Chapter 219: How is she again
It's another night, Chu Xin closed the window tightly, didn't they all say that it was very warm here, why did that little snow fall at this moment?
"I'm really flattered that Your Majesty can call me over today, I don't know what's the matter?"
Chu Xin moved back to his place step by step, sitting opposite and looking at Yuan Heng.
It seems to be a little similar to the face in my memory, but what remains unchanged is the weak lips and the medicinal gas emanating from the whole body, so you can know that it must be because I have been drinking medicine for many years.
"I just think fate is very wonderful, but I didn't expect to meet the person I met many years ago, but I look at you in a trance now. No matter how you used to be, you were the princess of Da Chu, do you really want to stay here now? ”
Yuan Heng was wrapped in a thick cloak and was furry, and he looked particularly weak today, so he came to the medicine garden and asked the father and daughter of Doctor Song to continue to make a bowl of soup and medicine.
After drinking, I felt warm all over my body, and my breathing was much smoother.
His illness is really thanks to Doctor Song, and thanks to the fact that their father and daughter often go out to collect medicines, so there are all kinds of medicines in this medicine garden.
"Actually, Your Majesty doesn't know, today's tragedy is also caused by my stupidity, so I can't resent it at all, if I really want to complain, I can only resent my own stupidity, and I have a feeling that I can't say it."
Chu Xin lowered his head with self-reproach, in fact, in addition to resenting his own stupidity, he was more sorry for his mother!
Once heard the news that his mother had died of illness, he often did not dare to recall, as long as he thought about it, he would feel how hateful he was at the beginning.
"The scars on your face are not as deep as when you first saw them, they seem to be much lighter, what I have the most impression of you is your eyes, you were once bullied, but your eyes are bright and bright, but now they are dim."
Yuan Heng's voice was very soft and soft, like the snow falling gently outside at this moment.
"I remember when Ah Yun brought me back, she said that it was very warm here, but why did it still snow lightly in winter?"
Chu Xin didn't want to say this anymore, so he looked out the window, in fact, he couldn't see anything when the window was closed, but he couldn't get past the pass in his heart.
She is afraid to talk about the past again, and every time she mentions it, she is full of guilt, and the person she is most sorry for is her mother.
"No matter how warm it is in winter, it will snow after all, but Nanliang will not snow heavily, only some light snow as at this moment."
Yuan Heng smiled lightly, "I still remember that when I went to the Chu Palace, it was also winter, and there was a heavy snowfall there, and my shoes would get wet when I walked on the ground, but not here in Nanliang, there is only a thin layer, and I can't see it when I step on it." ”
As he spoke, Yuan Heng laughed, the snow was white, falling from the sky lightly, quietly covering the ground with only such a shallow layer, as long as people stepped on it, they couldn't see it.
I still remember that when I went to Chu Palace when I was a child, there was also a heavy snowfall, where the snow was called deep, and if I stepped on it, I would step on a big hole, and even my shoes would get wet.
"It turns out that Your Majesty remembers it so clearly!"
If you really count it carefully, it turns out that the time in the Chu Palace is the happiest, and even the days in the cold palace seem to be quite happy, she and her mother stay together at the time of warming each other.
Chu Xin felt that the most difficult thing was the years in Northern Qi, he always felt like a superfluous existence, which was not at all the same as he imagined.
In fact, if you think about it, Xiao Zhi and Chu Yi are the husband and wife of heaven and earth, what is there that the two of them will naturally discuss, what does it matter to her?
It's just that when I thought of Qianqian, who died tragically that night, I was unwilling after all!
"What do you say? Your Majesty is unwell and went to the medicine garden again? ”
Ning Guiren was already lying on the bed and preparing to rest, but when he heard the Jinxiu next to him coming to report, he hurriedly got up and freshened up.
It doesn't matter if she didn't report last time, this time since she knows that His Majesty is in the medicine garden, then she must go to take care of it.
Your Majesty sometimes doesn't like to drink medicine when he gets sick, this is the most important thing, no matter what, the medicine prepared by Imperial Doctor Song must be the most effective, but it must not be stopped!
"Your Majesty, it's snowing outside now, and it's still so cold, Your Majesty naturally has someone to serve you, not to mention that since you haven't announced that your nobles have gone over to take care of you..."
Jinxiu persuaded distressedly, the master had already freshened up and was lying on the bed ready to sleep, and he didn't want to come over to report.
But the master cares about His Majesty the most, and he doesn't dare to delay the news, now the cold wind outside has been blowing, if you go over again, I'm afraid it will be a little troublesome.
"Enough, you don't need to persuade me anymore, I didn't come to report last time, forget it, this time I already know, but I must ask to take care of it, Your Majesty's body is already weak, and someone must take care of it!"
Ning Guiren's eyes were firm, and as soon as he lifted the quilt, he gasped, it was indeed quite cold.
But he didn't care about these at all, that is, he must go over to take care of His Majesty in person, and he must not let other women take advantage of the loophole like last time!
Although he knew that the woman's body was mutilated and her face was ruined, she still felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.
She has always been accustomed to her unique position, and even if a crippled and ugly woman can persuade His Majesty to drink medicine, it makes her feel a little embarrassed in her heart.
I didn't know last time, but now that I know, I must take care of it myself, and by the way, I want to see how ugly that woman is!
I heard that there were scars on her face and her legs were broken, how did such a woman persuade His Majesty to drink medicine?
"Are you sure she does have a scar on her face? Broken left leg too? ”
Ning Guiren stood up and spread her hands, and Jinxiu was dressing her one by one.
Now that the night has been born, it is cold outside, and when you go out suddenly, you must wear a lot of clothes!
"The slave can see it clearly, absolutely right! I said a few words to her, but it was very self-contained, I heard that she was injured and picked up by Dr. Song's father and daughter, and she had nowhere to go, so she left people in the medicine garden, so everything last time may really be just a coincidence? ”
Jinxiu replied truthfully while tying her belt, always feeling that her master was a little too worried.
It's just a woman with a crippled body, and she doesn't need to take it to heart like this at all, because she is not worthy of the eyes of her master.
"Anyway, I still want to see it for myself to feel at ease."
Ning Guiren closed his eyes and exhaled heavily, he had already laid down, the bed was warm, and he felt chills all over his body as soon as he got out of bed.
When the door opened, I felt a cold wind blowing on my body and a light snow drifting down.
"Nobles should pay attention to their bodies!"
Jinxiu found a fluffy cloak and put it around Ning Guiren, she took an umbrella, and asked the two palace people to carry the lantern and walked towards the medicine garden step by step.
I can only silently hope that nothing will happen tonight, if something really happens, the noble person will definitely blame himself!
After all, there is no threat, and this sentence is indeed said by herself, if so, what restless thoughts does that woman have?
"After drinking the medicine, I feel that Your Majesty seems to be better, but the smell of medicine on my body seems to have increased a little."
Chu Xin was sitting opposite Yuan Heng, and the room was lit with candles, so he could see the other party's face clearly.
"I always feel that His Majesty's temper is very good, really good, there is no arrogance at all, and even talking is only since me, sometimes I think there is really such a good person?"
Chu Xin supported his chin with his hand, and asked a little boldly, or maybe there were only a few people closest to him in his life.
The rest of the people are all on top, especially Chu Yi, sometimes her careless and disdainful eyes are really hurtful.
So looking at Yuan Heng in front of me, I always feel a little unreal, is there really such a good person?
Obviously I am a king, but I feel that I am generous and benevolent without the slightest arrogance, and even when I speak, I just call myself up.
And the people around him seem to really care about his body, and they all sincerely hope that he can live a long life, which is enough to show what a good person the master in their hearts is.
If such a good person has a child, he must also be extremely loving to the child, right?
The biological mother died early, and the biological father was so general to her, and she always felt that somewhere in her heart seemed to be incomplete.
"It's because I feel that my body is so weak, I don't deserve to sit in this position, and I don't deserve everything now, so I want to do better and better, and the people around me are serving them wholeheartedly, why do I lose my temper with them?"
Yuan Heng had been listening quietly, and after listening, he slowly replied word by word.
The whole person still looks so quiet and peaceful, as if he won't get angry no matter what.
"Seeing Your Majesty like this, I feel a little emotional, why can't I meet such a good person as Your Majesty in my life? Why do you always trample on me so high and so high again and again? ”
Chu Xin just smiled shallowly, but his eyes were slowly turning red.
always said that she didn't care about Chu Yi, but the harm she brought was real.
How can there be no trace of the irony of yin and yang again and again, the harm brought again and again?
And Xiao Zhi, just think it's his wishful thinking and trust missed, right?
Sometimes I dream of Mingyu, I dream that she is covered in blood, and I dream that she blames herself for being so stupid in the first place, why she insists on going her own way!
I will also dream of Qianqian, and dream that she cried aggrievedly and said why did she die? Why didn't her brother and sister protect her?
She remembered many, many times, remembering that she had been in a coma for most of the year, and it seemed that she basically always had nightmares.
Every time I wake up from a nightmare, I feel relieved when I smell the smell of medicine, but I deliberately don't dare to think about it anymore.
Now when I suddenly say it, it seems that everything is gushing out, and it is slowly coming to the surface, and the memories that I least want to recall can no longer be hidden.
Yuan Heng just watched quietly, watching the person in front of him vent his emotions little by little in front of him, he has always been an extremely gentle person who will tolerate everything.
It was about a long time before I was about to say a few words of comfort when the door suddenly opened.
"Your Majesty?"
The person who came in was Ning Guiren, who looked a little dusty, the cloak around his body was stained with snowflakes, and the slight broken hair on his forehead was wet and sticky to his face.
"The concubine heard that His Majesty was unwell, so she hurried to take care of her, and now it seems that Your Majesty is in good health, so the concubine is relieved!"
Ning Guiren took a deep breath and suppressed his beating heart, but he felt that his body was not cold at all when he walked all the way, especially after feeling the atmosphere in the room, he felt a little irritable.