Finally waited until everyone was gone, Yu Chu said goodbye and left in a hurry. I didn't go far before I saw a familiar figure at the door. Shen Zhouhe stood on the edge of the door, standing proudly, the wind of early summer blowing his sideburns, his eyebrows were quiet, like a person in the story, for a long time.

Yu Chu was a little stupid, a little wooden, and his heart was like being crawled by ants, itchy and uneasy. It's more like a sultry day, tasting a bite of ice cream and soaking up your whole body.

She made up her mind about her current situation, pretended to be casual and walked up to Shen Zhouhe and said, "Are you waiting for me?" ”

Shen Zhouhe turned his face away and remained silent. Yu Chu continued: "Then let's go home, shall we?" Saying that, he took the initiative to hold Shen Zhouhe's hand, although he was still angry, but he didn't dodge, let him hold it.

He followed Shen Zhouhe, and in order to ease the atmosphere, Yu Chu said: "My classmates are a little excessive, don't be angry, I have already told them." She tried her best to make up for it.

Shen Zhouhe held her hand, clenching it a little, Yu Chu felt that he was even more unhappy, but he still didn't say anything. Yu Chu secretly glanced at him, his face was still as cold as ever, but he looked extraordinarily calm.

Yu Chu continued, as if he had nothing to say: "You are waiting outside, why don't you say anything." ”

"Or, you can go back first."

"You must not have eaten, you just drank a glass of wine."

"I'll make you something to eat when I go back." Shen Zhouhe was still silent, as if he wouldn't pay attention to what Yu Chu said. Yu Chu couldn't stand this the most, and she was a little impatient, she asked directly as if she had given up, "What's wrong with you." He also made up his mind and said, "Is it interesting to be angry about this?" ”

Shen Zhouhe stopped abruptly and let go of Yu Chu's hand, as if questioning, but also containing helplessness and grievances: "Do you think I'm angry because of them?" ”

"Why else?" This is the first time that Yu Chu has used this tone to speak with this kind of voice and Shen Zhouhe, like an outbreak of long-standing grievances.

Even Shen Zhouhe was a little startled, and his eyelashes fluttered with her voice. Looking at his stunned expression, Yu Chu realized that his tone of voice was too heavy, and he said a little apologetically, "I'm sorry." "Maybe it's because I have accumulated bad emotions all night, and I have nowhere to vent, so I broke out without controlling it for a while.

She found herself under the stairs and said, "Let's go back first, and then we'll talk about it." ”

He said in a very aggrieved tone, "You are like this every time, we have conflicts, you always drag, and then everyone forgets about this matter and thinks it is over." Shen Zhouhedong said sentence by sentence, as if he was out of tune, more like he had been holding back for a long time, but he still couldn't vent completely, he deliberately took it and said it moderately. He was actually extremely afraid that she would be bored with him, so he hid a lot of things in his heart and didn't dare to talk to her.

Yu Chu was a little puzzled by his words and asked, "Then what do you want to say to me now?" ”

She didn't seem to understand, she only knew that he should have a lot of opinions about herself, and she asked bluntly: "What are you dissatisfied with me now?" ”

Shen Zhouhe didn't expect her to associate this word, "dissatisfied".

Shen Zhouhe thought that he was not, but all kinds of signs and emotional episodes confirmed this. He seemed to have lost the ability to speak: "I... "I can only say one word for a long time.

Yu Chu has always known that he is not a good person, he is not worthy of being liked, he is not worthy of being loved, he has been deliberately disguised, the effect is not bad, and now he has been discovered.

When she asked that sentence, she was not angry, but probably sincerely wanted to ask him, "What are you dissatisfied with me?" "Maybe it's a bit self-defeating.

Yu Chu looked at him, her eyes were a little lonely, she was ready to accept all the judgments that Shen Zhouhe had given her. Shen Zhouhe also looked at her, he liked her very much, there is no doubt about this, he liked all the bits and pieces of her, and he couldn't find anything he didn't like, but all his mood swings were because of dissatisfaction, but these can't be concretized, if you want to say real dissatisfaction, the most likely thing is that she doesn't like herself enough.

After a long time, Shen Zhouhe said aggrievedly: "There is no dissatisfaction. ”

Just from the length of time it took to answer, you can know that Shen Zhouhe must be lying, but Yu Chu doesn't want to get to the bottom of it and ask others, what are you dissatisfied with me. She also doesn't want to know what others think of her, it affects her mood, from childhood to adulthood, she sees too much and listens too much. I thought I could be immune, but I didn't expect it to be just an ostrich mentality.

He suddenly pulled Yu Chu over, hugged her tightly in his arms, buried his head in her shoulder socket, and repeated: "There is no dissatisfaction. "It's like a child with poor language, who can only use repeated words to express that he doesn't think so, but he can't tell what it is.

Yu Chu was suddenly hugged by him, a little overwhelmed, but as if he heard his heart, the whole person softened, and naturally responded: "I know." Even though she still couldn't understand, couldn't understand his actions, his emotions, what he said, but her mouth was better than her brain to respond.

I don't know how long this posture has passed, until Yu Chu's waist is a little tired because of the wrong posture, and Shen Zhouhe has no intention of letting go.

Yu Chu really couldn't support it anymore, so he said softly, "Let's go home." ”

Shen Zhouhe said "um", but his body still didn't mean to move, and his head buried in Yu Chu's neck socket rubbed again. Yu Chu said helplessly: "My waist is a little tired, can we not hug it first?" ”

Shen Zhouhe said, "Okay." Cai reluctantly got up from her shoulder, and then looked at him innocently, making sure that Yu Chu was not angry, so he was relieved.

Yu Chu was a little embarrassed to be stared at, and reminded him: "What have you been watching me do?" ”

Shen Zhouhe stammered a little and said, "You, don't bother me." ”

Yu Chuyou was speechless by his surprising thoughts and brain circuits, but he still answered him patiently and said, "How can I bother you, I won't bother you." ”

In fact, she also lied, Shen Zhouhe didn't know when he looked at her more and more strictly, which really gave her a headache. Or it was like this from the beginning, she was just carried away by the hot blood of the moment, she didn't realize the problem, and now that she calms down, Shen Zhouhe's almost pathological possessiveness towards her does sometimes suffocate her.

But every time he looked harmless to humans and animals like this, and Chu Chu looked pitiful to her, she was always powerless. There's no way to turn a blind eye to him, there's no way to talk to him, I like sex to coax him, let him, maybe from the beginning, this relationship is not equal, I always feel that I have asked for it in every possible way, and I should provide it, but she never realized that she was not like this for other people. Throughout the past, which relationship was not also sought by her, and for other people, she has always been vain and wronged, and it is difficult to achieve perfection.

……

She herself was not completely unaware that Shen Zhouhe was different from anyone she had met before. She couldn't actually see any desire in him, and his eyes were as clear as water.

Occasionally, she would be like a clean person like him, if he was not deceived by himself, who would be coaxed, and every time she thought of it, she would ask herself in her heart: would she be too despicable.

……

Early in the morning, Yu Chu was not woken up by the alarm clock, but by Shen Zhouhe's phone. She groped for the side of the bed in a daze, and felt empty, and the side was empty, leaving a faint residual warmth, thinking that he had gone out to prepare breakfast as usual. As long as he lives here, no matter whether there is a class the next day or not, he will get up early to prepare breakfast, which is inconvenient for rain or shine. After moving in, this habit is even better. She didn't understand why he was so troublesome, the breakfast stall downstairs was set up all the way, and all kinds of food could not be eaten, with this effort, it was better to sleep for half an hour. Yu Chu originally wanted to ask him to answer the phone, but now that the person is not there, it will not ring if the phone rings.

But this phone call is extremely persistent, like a spring, and it doesn't stop when it vibrates. Yu Chu endured the outbreak of anger, picked up his mobile phone and glanced at it, and the screen showed Fang Zhizhou.

Yu Chu didn't have a problem with peeping on people's phones, so he got up from the bed helplessly, took the phone, and came to the kitchen, where Shen Zhouhe was really making breakfast.

Yu Chu took the mobile phone and walked to him and handed it to him, complaining aggrievedly: "The phone is so noisy." ”

Shen Zhouhe was still a little surprised when he saw her, thinking, he panicked today and got up so early. I didn't think it was my phone that bothered her, so I was a little embarrassed and took the phone: "Okay." ”

Shen Zhouhe looked at the person displayed on the phone, his face instantly became bad, and his anger instantly transferred to the caller. Answered the phone nonchalantly: "Hey." ”

Fang Zhizhou was in a hurry, and when he answered the phone, he couldn't say anything: "Ah He, Ah He, you finally answered my phone, I called you a few times and no one answered, where did you go early in the morning?" Forget it, don't care about this for now, let me tell you a major thing first, guess what Lu Bufan told me yesterday, you definitely can't guess, about Yang Ziyi,. After thinking about it, he felt that he was not rigorous, and corrected: "No, about Yu Chu." ”

Shen Zhouhe was very disgusted with him disturbing people's dreams early in the morning, and he said a lot of nonsense, so he originally wanted to hang up directly. After hearing Yang Ziyi's unfamiliar and familiar name, his heart became inexplicably vigilant, and it was also related to Yu Chu, Shen Zhouhe had to get nervous, and asked concisely and clearly: "Say." ”

Fang Zhizhou didn't sell Guanzi anymore, when he heard the news, he was like telling Shen Zhouhe about this gossip, and now he wanted to put this word down quickly, he said: "When I chatted with Lu Bufan yesterday, he said that Yang Ziyi didn't have a sister at all, but only a sister. ”

On graduation day, his mom, his dad and his sister all came. He casually said that this family is here, and there is only one sister missing, and they can take family photos. Guess what other people say, what sister, how can Yang Ziyi have a sister, the whole world knows that he is the eldest son of the Yang family and the only heir of Yang Qi. It's just that there is a younger sister, I heard that she was born by her stepmother, and she doesn't pose a threat to the status of his Yang family, and I really envy this kind of person who was born with a golden spoon.

Hearing this, Shen Zhouhe's face instantly darkened, and he couldn't listen to a word after that. Yu Chu came out after washing, looked at Shen Zhouhe's worried face and asked, "Why did you come, why did you look so ugly." ”

Shen Zhouhe recalled the relationship between Yu Chu and Yang Ziyi, he was not her younger brother, she also let him live at home, covered my cup, she didn't remember his birthday, went out to eat with other men, I don't know how to avoid suspicion, is there anything else? What else I don't know? Shen Zhouhe asked himself in his heart, what should he think, can he still pretend that he doesn't know and not ask?

Yu Chu walked into him and asked: "What's wrong, what did Fang Zhizhou say, a few phone calls early in the morning to blow you up." As he spoke, he touched his forehead to see if he was sick.

The moment his hand was about to touch his forehead, he was suddenly grabbed by Shen Zhouhe, and he looked at Yu Chu fixedly, with mixed feelings on his face, so that Yu Chu couldn't understand it.

Yu Chu asked cautiously, "What's wrong?" ”

It took a long time for Shen Zhouhe to ask, "He's not your brother." ”

Yu Chu's face was full of questions: "Who?" ”

Shen Zhouhe looked at her, very angry, and said in his heart: Who? Who else.

He said, "The one who went to dinner with you that day, the one who stayed in our house." ”

Yu Chu's heart fell halfway, he couldn't arouse his interest, and said casually: "Oh, you said him, what's wrong?" ”

Shen Zhouhe looked at her still dressed upright, a little lonely and blamed: "He is not your brother at all." ”

"You, lie to me?" Shen Zhouhe was still tempting, or just deceiving himself, and he was eager to hear a negative answer from her mouth.

"That's not good." If she had a choice, she would rather not, she didn't want to have such an outrageous background, she didn't want to be accused of destroying other people's families, she didn't know these people, whether it was her nominal brother or her half-sister, these unfriendly existences were all bad memories. If she could choose again, she would resolutely choose to stay in the old mansion and keep the memory of her grandmother.

So she was very frustrated and said: That's not good. There is no other meaning, or regret for the wrong choice made in the first place, and regret.

But to Shen Zhouhe's ears, it was particularly harsh, she acquiesced, she was indifferent and indifferent to this matter, or perfunctory and gave up to herself, she didn't even bother to explain.

Shen Zhouhe was reluctant to give up, thinking that he had fixed the steps for her and asked, "So why are you lying to me." ”

Yu Chu didn't know why he said this, she asked, "What did I lie to you?" ”

Shen Zhouhe said: "You lie to me that he is your younger brother." ”

Yu Chu realized that her words had caused Shen Zhouhe to misunderstand, she said: "I didn't lie to you? He also felt that it was not enough to speak, and explained: "He is my nominal brother, and if you have to say that this is a lie to you, then I can't do anything." ”

Shen Zhouhe was a little puzzled: "Name? ”

Yu Chu said, "Well, my stepfather's son. ”

Shen Zhouhe still asked reluctantly: "Then why don't you make it clear to me?" ”

He didn't know that every time he asked, he was sprinkling salt on Yu Chu's wounds, she always avoided talking about the situation at her home, she couldn't care what others were talking about, she ran away, thinking that it would be safe in this way, and she had always done this.

may also be the source of her low self-esteem, she always pretends not to care about it, and the rumors are full of smoke. But how can something that actually exists, and how can it be indifferent. thinks that he has cultivated to the point of being impregnable, but in fact, he is just a mortal fetus in the flesh.

When she was in her hometown, her classmates often laughed at her: without a father or mother, she was a wild child that no one wanted. She has always shown that she doesn't care in front of her grandmother, pretending to be more free and easy than anyone else, but in fact, she cares very much, but these are all facts, and she has nothing to defend against.