"Mom, I've said it many times, I really didn't want to get married!"

"Don't play with children's tempers, you should get married when you are old enough to get married."

Mrs. Yang thought that her daughter was still as thin-skinned as before, and couldn't help but think of a similar scene a few years ago.

That year, her daughter had just graduated from college, and she said to her:

I understand that your age is the time to struggle, wealth, career, and beauty as a woman are all to be pursued, and your mother will not hinder your struggle, and will not let you marry you off without being ready for anything, because that will harm you, and it is the parents' irresponsibility to their children.

But Jin Nian, you are the daughter of Rongle Hotel, you have these superficial but necessary things, you have them, and your family has the ability to give them to you, you and Zhexuan don't need to work so hard to do business, so I want you to fall in love with peace of mind, and then find a good family to marry.

At that time, Jin Nian's answer was: "Mom, I understand what you mean, but I'm only 21 years old this year, will it be too early to talk about marriage?" And I don't have any idea of finding a partner. ”

"How so? This is not young, like I was already married to your father at this time, so you can talk about it with peace of mind, and your parents will not interfere with you. ”

"Mom, my concern is not this, it's not a question of whether to interfere or not, it's that I really don't want to fall in love, not now, not in the future."

"If anyone doesn't get married, you can find it in the future, you can marry later, but you can't marry by mistake, marriage is a lifelong thing after all, and it is necessary to spend more time to find a suitable one."

"My concerns are not a matter of time, I really haven't thought about falling in love, and I have no plans to get married."

When her daughter said this, she only said it when her daughter wanted to fall in love, but she was ashamed of her daughter's family's face, so she didn't interfere with her daughter's love problem in the next few years.

But this time she was really anxious, because her daughter had not been in love in the past few years, or rather, she had never been in love.

And after this year, my daughter will be twenty-five years old, and I saw that the sisters around me were hugging their grandchildren one by one, but I had no hope, so I became even more anxious.

"In a few days, your dad and I will arrange a blind date for you, you can look for a good look."

"No, you don't." Yang Jinnian said calmly, and it could be seen that she was trying to restrain her temper.

In fact, she didn't think about not getting married at first, just oscillating between getting married and not getting married, but as soon as she heard her parents nagging in her ear from time to time, she suddenly didn't want to get married.

I don't know if it's because of this rebellious psychology, or if it's because of her heart, now she has a very firm belief - not to get married.

It's a pity that my parents don't seem to understand the word "celibacy".

"Mom, I don't want to talk about that."

She walked out again unpleasantly, and did not continue to listen to her mother say something that bothered her.

Windy City seems to have taken a long nap during the day and wakes up at night.

The entire central street is lit up with neon lights, and people are just as lively as they are during the day.

She walked around the Rongle Hotel, feeling distraught.

On the early autumn night, the wind was no longer gentle, and the cold wind blew through the ends of her hair, thus stretching her thoughts.

Adults always encourage children to tell them what they really think, but if the idea is different from what they expected, they will teach you that you are not right, and then impose their ideas on you and will not understand you at all.

She never wanted to get married, and she never cared about the affairs of men and women.

It's not that she has been hurt or doesn't believe in love, on the contrary, her parents are very affectionate, and they have been very happy since they got married.

But she really doesn't have that kind of needs and ideas, it's like buying a thing, isn't it because she needs or likes it, how can it become that everyone needs to like it when it comes to getting married?!

She looked at the darkening sky and thought, "Maybe I'm a strange person."

She likes to do things in the hotel at home.

Since her grandfather's generation, the family has run a hotel, so she and her younger brother have been highly anticipated since they were young and have been instilled with various management studies.

However, she was not required by her family to work in a hotel.

It would be sad if she couldn't choose to do what she liked because she wanted to inherit the family business, but she was willing, and she really liked the hotel.

When she is working, she feels very fulfilled inside, she doesn't need to be in love at all, she is not anxious, she is not irritable, and her whole life is great.

But as long as it's work, it's more or less stressful.

But compared to her parents' forced marriage, she is relaxed, because as long as she has something to do, she can forget some remarks that she doesn't want to hear.

The pressure of work was put aside, and now the pressure exerted on her by her parents makes her physically and mentally exhausted every day.

These two types of stress may be similar, but the level of anxiety is not the same.

The former is the pressure she puts on herself, wanting to get things done; The latter is the pressure that others give her, and she can't change it, but she can't escape it.

"Jin Nian, Jin Nian!" Yang Jinnian suddenly heard someone calling her, turned around, and saw Xia Rou walking in her direction.

Xia Rou is a short-haired girl with a stay in the sea, she is the front desk of the hotel, and she is also a good friend of Yang Jinnian.

Don't look at her enthusiasm when she works, but she is actually a quiet and well-behaved girl.

She has a good personality, never accuses and talks about others, speaks softly, does not startle, and anyone will feel very comfortable with her.

"Jinnian, what's wrong with you, are you not in a good mood?" Xia Rou said with concern, "I wanted to come to you when you went out just now, but there are guests who want to stay......

"I'm fine, I just want to walk around alone."

"But you don't look happy." She took her hand and blew the evening breeze with Yang Jinnian, who was not very happy, "Did you encounter something troublesome?" ”

Yang Jinnian didn't answer, and let Xia Rou pull her to pace slowly.

The night was dark, there were no stars in the night sky, only a few lonely stars, scattered and scattered.

"Xia Rou, do you think I'm a weirdo?"

Xia Rou was a little surprised that she would ask this, but she still replied without hesitation: "How come, for me, you are my best friend, no matter what strange things you do." ”

In Xia Rou's heart, Yang Jinnian is her closest friend, and every time she is with her, she becomes more and more confident.

But she's not sure if she's Jinnian's best friend, after all, she has a lot of good friends.

"Wouldn't it be strange if I didn't do what everyone else was going to do?"

"Of course, it is not surprising that it must be normal to go with the flow? Jinnian, you must not doubt yourself. ”

After Xia Rou comforted her, she looked into her eyes: "Can you tell me what is the matter now?" ”

Yang Jinnian sighed and said depressedly: "My parents urged me to find a boyfriend and get married quickly, but I have no such plans at all." ”

"I'm sorry." Xia Rou suddenly said this.

"What?" Yang Jinnian was a little surprised, and didn't understand why Xia Rou suddenly apologized to her.

Xia Rou remembered that she had also talked to Jin Nian about her love before, and at that time she always diverted the topic to fool the past, and she thought that Jin Nian was embarrassed to say it.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know you didn't want to talk about it, and you always bring it up."

"Oh, what happened to me?" She smiled and touched Xia Rou's Liuhai, "It's okay, it's just a joke we made when we were chatting." ”

"But even so, it has caused you unnecessary trouble." She hung her head and said apologetically, "Then you really have no plans to get married?" ”

"Actually, I don't know, maybe I had this plan before, but now when my parents urge me, I ...... I really want to do it with them. ”

"I can understand your mood, just like when you have not decided whether to do it or not, and someone asks you to do it at this time, then you probably don't want to do it, and you will even become very bored, so that you can't figure out your original thoughts."

"Eh, that's the reason!"

The two of them had a tacit understanding and looked at each other.

"But at the moment I really don't have any plans to get married, I told my parents, I can understand by looking at their expressions, it's useless to tell them this. She also said that if I don't marry again, I will become an old girl, and I will discuss with my relatives about giving me a blind date. ”

Xia Rou listened to Yang Jinnian's troubles, and her heart was more indescribably angry.

It was not against her parents urging her to get married, but a kind of anger that was "controlled".

She couldn't tell herself, but she knew why.

Suddenly, Xia Rou covered Yang Jinnian's ears with both hands.

"Can you hear me now?"

"Xia Rou, what are you doing, what are you talking about......"

She let go of her hand, and Yang Jinnian understood her intentions.

"You want to say it, if you don't want to hear it, you don't have to listen to it."

"Yes." Xia Rou held her hand tightly, "If someone says something that makes you uncomfortable, you can choose not to listen to it, and never be bothered by what others say." ”

Xia Rou is like a warm wind, always able to blow away all her sorrows.

"You have to be happy, in my heart you are the second most invincible beauty in the universe, don't frown anymore."

"Wait, the second most beautiful woman...... And what about the number one beauty? ”

"This is the second most beautiful woman...... Xia Rou raised her beautiful nose, "When you laugh, you are the first beauty." ”

"Oh, Xia Rou ......" Yang Jinnian showed a smile that he hadn't had in the past few days, and the previous sadness disappeared completely.

Xia Rou smiled at her, and became serious: "Jin Nian, you have to tell me if you have anything on your mind in the future, and you are not allowed to hide it from me." ”

"Okay, I promise to tell Xia Rou everything in the future." After speaking, Yang Jinnian raised his head and looked at the night sky, and a star suddenly lit up.

Fortunately, there is someone in this world who can understand me, and everything is not too bad.