Time is like an ear of grain in a field, it is ripe in a blink of an eye, and when it is yellow, it will be the end. In the past two years, Feng Weicong and Feng Chunyu have both graduated from high school. After the college entrance examination, Feng Chunyu felt good, this time the exam was better than any of the exams organized by the school, after the last subject exam, she turned over the textbooks with a few doubts in her heart, discussed them with her classmates and teachers, her brows opened suddenly, and a ray of sunshine penetrated into her dark heart.

Feng Weicong didn't feel very good, and as soon as he got into the examination room, he had a headache. This kind of headache is not the first time, it has been there since he drank pesticides and wanted to escape from this world, and he often commits it, but he doesn't dare to say it, and he can't say it. This headache sometimes struck him suddenly in the middle of his night's sleep, and he felt that he was in the night sky, with iron needles of infinite length and infinite slenderness, whistling one by one, and penetrating into the depths of his brain with astonishing speed and as sharp as a wheat, so that he could not sleep in the middle of the night. Sometimes in the morning, when he was reciting a book, he carried it on his back, and the sentences just came out of his mouth, and then went around in circles, stubbornly burrowing into his ears, and at the end he could not remember anything. Entering the examination room of the college entrance examination, picking up the fateful test paper, at a glance, those things are very familiar, I have seen them before, I have done them, but when I mention the pen and write it, I don't know whether it is right or wrong.

Feng Weicong and Feng Chunyu sat under the willow tree by the river, letting the breeze blow gently, letting the willow branches sway gently, and letting the misty summer sun sift through the leaves, one by one blowing on them. There were a few sparrows, fluttering and fluttering, jumping up and down the branches. Feng Chunyu was a little frightened, and shrank beside Feng Weicong, brother, I'm afraid that the sparrow will come down!

Feng Weicong stretched out his arm and protected Feng Chunyu's head. You know, it's unlucky for sparrow poop to fall on you.

The score has been down for several days, Feng Chunyu's score ranks third in the county, and Feng Weicong's score is actually more than 200 points lower than Feng Chunyu's score, and the ranking should be the bottom, which shows how big the gap between Feng Weicong is.

Feng Chunyu said, brother, could it be that the teacher is wrong in calculating the scores? Feng Weicong shook his head and said, No, the college entrance examination is not a joke, the teachers are very careful. Feng Chunyu said, otherwise, go to the school to issue a certificate, and we will find the Education Bureau to check together, and I will accompany you.

Feng Weicong said, let's not talk about the exam. Feng Chunyu leaned on Feng Weicong's chest and whispered, brother, don't be sad, I won't forget you.

Feng Weicong patted Feng Chunyu's shoulder and said, I'm not sad, you see where I'm sad! I'm happy, I'm happy from the bottom of my heart. Feng Chunyu said, brother, in fact, you are smarter than me and better at studying than me, as long as you persevere, you can at least be admitted to Peking University. Feng Weicong said, don't say so much.

Feng Chunyu said, you have done too much work at home, and you always leave time for me. Otherwise, you can review it, and next year's exam, you will be admitted to Beijing University of International Business and Economics, and I will wait for you in school.

Feng Chunyu's first choice was Beijing University of International Business and Economics. Feng Weicong thought for a moment and said, don't be naïve. There must always be someone for you, no matter where you take the exam, I will earn money at home for you.

Feng Chunyu handed a hand to Feng Weicong, and the hands of the two crossed each other, clasped tightly, and pressed their fingers to their fingers.

Feng Chunyu cried out loud, brother, no, no. Feng Weicong sighed. Feng Weicong often sighed, but at a young age, he was like an old man, laughed very little, and often sighed. Feng Weicong stretched out his other hand to wipe her tears. Feng Chunyu grabbed his hand and put it on her heart.

Feng Chunyu's breathing became rapid. Feng Chunyu said, brother, you, you, kiss me. Feng Weicong kissed her.

Feng Weicong's kiss, in fact, also touched, and his forehead was pasted to his forehead. Feng Chunyu said, no, brother...... Feng Chunyu worked hard and stubbornly and finally found Feng Weicong's lips. The lips touched each other, gently, carefully, like lightning, and swept away in a moment, immediately.

This was their first kiss!

Feng Chunyu's lips were a crystal clear cherry, which would burst when touched, Feng Weicong's heart was beating, and he was afraid.

Feng Chunyu said, brother! Feng Weicong kissed Feng Chunyu again. This time, Feng Weicong stayed longer.

Feng Weicong kissed from her forehead to her eyelashes, from eyelashes to her nose, and then to her small and smooth lips. These are all seen in novels and movies, and they can be used when they are learned, and I don't want to be so intoxicating. Feng Chunyu's lips are like the young leaves that have just been spit out by the poplars in spring, and like the newly opened mouth of a gorse[22], exuding a pure fragrance. First, sweet, faint......

Feng Chunyu's lips are warm, Feng Chunyu's tongue is soft, and Feng Chunyu's mouth is sweet.

Feng Chunyu said, brother, hug me tightly!

Feng Chunyu's breathing became rapid. Feng Chunyu's face was flushed, his face was hot, and he was trembling.

Feng Chunyu said, brother, you, want me, you ...... Feng Chunyu's span is also too big, and they rarely even pulled hands before, let alone said anything like love. How can Feng Weicong accept it, he has a problem in his heart. Feng Chunyu's breathing became thicker and heavier. Feng Weicong moved, his blood rushing upward. Feng Chunyu's breathing, Feng Chunyu's skin, Feng Chunyu's sincerity and desire for him all prompted him and Feng Chunyu to ......

What Feng Weicong saw was the beautiful Chunyu sister in his arms. What Feng Chunyu saw was the handsome Brother Wei Cong.

However, it was only for a moment. Feng Weicong let go of his hand, and his breathing immediately calmed down. Feng Chunyu tightened his hand and said, Brother, I have thought about it, I have thought about it a long time ago......

Feng Weicong shook his head and said, sister, I can't, I can't.

Feng Chunyu turned his head to ignore him, pouted, and looked up at the sky, the clouds in the sky were thin, and they floated high like light yarn.

Separated by a few rice fields, there is the only road leading from the village to the town, and this road stretches further on, to the county, to the province, and then to the capital. The teenagers of Ufang Village have looked at this road to the sky countless times, dreaming of all kinds of possibilities and impossibilities in reality.

On the ridge in the distance, a man came by on a bicycle. You don't have to look closely, it must be the credit union's Wan Li Zhi. Wan Lizhi is the only one in the village who has a bicycle, a permanent brand bicycle with big wheels, which is both sturdy and majestic. Feng Weicong was too lazy to watch, and Feng Chunyu was too lazy to watch. They have their business, and they indulge in a world that doesn't need to be entered by someone like Wan Lizhi. They need the wind, they need light and shadow, but they don't need the wisdom of the world. And the annoying thing is that Wan Lizhi actually stilted his feet, stopped the car, and said loudly across the green and yellow grain fields, hey, isn't that Feng Chunyu?

The two sparrows in the grass were frightened and flew away at the sound of his call. Feng Weicong made pillows with his hands, slept on the grass, and turned his eyelids up to look at the clouds in the sky. Feng Chunyu straightened up and whispered to reply. There was another shout over there, Feng Chunyu! Feng Weicong said, you just promise him, see what kind of intestines he bends. Feng Chunyu pulled his clothes, stood up, and raised his voice to indicate that he heard. Wan Lizhi said, Feng Chunyu, the county education bureau called and asked you to go to the meeting tomorrow. He did not mention Feng Weicong.

Feng Chunyu was a little flustered, did he say that I was alone? That's you! Wan Lizhi stilted again, stepped on the bicycle, turned around and said, remember, I have been notified, and Feng Weicong testifies. Don't say I didn't notify you! If something goes wrong, it has nothing to do with me!

Feng Chunyu said, what's the matter? Wan Lizhi said, how do I know! You ask me, who do I ask? With that, he rode away. The heat of the two people met the ice at this moment. Feng Chunyu said that he didn't know what was going on. Feng Weicong said, it seems that he is not a liar, you can go! Feng Chunyu said, could it be that the admission letter is coming? Feng Weicong said, maybe, it's been more than a month since the exam, and judging from the time, it should be about the same.

Feng Chunyu said, then why only notify me, not you? Is it that yours will come in two days, and mine will come first?

Who knows, uh, sure I didn't get in. Feng Weicong was a little depressed. Feng Chunyu hurriedly stretched out his hand to cover his mouth and said, what are you talking about! Look at your mouth, say something nice!

The night was already very deep, and Feng Chunyu couldn't sleep, so she simply got up and cut and cooked the next day's pig food. I didn't want Feng Weicong to fall asleep, sitting on the fire pond in a daze.

Feng Chunyu said, Brother Wei Cong. Feng Weicong raised his head to look at her. Feng Chunyu said, you let me worship Sage Kong.

Feng Weicong stood up and lifted the red cloth in the center of the offering table, and the wooden statue of Confucius immediately appeared. Confucius's image is small, tall, majestic and kind, calm and calm. When their hearts were depressed, they often worshipped him, and after worshipping, they let go of the things in their hearts, and their hearts were better.

Feng Chunyu cleaned his hands, burned incense, burned paper, and bowed, one by one, meticulously. Feng Chunyu prayed silently in his heart, hoping that the saint would bless him to enter the school smoothly.

Feng Chunyu said, Brother Wei Cong, you can also bow down!

Feng Weicong shook his head and said, let the saint bless you. I'm so bad, no matter how blessed I am, it won't work.

The next day, as soon as the sky was bright, white shadows began to appear on the ground, and Feng Chunyu went on the road. Aunt Feng asked Feng Weicong to accompany Feng Chunyu. Feng Weicong resolutely didn't go, he said with a sad face, I was not told to go in the notice, it was not good for me to go! Aunt Feng said, whether you have a meeting or run errands, you can't wait outside. Feng Weicong said, Feng Chunyu, I'm still not going, you go alone, if it's convenient, see if my notice is available. After speaking, he bowed his head and went out with the cow in tow.

Feng Chunyu hesitated, but still didn't call him, and left alone. After Feng Chunyu left, Feng Weicong regretted it again, for fear that something would happen to Feng Chunyu, he tied the ox to the edge of the field, walked through the rice field, chased out of the village, stepped on the dewy grass ridge, and climbed up the hill. From a distance, where is Feng Chunyu's shadow!

Feng Weicong sat in the slightly cool morning glow, panting, and slapped himself in the face.

The sun was setting and it was getting dark. Finally, Feng Chunyu emerged from the vague poplar forest and strode towards the village of Jiefang. Feng Chunyu's face was sweaty and excited. Aunt Feng, who was standing at the entrance of the village and looking at her, hugged Feng Chunyu: Chun'er, my mother's heart is still hanging in my neck, and I am worried about death! Feng Chunyu gasped twice, didn't have time to speak, pulled out a piece of paper bag from the pocket of her underwear, she stuffed it into Aunt Feng's hand, and said, Mom, here you go!

Back in the house, Aunt Feng turned it on and looked under the oil lamp to see that the family was all wooden. That's a lot of money!

Feng Chunyu said, ten thousand. Feng Weicong and Feng Tianjun looked at her with surprise and confusion. Feng Jinggu's face immediately frosted. The joy on Aunt Feng's face also faded, and what she was holding in her hand was not money, but a piece of fire, or a piece of stolen goods. Her hands trembled, as if she was holding a heavy object, and she said, Spring Rain, are you ......

Feng Tianjun said, sister, did you go to the dance hall?

Feng Weicong said, did you rob the bank? Feng Chunyu burst into tears, and rushed out of the door with his face in his hands. Aunt Feng found the spring rain and persuaded her left and right, she stopped her sadness, saying that she was holding a meeting in the county education bureau, and her college entrance examination results ranked third in the county, and the county magistrate gave 30,000, 20,000, and 10,000 yuan to the top three this time. She got 10,000, and rightfully so. This was supposed to be a happy thing, but she couldn't figure out that she won the award and went home, but the family didn't understand her, didn't think about the good, and thought about the bad. As she spoke, two more tears fell from her peach-like red and swollen eyes.

Aunt Feng said, our family has never had so much money, blame you, with this money, your tuition is enough.

Feng Chunyu said that the family already owes a lot of money in order to let us study, so let's take this money to pay off the bill first.

Aunt Feng said that the debts owed were slowly repaid...... Before he finished speaking, Feng Jinggu snorted, dug the smoke pot twice on the fire, and spat on the ground fiercely, Aunt Feng knew that Feng Jinggu had an opinion, so she stopped and stopped talking.

Feng Weicong did not do well in the exam this time, and he was still 35 points away from the undergraduate line, and only got an admission letter from the local finance and trade school. According to the usual results, the gap between him and Feng Chunyu is not so big. When he entered the examination room, he took the exam too seriously and was highly nervous. The first time he went to the examination room, he was too focused on the questions, he didn't look up when he got the test papers, and he had to think about each question more than three times before he put down the pen, and after the bell rang, his last reading question had not been done, and the composition was only written three lines. Later, when he took other subjects, he was already agitated and seriously anxious. The more you take the exam seriously, the more nervous you are, and the worse you play. Calm and calm are good for thinking and judging, as well as for recalling and remembering. During the whole exam, his mind was full of the dilemma faced by their family if they couldn't get into college, and it was all the cynicism of the entire Huangfang Village. In the whole vision, what he saw was not the topic, but the poignant scene of his parents with the scorching sun on their heads and carrying them on their shoulders. The scenes recur and overlap to make him uneasy.

Feng Chunyu applied for the Beijing University of Foreign Business and was successfully admitted. Feng Chunyu is happy, Feng Tianjun is happy, and Aunt Feng is happy. Feng Weicong was unhappy on the surface, but he was happy in his heart, he was ashamed that he did not do well in the exam, and he was relieved that Feng Chunyu was admitted to a good school. Feng Jinggu was unhappy with Feng Weicong on the one hand, and happy with Feng Chunyu on the other.

The face of the family, smiling at this board, in such a big room, how complicated!

Sleeping in bed at night, Aunt Feng said to Feng Jinggu, now rest assured, Feng Chunyu was admitted, and it was not in vain to raise her.

Feng Jinggu said, yes. Aunt Feng's eyes were moist all of a sudden, if her parents knew that Feng Chunyu was admitted to the university and fought for them, it would be great. Feng Jinggu sighed, alas!

Aunt Feng said, it's this Wei Cong, annoyed. I'm wondering, is it because we are too demanding of him, or is it that he ate dichlorvos last time and hurt his brain?

Feng Jinggu's heart seemed to have been poked by a needle, and his brows were tightly locked.

Aunt Feng said, his father, I know you are sad. You can't talk now, you often just have one word, and it's hard to listen to you more.

Feng Jinggu smacked. Aunt Feng said, are you sad in your heart, are you afraid to speak, or were you beaten that year, your brain was broken, and you couldn't speak? Feng Jinggu snorted.

Aunt Feng said, however, there are many things between our husband and wife that can't be solved by just one word. If you can say it, just say more, and say what you want to say, maybe it's better.

Feng Jinggu simply didn't say anything, just nodded. Aunt Feng was angry, so she simply turned around, pulled the quilt to cover her head and said, I can't see it when you nod in such a dark night!

In a few days, Feng Chunyu should leave the village and go to college in the far north. Aunt Feng stayed up all night under the lamp to make shoes for her. Feng Tianjun said, Mom, what kind of shoes do you make, don't you buy a pair, in the capital Beijing, who still wears this kind of dirty shoes that fall straight to ash!

Feng Chunyu hurriedly said, Tianjun, you just can't spit out ivory in a dog's mouth! I just love to wear the shoes made by my mother and wear them for the rest of my life.

Aunt Feng sold the two pigs in the family, took Feng Chunyu's hand, and led her to the village street. Feng Chunyu went to the street, and when he arrived at the store that sold clothes, he knew what Aunt Feng meant, broke free of her hand, and said, Mom, don't worry about it, I won't read it.

Aunt Feng's eyes widened, very confused, and said what's the matter! Feng Chunyu said that there were many people on the street, so go home and say. There are really a lot of people on the street. The dense countryside people are shoulder to shoulder, and the voices are boiling. They walked around the streets so small that they couldn't have been smaller, and if they wanted to buy something, they had to look at it several times, shop around, and carefully pick out the dirty small denomination bills. They trade grain, local products and produce daily necessities here. Squeeze three and squeeze two, Feng Chunyu is gone. Aunt Feng was anxious, and asked when she saw an acquaintance. The people laughed, and laughed unnaturally. Aunt Wan was also on the street, and her face was a little more yin and yang. When Aunt Feng saw her, she grabbed her and asked, "Aunt Wan, have you seen the spring rain in my house?"

Aunt Wan smiled and said, how can I know? She is a young girl, but everyone loves her, a lot of money, someone will pay for her, why are you in a hurry!

Aunt Feng said, what do you mean?

Aunt Wan said, what do I mean, I don't mean anything. I just think that the girl in the village has never done anything inferior, and she has never disgraced the people in the village! This kind of immoral thing, I can't imagine that some people have done it, and being a student like this is really amazing, and I am afraid that I will turn the sky upside down in the future.

Aunt Feng said, you ...... Aunt Wan said, tutor! The family style is out! The hit is only octagonal meters, and it is difficult to rise all over the world.

Aunt Feng's face turned pale all of a sudden, and she became angry, she reached over, grabbed Aunt Wan's collar, and the two of them scuffled in the middle of the street, scolding each other and beating each other, twisting from the center of the street to the street, from the street to the end of the street. Their hair was braided, their faces were scratched, their noses were bleeding, and the buttons of their shirts were torn. Aunt Feng felt tired and uncomfortable, her anger gushed upwards, blood spurted upwards, she was dizzy, and she didn't know anything.

When she woke up, her eyes were white, and there were many people around her, and it turned out that she was lying in the hospital.

She struggled to get up, but she didn't have the strength at all. Feng Weicong said, Mom, are you serious with that woman, who doesn't know her dirty temper. Feng Tianjun said, Mom, can you be happy! You're hurting money and body. Aunt Feng cried again and said, shame on you, shame on you, what do you call me! Feng Weicong said, Mom, Feng Chunyu took all her bonuses to the credit union and repaid some of the loans to our family. The people in the village didn't know, seeing that Feng Chunyu had so much money, they thought that Feng Chunyu had done something unseemly.

Aunt Feng nodded and said, it's wrong to blame Feng Chunyu. Feng Chunyu squatted in the corner and cried. Aunt Feng is brain was highly nervous, and when she was in a hurry, she was confused. The hospital did a simple examination, listened to the heart, measured blood pressure, knocked and beat, and there was no major problem, and after a day of rest, he was discharged. What serious diseases can rural people have? Rural people, dare to have a serious illness! Aunt Feng is not the kind of person who deceives people, there is no problem, and she was discharged from the hospital. Feng Tianjun said that he wanted to find Wanjia to lose money, but Feng Jinggu shook his head and gave up.

Back at home, Aunt Feng began to go to the east and west again, lending money to Feng Chunyu to study in college. Feng Chunyu said, Mom, I really don't want to go to college. Aunt Feng was startled, her eyes widened, she didn't want to read? What's wrong with you? Aunt Feng put her calloused hand on Feng Chunyu's forehead and tried it, girl, do you have a fever? Are you talking nonsense?

Feng Chunyu shook his head and said, No, really. Feng Chunyu really didn't go to college, but she still walked into the school, which was a cram school at the county's No. 1 middle school. Feng Chunyu is a scheming girl with an idea in her heart. It turned out that this time the school issued a document, and widely publicized it in newspapers, on the radio, and on the roadside slogans: The principal set up a grand prize, saying that whoever is the champion in the province in the college entrance examination next year will be awarded 50,000 yuan, the province's list eye, 30,000 yuan, and the province's Tanhua will be awarded 10,000 yuan. As the head of a school, his purpose is, of course, to let more students go to school, so that he can collect more money and do more things. With a bonus of more than 100,000 yuan, he can earn millions, and this account will come out as soon as it is calculated.

Feng Chunyu went for the money. Feng Chunyu was admitted to such a good school and didn't go to it, Feng Weicong was admitted to a junior college in the city, so he didn't know whether he should go to school. Originally, he went to study early and joined the work early to receive a salary, which would have many benefits for the family, but in the face of such a situation, he was really embarrassed.

Otherwise, just don't read it, plant those few acres of paddy fields at home, and share some hardships, which can be regarded as a reward for your parents. But this kind of thought, Dad will definitely not agree. What's more, Feng Chunyu said, you are a farmer, I work in a big city, you don't worry about me dumping you!

Feng Weicong said angrily, as long as you live better than me, just dump it! When Feng Chunyu heard this, he got angry and ignored him.

That's what you say, but who can lose this face! Wherever Feng Weicong went, someone greeted him and said, Weicong, you are now naked. Stained? Whose light am I touching? Your daughter-in-law, your little daughter-in-law! She has been admitted to a prestigious university, and when the time comes, she will take you to Beijing to enjoy Qingfu, but she is afraid that she will not be able to wear the cloth pimple clothes and scissors cloth shoes in Beijing! Feng Weicong's eyes bulged, his chest fell together, his fists clenched, and he wanted to hit someone.

The person who spoke giggled and shouted, Feng Weicong is going to hit someone! A puff of smoke hid in the poplar forest. Feng Weicong was furious, raised his foot, and kicked it hard, but the sky was too high, otherwise he would have been kicked by it. He raised his foot and kicked the poplar tree that was blocking him. I didn't want to kick it, but I fell on his foot, the skin was broken, not to mention, the bones were out of place. He hugged his heels, tried to reset himself, and inhaled the cool air for a long time before stumbling home.

The men of the village can lose money, but they can't lose gas. Feng Chunyu repeated, and the school promised not to pay her repeat fees. She asked Feng Weicong to be in the same class as her, but Feng Weicong did not agree. Feng Chunyu said it a few times, Feng Weicong didn't even give her a good face, she was angry and rolled up the quilt.

By the firepit, Feng Jinggu hunched his back and slept on the fire board. Aunt Feng rubbed Feng Jinggu's back, and turned back to Feng Weicong and said, I have prepared the luggage for you, aren't you leaving?

Feng Weicong is still angry. He said, in our family, we can have Feng Chunyu and Tianjun to work, just do it.

Aunt Feng said that Feng Chunyu is a foreign surname, and he has not officially opened a wine business, and he is not a member of our family. If you don't hold on, I'm afraid you'll fly away! Tianjun is still black powder, who knows if it will start then.

Feng Weicong said, Tianjun is smarter than me. Aunt Feng said, several of you have been admitted, you all have jobs, the chaff basket jumps into the rice basket, and you don't get muddy when you wear a pair of shoes, and your father and I close our eyes when we die. Your sister studied very well at that time, we thought she was a girl, we didn't pay enough attention to her, she had an inferiority complex, and often looked down on herself, and now I regret it when I think about it! I'm sorry for her!

Feng Jinggu suddenly straightened up and said, Read! Feng Jinggu said again, test!

Aunt Feng said that it is pressure for you and Feng Chunyu to be together, but you should repeat your studies for a year and try to catch up with her.

Feng Jinggu said again, read! Feng Jinggu's words were final.