Chapter 218 Do you want a child
It's winter again, and it's already snowing lightly, with only a thin layer of snow on the ground.
"Yuexiang, time flies so fast, two or three years have passed in a blink of an eye, and I always think it is the time of the past, and I always feel that I am still the carefree princess."
Chu Yi wrapped his furry cloak and stepped on the snow step by step, the snow on the ground was very thin and thin, and when he stepped on it, it changed into snow water.
She looked like she had lost a lot of weight, and even for the sake of her shaggy cloak, her body looked extremely slender.
In fact, to be honest, she was really unhappy, whether it was when Chu Xin was there at the beginning, or when she was not there, she seemed to feel very unhappy.
I always feel that everything is not the same as I imagined, the difference is too big, and it is precisely because the gap is too big that I can't accept it.
"Princess, let me say something that shouldn't be said, since I have already chosen, there is no turning back."
Yuexiang whispered, as a person who has been serving for so long, how could she not hear what this means?
Do you regret it?
"I know," Chu Yi smiled faintly.
"It's just that I have a little emotion in my heart, looking at the snow falling on these two days, I feel that there seems to be no difference from the snow that fell in Chu Palace in the past, they are all the same white, and there is only a thin layer on the ground, and I can't see it when I step on it."
As he spoke, he stepped on a new position, and the snow there suddenly turned into water, and then he was out of sight.
Suddenly I felt that my life seemed to be like this, I looked happy, but I couldn't withstand any turmoil at all, and now I got everything I wanted?
You don't think you got it, do you?
"Yuexiang, you've been with me for so long, do you think I've done something wrong and confused?"
Chu Yi asked as he walked, and he always felt very trance-like recently.
Xiao Zhi always said that he was getting busier and busier, and there were only a handful of times when he stayed in the house every day, leaving himself to face a group of women in the nursing home, and he was half angry every day.
A lot of the time, it's kind of trying to be patient, just don't let those women come over to say hello, it's out of sight and out of mind.
But those women are still there after all, and sometimes when I think about it, I feel panicked.
"Princess, there is no turning back, not to mention that the current situation is not bad, the princess should think about her future, instead of thinking about these inexplicable things, it will only increase her troubles."
Yuexiang held Chu Yi's arm and persuaded with concern, the current princess may be too lonely alone, so she often thinks crankily, and she should find something useful.
"How do I think about myself? The person who used to think that this dazzling eye is gone, what else can I do now? ”
Chu Yi said helplessly, isn't Chu Xin, who he once hated the most, never appear again, but doesn't his life seem to be like this?
is not as generous as she imagined at all, she minds every woman around Xiao Zhi, and when she thinks about it, she feels jealous and goes crazy.
She admits that she is exactly the same as her former mother, has she become the person she least wants to be?
"Feelings are the least important, your current status is a princess, and it's time to have a child. When you have a child, you will feel that life passes quickly, and you will calculate and plan for your child, and you will feel that all this is just like that.
Even the former concubine Niangniang has been as confused as the princess of this carving, but after having a princess, everything is considered for the princess, and the woman is weak and the mother is strong, and everything will slowly change! “
Yuexiang can be regarded as a person who has come over after all, and everything feels very bland about Chu Yi's reaction, isn't the former concubine also like this?
I care so much about the other women around my husband, I can't eat or sleep, I feel jealous every day, and I feel like I'm going crazy.
But later, after having the prince and princess, didn't he slowly take his mind back?
If you have a child, you naturally have to think about the child, and those ethereal feelings have to be put aside.
"Kid?"
Chu Yi seemed to be stunned and didn't speak for a long time.
Will she and Xiao Zhi still have children?
Xiao Zhi rarely returned home every day, and he couldn't say a few words when he saw him, as if he had become a stranger this day.
Sometimes I rely on my temperament to echo a few words, but the other party is just a perfunctory word.
"Yes, when the princess has a child, it will not be like now, if you have to plan for the child, people will slowly become more motivated and have more energy, which is the most important thing!"
Yuexiang nodded vigorously, the future princess will finally understand that what she said now is right, she is the one who came over, and she is also looking at what the former concubine was like.
After all, the princess will live like a concubine, but there is nothing wrong with this, as long as she has a high status and lives a life of fine clothes and food, wouldn't it be good?
How many people don't have this life!
These ethereal feelings are like a mirror, if they can be obtained, then they are naturally the best. If you can't get it, it's nothing, and you don't have to take it too seriously.
The child's incident also left traces in Chu Yi's heart, and he has been thinking about it since that day.
Yuexiang also makes sense, she is too lonely, so she always thinks crankily, and when she has a child, she will put all her thoughts on the child.
It's just that if you want to have a child, you can't do it alone, Xiao Zhi still has a little resentment towards her, and I'm afraid that I can't even talk well every day.
On this day, Xiao Zhi was able to stay in the mansion with nothing to do, so Chu Yi dressed up and went to the study, in fact, if he wanted a child, it would be very good.
"It's snowing outside, and if you wear such a thin outfit, you'll catch a cold."
Xiao Zhi put down the pen and glanced at her, and said lightly.
"It's hard for you to be free in the house today, if I don't come, I'll miss this opportunity again, and I don't know when I'll be able to come and talk to you again!"
Chu Yi was a little aggrieved in and out of his words, in fact, he also felt that he was really aggrieved this day, and the time he spent with his husband was so short.
But now in the end, Xiao Zhi is also the most trusted person of His Majesty, and her position as the princess is also rising, which is a good feeling, and there will be gains if you lose.
"I won't go out today if I have nothing to do, what do you want to come over and say?"
Today's Xiao Zhi seems to be a little gentler, not as frosty as before.
Sometimes it can't always be an attitude, it will only make a person's heart gradually cold, and it's time to heat up.
"Don't you blame me for beating Mrs. Hui last time?"
Chu Yi put down the prepared pastry, walked to Xiao Zhi's side and pulled his hand, and asked aggrievedly.
Now that he dares to ask, he also knows in his heart that Shen Minghui is not important at all, and he was still a little worried about beating Chu Xin in the past, but now that he has beaten Shen Minghui, it doesn't matter at all.
"Since she made the mistake first, it is understandable for you as a princess to teach you a lesson, why blame you?"
Sure enough, Xiao Zhi's reaction was very flat, he didn't like to ask about the affairs between women in the backyard, and he didn't like it even more after Chu Xin was gone.
"If there is nothing big in the backyard, you don't have to come and tell me, as a princess, you do have the right to discipline them, and you can make your own decisions."
Xiao Zhi said as he put Chu Yi's hand on his hand and rubbed it carefully, and his hands seemed to be a little frozen all the way just now.
"After all this time, you're finally willing to forgive me?" Chu Yi's eyes were already red.
"You've always been lukewarm to me since the last incident, I know you're resentful of me, watching the women in the backyard change one by one, do you know how heartbroken I am?
And that Shen Minghui, I know that you are just angry with me to be good to her, but I still feel so jealous, and I still feel so painful! “
Feeling that his hands were slowly warming up, Chu Yi finally felt a little more relieved, and he knew the lesson from the last time.
No matter what, Chu Xin will not come back after all, and he will not become a threat to himself.
Even if Xiao Zhi has nothing to do with his anger, there will always be a day when he can reconcile.
"Those women are not what I want, but it is always good for me to take them in, not to mention that you are the only princess in the house, and you are the only real hostess."
Xiao Zhi's expression suddenly became very gentle, comforting softly word by word, and while speaking, he also sat down with Chu Yi in his arms, and reached out to put his arms around her and let her lean on himself.
"You've finally forgiven me!"
Chu Yi couldn't bear it anymore, threw himself into Xiao Zhi's arms and cried aggrievedly, so many days of coldness and anger have finally passed, have you finally reconciled?
So, is Xiao Zhi finally able to let go of Chu Xin?
"You and I are husband and wife who have worshiped heaven and earth, since we are husband and wife, how can we have an overnight feud? Many things are indeed in the past. ”
Xiao Zhi hugged Chu Yi, although he was saying comforting words, his eyes were still cold.
He is really tired of this, and he always has to say one sentence after another against his will to coax this woman, which is really disgusting!
"Yes, you and I are a legitimate husband and wife, since we are husband and wife, how can there be an overnight feud, no matter what you do, you will forgive me!"
Crying and crying, Chu Yi smiled, she is still a woman, she still needs her husband's love, just like a flower needs sunshine and nectar.
Xiao Zhi's love is the best sunshine nectar for her.
She no longer wants to stay alone in her yard all the time, obviously she is also married, and she also needs her husband's love.
"Okay, okay, don't cry, everything has passed, and we have a lot of time in the future, from now on is the time when the two of us should really get along, let all the bad things pass."
Xiao Zhi was a little perfunctory and comforted, but it was really the most beautiful words to Chu Yi's ears.
So the shadow that Chu Xin brought to himself can finally pass, anyway, it's only been more than half a year, and Xiao Zhi can finally let go of all this.
So, Chu Xin really lost, lost completely, in fact, what if Xiao Zhi blamed her for these things, but it will be reconciled after all!
Because they are husband and wife who worship the righteous name of heaven and earth, there can be no overnight enmity, they are one.
Chu Xin is just a side lady, and now there are many side ladies in the backyard, and without one Chu Xin, there will be something else after all, so whether she exists or not is just that thing
Chu Xin, you lost.