a loud noise came from downstairs.

"Ahh

I was shocked and leaned over the railing to look down. Your tiny shadow lay on the ground, and beneath your tiny head, a pool of blood red slowly opened.

My head exploded. I couldn't wait to jump over the stone fence and fly down in the air.

"Xiaochan, Xiaochan......" I hugged you tightly and looked up to the sky and roared.

I hate my stupidity so much, why can't I see through your condescension? Why can't you see through your scheming? Why don't you get ahead of the curve without the slightest vigilance?

"Hey, this is really the eldest lady of the Lu family......"

"Traitor, innocent of death!"

"She committed suicide, didn't she feel guilty?"

"How dare she come back? Didn't you follow King Xiang? By the way, King Xiang is dead, she is cornered, right? Deserve! ”

There was a lot of talk......

Xiaochan, you want to wash away the humiliation with your blood, but whether your blood has been shed in vain, I don't know.

All I know is that I can't leave you alone. I drew the sword from my waist, closed my eyes, and swiped it firmly against my neck......

The crow in the forest crowed twice in a flash.

I fell down with a thud, and hurried to the foot of the nine springs, looking for you.

The next day, a woodcutter went up the mountain to chop wood and saw it, so he ran into the city to report Li Cheng.

Li Cheng buried me beside you. I'm so happy. Li Cheng is really my former best friend. How well he knew me.

Life is different/sleep, death is the same. For me, that's the perfect place to be.

You must not have thought that I would die with you, did you? Maybe Her Majesty the Empress and the Emperor didn't expect it, even I didn't think that I would die so young.

But what's the point of my life when you're gone? Now that the following has begun, why not follow it to the end? I must stay by your side to protect you!

Xiaochan, don't try to get rid of me; Xiaochan, you wait for me; Xiaochan, you must not be lonely, you must not be afraid, the cow ghosts and snake gods on Huangquan Road, let me expel them for you one by one......