This is Chu Xin's first Spring Festival in Northern Qi, and there will naturally be a palace banquet in the palace, Xiao Zhi has already gone to the palace with Chu Yi, leaving her in the mansion.

He didn't think it was anything like this, he was quiet in the house, and when he went to the palace to say some polite words, he really felt very boring.

"Will my sister be unhappy?"

Qianqian sat obediently beside Chu Xin, her body relying on her, knowing what had happened today.

Knowing that His Royal Highness took the princess to the palace, leaving only his sister alone in the mansion, knowing that his sister's identity was a side concubine, he could only take the princess into the palace according to the rules.

"It's only a little unhappy, but you're all with me, and our yard is also lively!"

Chu Xin smiled and touched Qianqian's face, Mingyu and Dew Drop were by her side, what else was wrong?

"Actually, Mrs. Fang doesn't have to be sad, I can see that Your Highness has your place in his heart."

Dew Drop comforted, she has been familiar with Chu Xin a lot since she was by her side, and it could be seen that Her Highness must have her place in her heart.

"That's it!"

Mingyu also nodded in agreement, they all sat around here, there were tea and pastries on the side, there was light snow outside, and the charcoal fire lit inside, the room was warm.

"You still need to eat a little more in the future, just make up for it, just gain a little more weight, remember when I first saw you, thin and small, and now I finally grow a little meat!"

Chu Xin took a piece of pastry and stuffed it into Qianqian's mouth, and since Qianqian came, she felt a lot more lively every day.

Qianqian was always tinkering with some spices in the house, so when she was able to successfully concoct the incense, the incense she personally concocted actually smelled unique.

"I'm already trying to eat!"

Qianqian blinked and said aggrievedly.

This look made Mingyu and Dew Drop laugh, and they could only say that the little girl was very cute.

It was already late, Chu Xin asked everyone to go down to rest, and he felt very quiet sitting in the house alone, and the lively atmosphere suddenly became quiet.

This is the first Spring Festival in Northern Qi, and you can hear all kinds of lively sounds outside, what is Xiao Zhi doing at the moment, is he taking Chu Yi to say all kinds of polite words?

knew that Xiao Zhi would definitely come over, so he waited here, but his heart was still a little stuffy, as if there was something important, it would always be Chu Yi who stood by Xiao Zhi's side, and she would always have to back down.

No matter how big or small things are, you have to give in, you have to take into account the existence of this Chu Yi, a third person has been squeezed in between yourself and Xiao Zhi, and everything has to think that there will be her existence.

This feeling seems to be really bad, and many times I deliberately forget this feeling, but every day is a reminder that there is already another person between them.

Do you have to live like this in the future?

Chu Xin poured a cup of tea and drank it all, he shouldn't have such thoughts anymore, and he shouldn't always doubt himself like this.

Since it's all like this, you have to live your own life, and you shouldn't think about it so much.

But can you really control not thinking about it?

Just like at this moment, I can't help but think about what will happen to Xiao Zhi and Chu Yi, will they be the most compatible pair in the eyes of outsiders, are they just a side concubine and can't be on the stage?

Chu Xin sat alone and was silent for a long time, and when the lively sound outside slowly became quieter, the door finally opened.

It's Xiao Zhi, it's him who is finally back.

There seemed to be a little snow on his shoulders, and there seemed to be some snowflakes on his hair and eyelashes, and he looked dusty.

"Is it still snowing outside, no one has an umbrella, why is there so much snow on your body?"

Chu Xin hurriedly got up and patted the snow on Xiao Zhi's shoulder, and was indeed hugged.

"I don't want to stay there, I just want to come back and see you, I just want to stay with you tonight."

Xiao Zhi closed his eyes and felt that he was very tired.

Isn't that the same thing when the palace banquet is said, people who are not familiar with it at all on weekdays pretend to be familiar, and say some polite words, they really feel very tired and tired.

"I've been waiting for you for a long time, it's okay, it's good if you can come."

Chu Xin was stunned and expressionless, as if she had been waiting since she came here, always passively.

"If you come over like this, won't Chu Yi be angry?"

Chu Xin continued to ask numbly.

It seems that I have asked this sentence many times, and many things have to consider the existence of Chu Yi.

"She's too drunk to drink, and she's gone to rest."

Xiao Zhi didn't notice this, today he didn't want to say anything or do anything, he just wanted to stay with the person he liked, just be quiet.

When he got up early the next morning, the people around him had already left, Chu Xin got up and dressed up, and he was going to Fanghua Courtyard later.

It's just that when I think of those last night, I still feel very heavy, as if I have always had this inexplicable feeling since I came here.

It would be nice if there were no other people between him and Xiao Zhi.

After going, he still greeted respectfully, maybe Chu Yi was in a good mood today, but he didn't feel too embarrassed, but let her sit and have tea together.

"Since I experienced last night, I only knew that His Highness's situation would be so difficult, so it is very important to befriend the crown princess, do you understand?"

Yesterday's scene was really not good, maybe it was because her identity as the princess of Da Chu could give Xiao Zhi some face, otherwise the situation would only be worse.

"Didn't I go to the palace banquet yesterday, but what happened?"

Xiao Zhi, who I saw yesterday, seemed to be very tired and tired, and didn't ask anything more, could it be that something happened

"It's nothing more than that I feel that there is nothing behind His Royal Highness, and there are not many people who are loved by my father, and there are many people who fall into the well and see people cooking like this!"

Chu Yi said angrily, when she has suffered such a grievance, she must help Her Highness run to the highest position, and she will never suffer like this again!

Chu Xin lowered his eyes and didn't know what to say, it was precisely because he knew this that he was willing to make friends with Xu Miaorong, and it would definitely be beneficial to be friendly with the crown princess.

"I don't talk to the crown princess, it's useless to talk to you, you can talk to the princess, every day when you are free, go to the East Palace to talk to the princess, if you need anything, tell me directly, I will give it to you."

Chu Yi can only put his hope on Chu Xin like this, as long as he can help His Highness, then everything is easy to say.

"I understand that."

There is no need for Chu Yi to say more, Chu Xin understands this, she has long understood, it's just that Chu Yi is too arrogant to see this, and she must feel it in person to understand.

"Yesterday I received a letter from Da Chu that happened to be the Spring Festival, but it can also relieve your homesickness, these letters are for you."

Chu Yi looked at Yuexiang, who respectfully placed the letter on the table.

"Finally received a reply again, thank you Princess!"

Chu Xin immediately smiled and took the letters in his hand, every time he received a reply, it was the happiest time, wondering what happened to Da Chu, and wondering how his mother and Shu'er were doing.

"These days are full of joy, don't make trouble between us, you take it back and take a closer look after the letter, remember I told you to go to the East Palace, and you must be good friends with the crown princess."

Chu Yi gave a good face today, precisely because he knew how difficult His Highness was living, so he didn't want him to always worry about things in the backyard.

"Yes."

Chu Xin returned to Qixia Courtyard with the letter, and couldn't wait to open it and read it.

It turned out that Chu Shu was also married, and she was with Liu Xuanfeng, the person who saved her life that day, no wonder there was already a fate between them.

and the contradiction between Chu Yan and Gu Xiao is getting deeper and deeper, so deep that even the Queen Mother can't stand it.

Chu Xin frowned while watching, the matter has gone to the palace, even the Queen Mother knows, it seems that this is not a trivial matter, but in order to take care of the royal face, he will definitely send someone to persuade Chu Yan.

It seems that this is another bad fate.

When I received the letter from my mother, my hands were trembling, and I suddenly didn't dare to open it.

Knowing that he is leaving will definitely bring a big blow to his mother, and he will definitely make his mother think about him all the time.

When he saw that word by word telling his thoughts, Chu Xin burst into tears.

"Don't be too sad Mrs. Fang, I just hope Mrs. Fang is happy."

Mingyu comforted on the side, it was a good thing to be able to receive these letters, these days were full of joy, but don't cry.

"I just miss my mother too much to imagine how lonely she can be alone."

Chu Xin suddenly put down the letter, covered his face with his hands and couldn't help crying bitterly.

I don't know what happened to me, but I suddenly had a very strong feeling of regret, and the moment I saw these letters, that feeling of regret had never been so violent.

"Madame Side?"

Mingyu was anxious and didn't know what to do, so she could only gently pat Chu Xin's shoulder, maybe she really just missed her mother too much.

"Mingyu, I'm fine, you go out first, let me stay alone for a while."

After Mingyu went out, Chu Xin cried aggrievedly, feeling that he had a lot of things in his heart, and he couldn't help it, so he could only cry out completely today.

I feel that life here is not at all what I imagined, and it turns out that the existence of another person is such a difficult thing.

It turns out that the relationship between her and Xiao Zhi is really not as beautiful as imagined, and some small things are just a few things in normal times, as long as any big thing happens, it will only be Chu Yi who will stand by Xiao Zhi's side.

She is just a side concubine who can't be on the stage, just like she could only wait at home last night If Xiao Zhi doesn't come, she won't have anything to do.

Wait, wait, forever can only wait.

I hate this feeling of waiting, I don't know what the result will be, and my heart is clenched tightly while waiting.

Say good love, say good will only have the two of them, no, these are all gone!

Mingyu stood outside, hearing the sound of crying in the house, she was very worried and distressed.

In fact, life here is indeed not as good as imagined, because Chu Xin is just a side concubine, and she has to take into account the existence of the princess at all times.

This must be a very bad feeling, just like last night, I could only wait until that late to wait for His Royal Highness to come, even if I came, I had to take into account whether the princess would be angry.

Suddenly there was a very uneasy premonition, will Chu Xin regret it, will he regret coming here desperately, will he regret leaving his mother?