Chapter 1195: I Miss You So Much 5

"You...... In the future, live happily, okay? ”

The last sentence, his voice was much more relaxed, this was his true wish, he really hoped that she would be well, he had seen her in pain, she blocked Xia Que's palm for herself, and the blood stained her clothes......

Scene after scene in his mind, turning over and over, he didn't dare to close his eyes.

The girl he really loved had been hurt like that in front of him, and had lost their child......

Even though she denied it repeatedly, he knew everything......

He knew that Feng Ran had come in the afternoon, and when he went to look for June, he also met Lan Yinyi, and he knew from Lan Yinyi that although she didn't die back then, she was actually very seriously injured, and it took several years for light healing......

She was deeply devastated when she was pregnant with her child, not only did she not save the child, but she also hurt her roots, and she will never have any more children in this life......

She was so deeply wounded, in such a desperate situation, that she wanted to kill herself......

All this ......

It's all caused by him.

He hurt her far more than he could have imagined.

It's not that I'm wrong, I love you, and I'll make it up to you......

It's not something that can be compensated.

is to lose his life, to lose the rest of his life, what he owes her, can't make up, can't make up.

Now that she had finally let go of the pain, if he insisted on staying by her side, it would not only make her want to escape more, but also make her more miserable.

She could recall the pain when she saw him think of him.

If this is the case, all the love he thought will turn into a deeper hurt.

If he really loves her at this time, what he should do is not to take a step forward, but to take a step back.

Set her free, let her live the way she wants, not force her to accept him.

He drank a lot of wine and persuaded himself countless times before he finally came to see her, but when he saw her, he still couldn't say the words that set her free.

It wasn't until she said that he realized that all he could do now was to let go.

His beloved girl...... He wants to let her be happy.

If it was in the past, he would never have thought that one day, he would let go because he loved someone too much.

He is such a person who will not give up until he achieves his goal......

But I was afraid that she would be hurt again,...... I don't even want her to remember a little bit of pain......

Kagami looked at Xia Sinian who looked at him in astonishment, and suddenly bent the corners of his lips at her.

As if they had met her for the first time, he looked at her and smiled.

Xia Sinian looked at Jing Sishen in a daze, a little suddenly, as if she had seen and heard it wrong, and she didn't dare to take a breath,...... She thought that Jing Si Shen would be the one who was the most stubborn...... She didn't expect that it would be him, but he would say no longer forcing her......

She was afraid she had misheard,......

was so happy, and she was relieved, and after questioning and relaxing, she actually had a trace of inexplicable nervousness.

She unconsciously clenched her cuffs.

Kagami looked at her deeply, as if he wanted to engrave her appearance in his heart,...... Then he turned abruptly, opened the door and walked out, closing it again.

Completely separate her from him through a door.

He looked at her as if he was still in the air, but there was no longer his figure there, only a few drops of crimson on the bright marble floor, as if they had bloomed.