The day before the final exam.

"Students, this final exam, the city's joint examination rankings, I hope everyone can get good results tomorrow, and you can see if you are stronger than back then, I believe that everyone here is no worse than those who entered the first middle school back then."

It's really not me who blows, the class teacher's mobilization in this section has the demeanor of Teacher Adolf to mobilize World War II, which simply grasps the psychological characteristics of the two roles of students in the key class of the second middle school + high school students - the unwillingness to compete and the unwillingness of the students who have been on the list for two years.

Night.

Go to bed at eleven o'clock.

Because I was idle, drinking tea and reading at the same time, and I was nervous about the slightly more important exam, I closed my eyes and didn't fall asleep for an hour and a half.

Even though I muted my phone, the vibrations came.

Shibai:

"Slept? Tomorrow's exam is said to be ranked in the whole city. ”

Is it Shibai, late-night emo?

"Hey, I'm so uncomfortable, I'm definitely not going to be able to do this exam╥_╥..."

I wasn't going to go back, but I'm still troubled.

I:

"Okay, it's okay, isn't this a year away from the college entrance examination?"

Shibai:

"But I've fallen a lot better. The teacher talks about the review class, and I can't keep up. ”

I:

"Hey, okay, okay, I'll make it up to you during the summer vacation, I really want that guy to pay me for my salary, my girlfriend, I need someone else to take care of it."

Shibai:

"I've already separated from him."

I wasn't shocked to hear this, after all, there were already signs before, but sooner than I expected.

"You say, who are you counting me, what is the relationship between the two of us?"

I realized that something was wrong with the atmosphere.

I:

"Hmmm... More enlightened guardians, we are brothers and sisters who have a particularly good relationship. ”

Shibai:

"Oh, that's it. Since I'm a guardian, you can ask me to do anything, anything~"

I:

"Then I'll just make a request, hurry up and go to bed."

Shibai:

"Going to bed? Whose bed is it on? ”

I:

"Uh-huh???"

I hastened to change the subject.

"A few days ago, I saw you, and my elementary school classmates said that they saw you in the gym when they were taking the physical education high school entrance examination in junior high school, and they said that you were dark and fat. Isn't it surprisingly pretty? ”

I know that she must be complaining and shy when she says this.

Shibai:

"Hmm~ As an older brother, you actually praised your sister as a girl, saying that she was beautiful, what a pervert."

The scene is out of control... I was just thinking about what to say

"Do you like that?"

I don't know what to say anymore, but I think she should be recognized, and Shibai has always been lovely in my heart.

I:

"Why don't you like it?"

Shibai:

"I like it too, I like you to always be so gentle with me, I like you to accept me no matter what, I like you."

For the first time in my life, I was confessed by my sister, maybe because of some strange fuse, to get to this point. At the same time, some strange feelings and impulses broke out in my heart, no matter how good I was at protecting myself, no matter how strong my psychological defense was, I had fallen, and my desire to protect her had deteriorated.

She even sent a voice message in the middle of the night.

"Brother~, your sister was bullied, and my arms are blue."

Her coquettish voice, my heart melted, but the two dazzling words were reflected in my eyes.

Well, the impulsive high school student definitely can't hold his breath at this time, but it's night. If you can't hold your breath, you will be able to calm down.

I:

"After the exam tomorrow, I will definitely go to Beicheng District to block him." I've always been a good student, but I didn't expect to say such a gangster-like thing.

Shibai:

"Hmm~ I'll wait for you after school. Also, during the summer vacation, I want to ask you to make up for the class. Come on tomorrow for the exam, brother. ”

The first day of the final exam.

Even though I did wake up with my eyes open, I felt tired all over my body as I woke up, as if I had never slept.

Obviously, this exam is very important for people like me who are obsessed with grades, but now my mind is very messy, and the events of last night are very shocking to me, and I am not thinking about how to reply to Shibai's feelings. My desire for protection was unprecedentedly inflated, and my absent-mindedness was especially evident in the afternoon English exam.

I'm not good at English listening, and my mind is full of last night's conversation. Suffice it to say that from the price of the shirt was 9 pounds and 15 pence, I was basically distracted the whole time

"Do you like it?"

"Like you."

I was basically listening to the whole thing on my subconscious, and I couldn't even tell whether I chose the option I heard on the radio or just in Mongolia.

After the exam, I returned to my heart like an arrow. I didn't go home, I avoided my parents, and behind the pavilion in the small square, (Limu Soga's family lived on the first floor, and the balcony was directly opposite the square of the community) and dialed Shibai's phone.

The phone just came up with a tone to dial later.

I called five times, but there was no answer. I understand that maybe I'm just worrying for no reason, maybe I'm just feeling bloated when I want to meet.

I sat in the little pavilion and watched God. (Yes, although he said that he was going to Shibai School, he had to settle accounts with that kid.) But I didn't go directly, I was worried that I would cause trouble to Shibai, I was worried that I would look stupid when I went, maybe I was just inferior and mediocre-looking, and the old-fashioned No. 2 Middle School student ran to the door of No. 1 Middle School, looking very much like a clown. ）

The phone was still silent when it was brought out of school, but the epicenter of the call reached the palm of my hand. As I expected, it was Shibai calling, so I quickly answered it.

"What's wrong?"

"What's wrong, I made many phone calls, but you didn't answer, didn't you say you were bullied last night, I'm worried to death."

"What did you say last night, I'm fine, you don't have to worry, you have to work hard for the exam tomorrow." Before I could speak, I was hung up.

Last night's affectionate dialogue, as if it never happened, or she was sad because she was affected by the breakup, find me to vent.

First night.

Cine recently launched the function of whispering, (a certain q in about 18 years, space talk about the launch of the function. So I wrote out my dissatisfaction with my low self-esteem and self-deprecation, and I didn't even have the courage to comfort my depressed sister in a more subtle way, although the feature itself is anonymity enough (it won't show the publisher's ID, just a friend or a friend's friend.) I'm not just trying to express my feelings, but I'm also trying to find out what poetry thinks. But I didn't quite expect her to see and reply.

She replied anyway

"You are the best brother, don't always be presumptuous, please work hard, I still count on you. ( *￣▽￣) ((≧︶≦*)”

After the final exams are over. Summer vacation.

Originally, the summer vacation before the third year of high school was customary to make up classes (just extra classes.) But after two weeks of our session, it was stopped by the Education Bureau, and it was said that it was reported.

The results are also out. - 590 points, the city's ranking is 400, which is quite a good result for me. This gave me more confidence and capital to make up for Shibai. I was desperately doing my homework, thinking that I would give Shibai time to make up for the class on the premise of completing my summer homework and revision in advance.

But after the end of Cine's whispering, Shibai never called my brother again, and never talked about making up classes, although there were a few times when I took the initiative to propose, but most of them were busy and had no time, so similar words were shirked. Besides, she didn't say a word about that night, as if it were a dream of mine.

Mid-August 2018.

At the end of July, with my liver strength, I finished all the revision materials distributed in school. As of today, I have been idle for half a month.

To be honest, this holiday is very precious for prospective high school juniors, after all, it should not exist according to the practice of previous years. Such anomalies are a harbinger of what will happen next.

Even if I ended the holiday in an extremely leisurely way, there was nothing wrong with me as a student. But since that night, her words have opened Pandora's box, and the name Soshibai has taken up most of my mind, I don't know what kind of mentality she has in order to say such dialogue, but I can clearly feel her uneasiness, her isolation, and her dependence on me. I want to share these negative emotions with her, and I want to soothe her pain.

While I was in a daze at home, the chime of Cine wafted into my ears.

Subconsciously the loss of the sender made me find out - my sister's position in my heart has been greater than the girl I have always liked, I and Shibai have just spent five years of Internet time together, and I have always regarded her as a sister, and I like her as a sister, worrying, and caring. Lianxue once kept me awake at night, made me toss and turn, worried, liked, sad, and took me out of the stubborn high school life that I almost fell into. I can't figure out what I want.

"Can you help me get the delivery? The thing I bought a few days ago was selected as the address of the school, and I originally wanted to change it in Changchun City, but I forgot it, and there was still half a month before the school started. ”

The Ivy River is the river that runs through the entire city of Ivua, and the Jiangdong District is like a huge delta that splits the Ivy River into two tributaries. The southern part of the main stream is the central Liuqing District, and the northern part of the main stream is the Beicheng District. Jiangdong District is adjacent to Liuqing District in the south, and Beicheng District is adjacent to Beicheng District in the north. Lixue's house is located in the southern part of Koto District, and there is only one intersection between my house and No. 2 Middle School, and Lixue's house is 6 kilometers away from the school.

"By the way, there is no one in my family tomorrow, do you want to come in and sit down?"

"Hmm??? I'm a boy, boy! ”

"Ah, I know, you can talk about it."

I've always considered myself a dedicated person, and I don't want to really have a crush on Soshihaku as a younger sister, and I've had a hunch that I'll be able to steer things in a direction I didn't expect tomorrow. (Lu Lianxue went to the mall - Changzhou Plaza can take the bus to and from when she is looking for classmates to play, Changzhou Plaza is very close to No. 2 Middle School, and she can take it home.) But even if I realized this, I still had to go, and I wanted to know what I thought about Shibai.

The next day.

The scorching summer heat is like steaming the water out of the body. I went to the school gate and picked up Lixue's courier - a skirt, a cushion, and hair accessories.

Under the scorching sun, I came to the community that I usually pass by, but never caught my attention - Jiangdong Shangcheng.

The girl who made me dream of two years of high school, rejected me but let me spend more time with her for a short time. Walking around the gate of the campus, there are several areas, and walking on the winding paths, I feel a lot. From the recent exchange diary to the fact that we had no relationship when we first entered school, I was lamenting how wonderful fate was, and at the same time I had a lot of time with her, I was reminded of the time I spent with her. It is as big as preparing for the final exam of the first year of high school together, and as small as caring for each other and being intimate when "connecting".

"I'm here," I said, dialing the phone.

"Ang, wait, I see you, come here."

A pure white dress hung lightly on her, but it was not as pale as her own class. I guess I went downstairs in a hurry, and I came down with slippers on my feet.

"It's hard work~ But is it really good that you don't block the sun this day?" (Reyuki's concern is actually my favorite.) ）

"It's okay, black is a healthy boy, and every time I get a tan in the summer, I can cover it back in the winter." I replied with a hippie smile.

"Come to my house?" She suddenly said something like this. In fact, I was also mentally prepared, but the appearance of Shibai appeared in my mind, "Otherwise, let's go to the city center to change majors~" I realized that if I get closer to Lianxue, our "brother-sister relationship" will definitely be as unacceptable and incompatible as when she dated that guy before.

"No, my friend is still waiting for me. Wait for me for a while. ”

"I see, then stay with me for a short time, okay?" The words she said in front of me were exactly what she said after rejecting me, and what I should have said was preempted by her, and my heart felt sore.

"I'm sorry to let you get the first shot...

"It's okay, ah~ I'm going to be sunburned, I'll go home, be careful on the road."

She turned to leave, and I just stood in the sun and stared at her back for a long time.