Sun Bo hasn't seen the girl he has a crush on in the past two days, and his good buddy Song Chang is not in a very good state, he probably guessed what happened between them.

He drove to find most of the Windy City, and searched all the places she loved to go, but still couldn't find her.

In a hurry, he suddenly thought that Liu Han likes to swim, will he be in the swimming pool?

One of the swimming pools she frequented was near the Federation, and he was going to try his luck.

There are not many people in the swimming pool, and there are people swimming or floating in the shallow water, and the pool water is rippling with microwaves, and there is a noise from time to time.

The deep water area is empty, and the turquoise water is silent, reflecting the surrounding scenery, and the shadows are abundant, which is particularly mysterious.

Liu Han changed into a swimsuit, slowly walked to the center of the deep water, let go of his body, and let his body sink quietly to the bottom of the pool.

When Sun Bo rushed to the swimming pool, he saw Liu Han's entire body diving into the water from a distance, and the water was above his head.

"Song Chang, I like you!"

"Thank you for liking, but I just treat you as a sister."

I've had a crush on you for a long time, but you're still just my sister.

Defeat after defeat, defeat after defeat!

After accumulating courage for a long time, she said again: "Song Chang, I really like you, can you give me a chance?" ”

The autumn breeze was light, and she was sure that Song Chang did not respond.

Why?

She was fearless and bold in her love, but she never received his affection.

But think about it, she has nothing, just an adopted child, but she wants to be the mistress of this family.

Her body slowly sank to the bottom of the pool, fluttering, and the tears in the corners of her eyes melted into the pool water and disappeared without a trace.

She was already broken, how could she hold the cold him again.

Sun Bo rushed to the deep water, crossed into the water, swam to the bottom of the pool, grabbed Liu Han's hand, and pulled her to the surface.

"Ahem-" Liu Han coughed lightly twice, then brushed away the water from his face, and opened his eyes to see Sun Bo.

"Liu Han, what's wrong with you, is there anything wrong?" He looked at her with some panic, and he felt his voice change.

"I'm fine." She whispered. Her hair was wet, her long eyelashes trembled slightly, and she naturally took away Sun Bo's hand that was holding her arm.

"Liu Han, what's going on, can you tell me about it?"

"I ...... Can I talk to you? Her red eyes were full of confusion and sadness.

"We are friends, and of course we have to share things together."

"I have a guy I really like, but the more I try to get close to him, the more he retreats, do you think I should give up on him?

Sun Bo wanted to answer her not to give up, because he also had a girl he liked, but she didn't like him. But...... His selfishness was playing tricks, Liu Han was heartbroken by Song Chang, and he fantasized about whether he could borrow her shoulder.

He took a deep breath and said, "I think it's time to give up, since he has no intention of you, then you have to let go, and Liu Han, falling out of love is just a trivial matter, don't you ......"

She seemed to know what he was going to say, and smiled calmly, the sadness on her face dissipated. It seems that Sun Bo misunderstood what she meant, thinking that she couldn't think about it.

"I just want to vent my emotions while swimming, thank you for worrying about me."

"In that case, then I'll send you back, I'll catch a cold later."

"No, I want to swim a little longer, you go first." After saying that, she slowly dived around, leaving Sun Bo alone in the water.

The water in the pool is so deep that the slightest dive can swallow you up.

"Liu Han, I'll wait for you in the car!" Sun Bo was stunned for a few seconds, spoke, and then silently swam back to the shore.

The weather always matches the mood, and outside the swimming pool, the light rain is like silk, fluttering and sprinkling.

After a long time, Liu Han took off his swimsuit, changed his clothes and walked out of the swimming pool.

The drizzle is slanting and the wind is cold, cold. It's okay, just let this sad wind blow away the heartache, and then let it go completely.

After she got into the passenger seat, Sun Bo didn't know how to conjure up a dress and draped it over her, and she looked at him and nodded in gratitude.

"Is it really okay? I like a person, and it makes you so tired. Sun Bo seemed to be talking about her, and it seemed to be talking about himself.

Liu Han leaned against the window, stared at the dashboard and said, "I'm really fine." ”

How can it be okay?

Sun Bo's heart is tight, infatuated people will always be burned by love, he has witnessed many moments when Liu Han fell in love with Song Chang, and he knew that there was endless pain hidden under her light and breezy surface.

"Why don't you listen to some songs?" After starting the car, Sun Bo felt that the atmosphere between him and her was a little awkward, and intimately turned on the car music.

[Sing a love song for you, what can you not, everything is worth it, as long as you are happy]

Sun Bo glanced at the lovelorn Liu Han and felt that the lyrics were not quite right, so he immediately switched to the next song.

[My crush is my own often, instigating myself to coax and deceive, I draw the whole sky...... ］

He cuts to the next song.

[Just preview how to hold hands over and over again, and try to describe the world with you in the future.] ］

"Uh-" he turned off the music and said embarrassedly, "I'm sorry, these songs may not be to your taste." ”

"It's okay, I like these songs, I can listen to them." Liu Han said.

Her face changed to a different expression, like relief after sadness.

The car was driving slowly, untimely songs were playing in the car, and the smoke and rain outside the car window were misty, and I don't know whose eyes and hearts were blurred.

Liu Han leaned against the car window, looking at the gradually surging rain outside, his heart was like water.

She remembered the bet with her sister - confessed many times until the other party agreed.

She confessed that she had withdrawn, that she had confessed twice, and that there would be no third.

"Liu Han."

"Huh?"

"You really let go...... Did you really let go of Song Chang? ”

"How do you know he's the one who rejected me?" Liu Han was very puzzled, she didn't mention to Sun Bo who she confessed to.

"I'm not guessing, because I've long seen that you like him."

Song Chang, even others can perceive my heart for you, why can't you detect it?

"I really let it go, I've figured it out, love is free, and I won't keep Song Chang if he doesn't love me."

She replied very calmly, without the slightest sadness.

"But you've had a crush on him for so many years, it's really so easy to ......"

"Actually, it's a little reluctant to let go of this relationship, but I'm not cowardly."

Sun Bo watched her expression become resolute, and understood that this matter had already passed with her.

She is a decisive and straightforward person, when she likes someone, she likes it well, and when she gives up on someone, she gives up completely, and never gets out of the mud and water.

The hazy smoke and rain never stopped.

Liu Han, my thoughts will turn into heavy rain will you be wet, no, even if it turns into heavy rain, I am reluctant to wet you.

Liu Han's confession to me two days ago, I coldly refused.

To be honest, it's not because I don't like her, just like she liked me for years, I've liked her for a long time.

That palpitation has long been ingrained in my heart, and I can't ignore it or resist it.

But such a simple sentence of "I like you too" I have never been able to say, I thought for a long time to find the answer, it turns out that I like a person's feeling is fear.

Not the fear of rejection, but the fear that my short temper would hurt her.

So, in order to maintain my image as imperfect in her mind, I chose to pretend that I didn't care that much, choosing to pretend that I didn't really care.

But, is it really the right thing to do?

I've never thought of her as a sister, and I've never called her sister.

I will call my sister Lanxi, but I will never call my sister Liu Han.

My mother's departure was a huge blow to me, and my personality became eccentric and irritable, and even the inadvertent little things made me angry and upset.

When I found out the problem, I rushed to the hospital to check, the doctor said that it was bipolar disorder, and then prescribed me some medication, although there was some improvement, but it has not been eradicated.

Of course, I didn't tell anyone about it.

In order to suppress my mania and low mood, my expression range is very small every day, and I was even ridiculed by Sun Bo as an ice cube face.

I'm afraid that one day I won't be able to suppress it and hurt my dearest people.

Liu Han is a gentle and calm woman, I can't give her the feeling of being a boyfriend, she should find someone with the same good temper as her, who can take care of her gently and patiently, instead of being with me.

Besides, I never thought that someone could accompany me, I never expected anyone to feel sorry for me, I carried it myself when the sky fell, if I really couldn't bear it one day, it would be a death.

A brake sound pierced the rainy dusk, and I looked through the window and saw Sun Bo sending Liu Han back.

Sun Bo is an upright person, kind and responsible. On the premise of knowing that Liu Han likes me, I silently guarded her and did not interfere with her.

Hearing that I had a gap with Liu Han, he was worried about her and went to find her in a hurry.

I should be happy to have someone who is so good to her, but why am I so uncomfortable?

The rain did not wet him, it was the rainy season in his heart that drenched him.

————

Theoretically, gradually reducing the amount of cigarettes you smoke is the only way to quit smoking, but smoking addiction and theory are like children and fireworks, they are a pair of enemies.

Ji Zikun held a cigarette in his hand that was about to reach the end of his cigarette, and then shifted his gaze to his younger brother who was playing with his mobile phone.

He has been in the same school and class with his younger brother since he was a child, and from the first day of school, he discovered his brother's strengths: nothing, just study well, how many points in the exam, how many points in the exam.

He is indeed smarter than ordinary children, he can memorize the article after reading it a few times, and the essence of mathematical and physical formulas can be understood instantly, and then used in various ways.

But Ji Zikun's learning ability is not bad, but Ji Zixun is talented, so he is dwarfed.

He wasn't jealous, but he distinctly remembered that feelings bordering on anxiety came over him like a tidal wave.

He spent a lot of time and hard work chasing after his brother, but some things don't get good if you don't work hard.

In addition, his younger brother has been frail and sickly since he was a child, and his parents have loved him, because he is better than Ji Zikun in all aspects, the younger brother will receive more preference and applause. And Ji Zixun always has a modest and awe-inspiring attitude in the face of this preference, and he has become a good child in the eyes of his parents.

As a child, before he realized his parents' preference, he loved to play with his younger brother very much.

He was a mischievous kid who always played tricks on his younger brother, but the brothers enjoyed it.

But now he doesn't like his brother and doesn't like to take care of him.

He was lonely, a loneliness that was hard to describe.