12. Pain

"What is this?" Song Chang put the two lists on the table, I don't know why, now there is no trace of turmoil in his heart, but surprisingly quiet.

"Why is your name on it?" Seeing that Song Kang didn't speak, he continued, "What, do you dare to admit it?" ”

"Xiao Chang," Song Kang didn't say anything, just sighed with relief, "It seems that you know everything." ”

"This is something that endangers the safety of others, how can you cheat for personal gain and destroy documents in order to hide your own stain?"

Song Chang clenched his fists, his expression filled with suppressed anger and deep disappointment.

Although he has always been at odds with his father, he knows that his father is an upright and upright person, and has done many good deeds.

Now he has abandoned his kind thoughts for the sake of profit, which makes Song Chang feel very heartbroken.

"Xiaochang, would you like to listen to me?"

"What to say, what do you have to say, do you still need a reason to do bad things?"

"Xiaochang." In an instant, Song Kang's eyes and face became resolute.

Windy City is a bustling big city with a constant stream of vehicles, roads extending in all directions, and a lively bustle of people coming and going.

But when the shell of this false prosperity is revealed, the filth beneath the gold and jade will be exposed.

This year's summer was long and scorching, and the enthusiastic young people who silently spoke up for the people became a cool wind.

The young man was said to be a high-level leader, and he planned a rebellion by advocating that the interests of the old people at the bottom of Windy City be magnified.

The operation touched the interests of the military and some wealthy people, which, combined with the support of other forces behind him, were quickly arrested and those who supported him were suppressed.

After that, the upper echelons quickly blocked the message, as if there had never been such an action.

The high-level authorities also issued a notice confirming that this matter is purely false, please do not believe it, the relevant person in charge has been dealt with, and if the rumor spreads, he will be severely punished.

"Isn't that trying to cover up?" He glanced at his father and asked puzzledly, "Since the news is blocked, how do you know?" What does it have to do with your powder? ”

His attitude was more gentle than before.

So Song Kang continued to reminisce and narrate, and at the same time felt a pain in his abdomen.

Every action needs financial support, and I wanted to help the enthusiastic young man, so I silently donated most of my savings to him, although he was soon ousted.

"What exactly are you donating?"

"Please forgive me, but I can't tell you directly."

"For example?"

Song Chang had a sharp pain in his abdomen, as if there was a fire about to come out, but he held back the pain and said as if nothing had happened: "It is one of the most profitable commodities in the world, and it is also a dangerous thing that ordinary people can't buy." ”

Song Chang hesitated, then nodded, he knew what his father said.

Those people at the bottom used all the money they had on that operation, and as the operation failed, their families suffered even more hardship, so Song Kang donated the only savings he had left.

He was so bent on making them better that he forgot that he was the founder of the union.

He was not afraid that the Security Association would find out about his selling powder, but he was afraid of finding out the reason for the Federation's financial difficulties.

So he had to find a way to raise some money in a short period of time, evade the investigation of the Security Council, and had to carry out some other business......

Last month, Song Kang began to contact Phantom Die, and sold it twice. Those rich people were also arrogant, and soon he made some money, solved his urgent need, and then immediately stopped.

Once, when he was picking up goods from people in the "Dead Leaf Organization", he ran into the Zhang family brothers who were selling powder.

When he left after picking up the goods, he heard Zhang Fan arguing with the people of the Dead Leaf Organization, but he didn't pay attention at the time, but later learned that Zhang Fan's brother died because of phantom die.

Zhang Fan wrote down the list of some known powder sellers and wanted to give it to the security association, but he knew that once the security association knew about the matter, it would investigate thoroughly, and he couldn't let the upper echelons know that he was silently supporting the operation behind his back.

"You asked me to pretend to be someone from the Anhui to get the documents and destroy them, just because your name can't be seen by the Anhui."

After saying this, Song Chang understood why Song Kang sent him to complete this mission.

Because he wasn't curious about everything outside of the mission, but this time, he was curious.

"That's right, but then the other names will also be destroyed, the phantom powder will suck people to death, the documents of the security association will be intercepted, and I will be nervous, but I can't find a better way."

"You protect the people you want to protect, but you protect others at the same time, you also hurt some people, so do you think what you're doing is right? If An Hui doesn't know the list, and Phantom Stacks continues to be sold, more people will be hurt because of it! Song Changyi said righteously.

"But I couldn't find a better way......"

"But breaking the law is breaking the law," Song Chang raised his voice slightly, "Even if the original intention of breaking the law is good, it is still illegal." ”

"Song Chang, Dad." Liu Han's gentle voice sounded outside the door. She and Song Lanxi heard the movement and rushed here when they heard the sound.

"What's going on?" Liu Han's gaze shifted between Song Chang and Song Kang, but no one answered her.

"There's something you can't talk about." Song Lanxi walked to the side of the bed and sat down beside Song Kang.

Seeing Song Chang's gloomy expression, Liu Han guessed something and said, "What Dad did this time was indeed a bit excessive, but it was also for the Windy City." ”

"So, you already know the reason for this mission." Facing Liu Han, Song Chang's tone had a little more subtle gentleness.

For some reason, this feeling of being deceived gave him a sense of peace of mind.

At least when he was on this mission, there was one person who shared his ambivalent thoughts.

"Song Chang, I didn't mean to hide it from you, I was worried about you when you went on a mission, so I begged my father to tell me."

She looked at Song Kang, whose head was half-hung and his eyes staring at his crutches.

"I was shocked at first, but when I think about it, it was the best thing to do in that situation." She didn't seem to find it very convincing, and added, "Even if Dad didn't sell it twice, someone else would sell it, not to mention that at that time, Phantom Stacks was like a cigarette, harmful, but not a contraband." ”

"But after all, someone died because of it."

"So we can't let more people die, now the list has not been destroyed, I believe that after the security will see the list and understand the situation, it will officially list the phantom powder as a prohibited item."

"You mean, you're going to give the list to the Security Council?"

"Yes, you have to pay it." As he spoke, Liu Han took a pen from the pen holder and put it next to the list, "The list must be handed over to the An Hui, but my father's name must not be seen by the people of the An Hui." ”

Song Chang always didn't understand what she meant.

He clenched his fists and released them, as if in a difficult mental struggle.

He glanced at Song Kang, then looked at Liu Han in a low tone: "I don't know if this option is correct. ”

Then he picked up the pen on the table and scribbled Song Kang's name until he couldn't read it clearly.

"There is no absolute right, there is no absolute error, just have a clear conscience."

At this time, Song Kang, who was sitting on the edge of the bed, slowly spoke: "Since you are all here, then let me tell you how your mother died." ”

As soon as the words came out, the three of them all looked at Song Kang, and the expressions on their faces were different.

"Didn't you die of a heart attack?" Song Lanxi was a little strange about his father's wording, and didn't understand why he said that.

Song Chang's eyes became cold: "It was he who hid his mother's medicine, and his mother didn't find the medicine when she had a heart attack, so she died." ”

Although his voice was small, it was like a slender needle, piercing Song Lanxi's heart, and in addition to the pain, she couldn't help but feel a cold.

"How could it be ......," she reacted for a moment, spitting out with difficulty. Her face began to turn pale, which Liu Han next to her clearly saw in her eyes.

How is this possible? She suspected that she had misheard, and she looked at her father in astonishment, unable to believe her brother's words, and even felt like she was dreaming.

Her mother died of a heart attack, and it was Liu Han's sister who told her, but she didn't know the reason for the conflict between her brother and her father.

But she was vaguely aware of her mother's death and the following.

Or...... Just like my brother said, Mom's death is related to Dad.

Wrong! No way!

Dad loves Mom very much, otherwise Daddy's legs wouldn't be lame.

She wanted to say more defensively, but her neck seemed to be strangled and she couldn't say a word.

Strictly speaking, the federation is the forerunner of the police, and there are some things that the police can only do after the incident has happened, while the federation is dedicated to doing it beforehand.

As a member of the Federation, Song Chang handles various tasks and protects the safety of the people of Windy City, although he is not a police officer, he lives a fulfilling life.

It's just that...... Every night when I look at the moon alone, the scene in my mind still stings my whole body.

The man had his mother's medicine in his hand.

How do you make sense of this? I didn't think much at the time, all he could understand was death, and he could only accept the ending - his mother who loved him the most died, and the man was holding his mother's life-saving medicine in his hand.

This also leads to his dislike of asking about things outside of the mission when he is on a mission.

He didn't want to ask, and his father didn't mean to explain.

Why are these three words powerless for him to think about, when people face such things, reason will protect emotions.

After this matter was sealed by reason, it gradually melted into one thingβ€”hatred, in the torment of day after day and year after year.

He hated him.

"I hid the medicine, but that's not the whole story." Song Kang said, his voice low and powerful, "Back then, I hid the medicine at your mother's request. ”

His words made Song Chang break something in his heart, and he was very sad.

He remembered the painful look of his mother when she died: "How can a good person be bent on death? ”

"Mom could have lived a good life, why did she have to end her life?" Song Lanxi held back her sadness and said hesitantly.

"It's because it's ......" Song Kang naturally pressed his aching abdomen, silent, immersed in his distant thoughts.