Chapter 1207: Trance
Yang Yunxi asked the nurse to coax Dun'er, and he pulled Ah Shi out of the house. No one was allowed to follow, so he walked to the small garden and sat under the grape trellis to talk to Ah Shi. Because of the complexity in her heart, she didn't speak for a long time.
She didn't speak, but Ah Shi became nervous. It was like a thorn under his buttocks, and the whole person was restless.
In the end, Ah Shi hugged Yang Yunxi's arm and said timidly: "Mother, don't be angry, I won't be in the future-"
"Ah Shi." Yang Yunxi sighed, couldn't help but hug Ah Shi again, and then tidied up the collar of his clothes for him, and then continued to say softly: "It's just a small matter." Just like when you were a child, your sister would accidentally make you cry, and you don't need to pay too much attention to it. You don't have to feel so guilty, and you don't have to worry about thatβ"
When he said this, Yang Yunxi couldn't say any more, and after a slight pause, he continued: "I won't dislike Ah Shi because of this, and I won't dislike Ah Shi because of this." You know? β
Ah Shi raised his eyes to look at Yang Yunxi, slightly suspicious, but his eyes were full of excitement: "Really?"
Yang Yunxi picked up Ah Shi, put him on his lap, wrapped him in his arms with his hand, and responded softly: "It's true." β
Ah Shi seemed to have finally put his mind at ease, and immediately slowly tentatively put his hand around Yang Yunxi's neck, and then buried his head in the side of Yang Yunxi's neck, forming a very dependent posture.
Yang Yunxi felt that Ah Shi's breathing was almost the same as his own, and his heart slowly relaxed. With a slight smile, she reached out and patted Ah Shi's back: "Don't be afraid." I will always be Ah Shi's mother, Ah Shi don't have to be afraid. β
Ah Shi replied softly, and was a little aggrieved: "They said-"
No matter what they say, Ah Shi doesn't have to believe them. They don't know anything, they don't say it right. Yang Yunxi knew what Ah Shi wanted to say, so he simply interrupted Ah Shi's words and said such a thing. Whether she is strong or stubborn, she said it categorically.
"I know that Ah Shi has a lot of questions in his mind." Yang Yunxi made up his mind to say it, but he didn't hesitate at this time, and simply said frankly: "Ah Shi is indeed different from Zhu'er, Ah Shi was not conceived and born in October. The one who gave birth to Ah Shi was someone else. Thinking about this, Ah Shi already knows about it, and he also understands what it means, right? β
Although Ah Shi is simple, he is also smart. and he shall know what these words mean.
Sure enough, after a stiff and hesitant moment, Ah Shi nodded. But he didn't say anything, and I didn't know if he didn't dare to ask, or if he was already shocked.
Even if you open your mouth, then naturally there is no reason to stop your mouth at this time. Yang Yunxi is like telling a story, knowing her and Gu Qingyu at the beginning, and making friends. And Gu Qingyu finally gave birth to Ah Shi with all his life.
"That's it, your mother went after she gave birth to you. On her deathbed, she entrusted you to me. Let you do the son. Thinking of Gu Qingyu, Yang Yunxi was also a little stunned: "At that time, you were only a little bit old, not as big as a pillar." I'm afraid I won't be able to feed you. β
Yang Yunxi said this, and finally smiled and compared Dun'er's current height: "But in a blink of an eye, you have grown so big." Finally fed. β
Ah Shi lay in Yang Yunxi's arms and was silent for a long time, just when Yang Yunxi almost thought that he was asleep, she heard Ah Shi ask softly: "What is she like?" β
Even though he knew that Ah Shi would be very likely to ask this, when he heard this, he couldn't help but tremble slightly.
But in the end, she still smiled: "Ah Shi's mother is a very good person. is very beautiful, Ah Shi looks very much like hers. She also has a good temperament, but her body is a little worse, like Ah Shi, she has been taking medicine since she was a child. I still have her place to stay, do you want to go and see it? And her portrait, the things she used - if Ah Shi wants to see it, I will take Ah Shi to see it. β
Ah Shi's voice became even more muffled: "Can I watch it?" β
Yang Yunxi chuckled: "I can." Why not? It doesn't matter if others don't remember her, but she gave birth to Ah Shi, and Ah Shi you should remember her. Thank her, too, for if you didn't have her, where would you come from? β
Ah Shi shook his head: "If my mother is not happy, I won't watch it." β
Ah Shi was so sensitive and sensible, but it made Yang Yunxi's eyelids suddenly sour, almost blurring her vision, but in the end, she forced herself to smile and said softly: "How come?" Could it be that Ah Shi didn't want to pay attention to me after he found out about this? Or don't you treat me as a mother? β
When Yang Yunxi said this, Ah Shi was a little flustered, and almost hurriedly retorted: "It's not like this, I'm just afraid that my mother will be unhappyββ"
"If Ah Shi listens to other people's words and thinks that his mother doesn't love you anymore and doesn't like you, his mother will be unhappy." Yang Yunxi took the opportunity to say, and glanced at Ah Shi again: "If someone says such a thing to Ah Shi in the future, Ah Shi must not believe it, okay?" β
Ah Shi nodded solemnly: "Ah Shi doesn't believe it." β
Yang Yunxi was satisfied, and said with a smile: "Then Ah Shi wants to see it now, or will he go tomorrow?" β
Ah Shi hesitated for a moment, but soon made a choice: "Go now." β
So Yang Yunxi took Ah Shi to Gu Qingyu's residence - in fact, Gu Qingyu lived the longest in the original Taisun Palace. So after Gu Qingyu went, she put Gu Qingyu's things in the Taisun Palace. And then carefully sealed up, so that this is the day.
She thought that when she led Ah Shi to see this, Ah Shi should have been quite young. What I didn't expect was that this day would come so early.
It's a subtle feeling.
The moment I stepped into the Taisun Palace, many memories came in a mixed manner, surging up like a wave, which made people a little unbearable, and people couldn't help but feel a little nostalgic and stunned.
Sighing lightly, Yang Yunxi glanced at the Taisun Palace, which seemed to have not changed much, and then silently thought in his heart: In a blink of an eye, so many years have passed.
Time flies, time is like water. It's all gone and there's never looked back. In the Taisun Palace, it carries the most humble and depressing past in her life, but it also carries the circles between her and Zhu Li, and also carries the most terrifying and dangerous battles in this palace.
And now standing here again, she couldn't help but be in a trance.