If Xiao Ling'er is my pride, then Wanmei's sudden death is the deepest pain in my life.

After many waits and twists and turns, we were finally able to come together. However, why are the days of joy so short, like a meteor streaked across the sky, brilliant for a moment, fleeting, leaving endless melancholy.

I have to say that in the last few years of getting along, Wanmei became extremely gentle and lovely. I think it's worth my wait, she's such a good woman to love.

I'm sorry, Wanmei. If it weren't for my stubbornness, how could you have died young? It's all my fault! It's all my fault! Every time I think of you, I regret it, and the pain in my heart hits, and I am heartbroken, and I can't regret it!

After Xiao Ling'er was born, of course I loved it very much. However, what if it hurts and loves again? She's a girl after all. Although she is no worse than a boy in all aspects, she is only a daughter in the end.

It's not that I'm patriarchal. Well, I'll admit, I'm a bit patriarchal. Oh no, maybe it's not the patriarchal preference, but the traditional idea of perpetuating incense.

Originally, our Shen family had two brothers. One me - Shen Hanyue, and one younger brother - Shen Hanxing.

It's a pity that the second brother Shen Hanxing was killed by Luo Yi, and his mother also died in Tianmao Mountain, and I was left with a single seedling in the Shen family. If I hadn't given birth to a son, how would I continue the Shen family's incense? How to be worthy of your mother? Worthy of the ancestors of the Shen family?

Therefore, I tried my best to have another child for my little sister. Of course, I didn't say it had to be a boy, and I didn't say it was to continue the incense. I despicably made Xiao Ling'er a scapegoat, only saying that it was to find a companion for Xiao Ling'er.

Indeed, Xiao Ling'er longs to have a younger brother or sister to accompany her.

That time, when Her Majesty the Empress and her eldest brother returned to Nighthawk Village, the crown prince accidentally shot and killed several eaglets, and Xiao Ling'er cried to death. Because those eaglets are her friends. After Her Majesty the Empress and the others left, I began to persuade Wanmei to have another child. Wanmei was also shocked by Xiao Ling'er's crying, and actually agreed to my request for the first time.

I was simply ecstatic!

I began to actively create people, and at the same time studied all kinds of secret recipes for giving birth to boys, hoping to get a boy, so as not to convince Wanmei in the future to make Wanmei work hard again.

These things were all secretly prepared by Wanmei. If she had known, she would have complained about my darkness. Yes, I'm too shady, too mean! I'm so harmless on the surface, no one would have thought I'd do such a thing.

Hard work pays off! Soon, Wanmei came with good news. I redoubled my protection for her, praying that God would give me a son. It's a pity that after all the calculations, it can no longer be calculated that Wanmei will end up like Princess Lingxiang. Princess Lingxiang still had a fetal gas because of the bumps along the way, but Wanmei has always been as strong as a cow, and with me, a skilled medical minister, personally delivering the baby, how could she have a difficult birth?

So, this is absolutely, absolutely heaven's punishment for me! But God, it's just that you punish me, why do you want to punish Wanmei? She worked hard to conceive in October, what was wrong with her? What's wrong with an unborn child?

It's all my fault! I am despicable and insidious! I deserve death!

The same man, the same woman who loves him deeply. I just need to think of the senior brother who is willing to use the knife for the sake of His Majesty to avoid the pain of giving birth, and never suffer in the future. And I, on the other hand, was secretly coaxing and persuading Wanmei to suffer again. Unexpectedly, she couldn't endure this hardship.