Chapter 1194: I Miss You So Much 4

"Kagami Shen, it's too late, it's too late......"

I don't know if she drank too much, Xia Sinian's mind was also a little unconscious, or if she couldn't say something before, through the wine, it gave her a little courage.

"I used to like you so much...... When I went desperately to find you before my wedding, I wanted to stay with you and never leave again......"

"But you didn't like me then, and I didn't dare ask you for help...... I know you all have your own things to do, and I can't bother you with my business......"

"By the time I return to the God Realm, when Xia Que threatens me, I have no choice......"

"When you said you were going to take me away at the wedding, I really wanted to go with you......"

"Kagami Shen,...... I didn't dare to say it, I didn't dare to say anything, because I knew you were using me, and it was ...... from the beginning"

"That's why I didn't dare to beg you, I never dared to ......"

"I don't want you to look down on me because I like you......"

"I just want to be Xia Sinian, I like you very much......"

"But it's too late, we can't go back, we can't go back, I don't care about what I've lost, but the wound in my heart will never heal, I don't want to fall into such a helpless situation again,......"

"Jing Si Shen, I can't anymore, I won't like you anymore......"

After saying these words, saying these words that had been held in her heart for a long time, after saying that, she suddenly burst into tears.

When these words were hidden in her heart, she couldn't let go.

When these words finally came out to Jing Sishen, at that moment, even if she was still drunk, she suddenly became relaxed.

Maybe if you say it, you really let it go, and completely let go of the person who is Jing Sishen from the heart.

Kagamiji's hand behind his back, his fingers clenched into fists, blood falling down his fingers.

He wanted to come up and hug her and tell her that it wasn't too late, that it was not too late, that they could start over.

Tell her that it was he who was wrong in the past, that he had too many hearts to help himself at that time,......

But he was not stupid, he knew that she could finally say the meaning of these words in front of him, she was completely abandoning the past, abandoning him......

He actually understands her character, she is a soft and resolute woman, and the decision made in her heart will definitely stick to the end.

She says she doesn't like him now,...... It's really not like it anymore.

The little girl he liked,...... I don't like him anymore.

And his repentance was really too late for her.

Every word of her, smashed on his heart, made him happy and painful.

Rejoice that she had liked him so much, and pain that he had brought her so much pain.

"Niannian," Kagashi Shen took a step forward.

Xia Sinian instinctively took a step back in panic, looking at him vigilantly with teary eyes.

She's really scared of him!

"If you don't want to, I won't force you, I'll let you go, you ......"

His voice was a little hoarse, he said this sentence very slowly, slowly, like a promise to her, reluctant to be too fast, so he said it to her slowly, and it seemed that this decision was too difficult, so difficult that every word was like a knife pierced in his heart, and he couldn't open his mouth in pain.