CHAPTER XXXI
When I was in high school, it was rumored in the school that her mother was a junior and destroyed other people's families, the sky thundered, and her daughter was not much better.
She was trapped in a pool full of public opinion, with ups and downs, and she could never get out. In short, the ironclad facts are the most hurtful. Piercing the heart word by word, I can't pull it out, and let the blood flow out until I am numb, but the damage is still there, and it is still painful to be a little bit of wind and grass.
So Shen Zhouhe's questioning, in her opinion, was aggressive and tiresome, but she still maintained her sanity, and said with some depression: "I can't figure out the affairs of my family, how do you want me to tell you clearly." ”
Shen Zhouhe felt that even now for Yu Chu, she was still an outsider, her affairs, she never thought to tell him, her living situation, her family situation, did she think about their future, she really just regarded herself as a temporary boyfriend on a whim, if it was not suitable, would she kick it out? Thinking of the remarks and videos on the post bar, he was even more hurt and frustrated, and he asked her: "So you just don't say anything, your business, your family's business, I don't know at all, are you or not..." He didn't dare to ask, because he didn't know what he was trying to ask.
Yu Chu was even a little annoyed, she was a little discouraged and said: "What do you say, you are in love with me, not with my family." ”
She felt very ironic, and asked Shen Chaihe completely self-defeatingly: "Is the situation in my family important?" ”
There is a kind of sadness that makes my heart say: "Heh~, then you know now, what do you think." ”
Shen Zhouhe didn't want to know why she said this, he only felt that her current state was very sad, completely different from her previous appearance. It was like thick black smoke around his body, making the surrounding aura so cloudy that it made people shiver.
Shen Zhouhe said: "I just want to know more about your family. ”
Yu Chu looked at him directly and asked, "It's very important, you don't mind it very much." The affirmative sentence she used, she thought from the bottom of her heart, that is, no one could accept a family like her, including herself.
So when she had a premonition that a crisis was coming, she always took the first step to get out in time to avoid injury, and she has been doing a good job. Cao Cao has a saying that "I'd rather be responsible for the world, than for the world to bear me", which is very applicable to her.
She said coldly, "So, do you want to break up?" ”
Shen Zhouhe was caught off guard, thinking that he had heard it wrong, but in fact, he heard it very clearly, and he was just deceiving himself, he asked, "What." "I was completely unprepared, and I made my first reaction clumsily. It's more like being shocked by these two words, and losing the ability to speak.
Yu Chu raised his breath and said in one breath: "I said, let's break up." ”
Shen Zhouhe was even more incredulous, his eyes were extremely hurt, like an abandoned animal, looking at Yu Chu with a begging and helpless gaze, and still spit out two words slowly: "What." It was as if he had lost any expression beyond that.
Yu Chu looked at his gaze, stimulated and a little moved, but it was not enough to resist her current irrationality and irritability, she avoided her gaze and did not dare to look at him.
He asked, "You, because you want to break up with me because of these things, because I asked you a few more words, because of what?" "He's a little incoherent.
Yu Chu didn't know why, she couldn't figure out a convincing logic in her head, and she even stumbled speechlessly: "I, no..." ”
Shen Zhouhe was anxious to know what she was thinking, and asked, "What's the reason for that?" ”
Yu Chu's heart was numb, what is the reason, it's just annoyed and tired, okay. But she still kept her mouth dignified and said, "We are not suitable." ”
Of course, Shen Zhouhe couldn't accept such an answer, his voice trembled a little and repeated Yu Chu's words: "It's not suitable." His fists were clenched so tightly that his knuckles were white with blood, and his eyes stared at her with a mournful look. Looking at her light and breezy appearance, at this moment she even wanted to open her heart to see if it was made of meat.
"If you say it's not suitable, it's not suitable, why didn't you say it was inappropriate at first, you provoked me, and now you tell me it's not suitable, do you think I'll agree?"
Yu Chu was silent, her previous clever words and fearlessness were completely ineffective in front of Shen Zhouhe, she didn't know what was wrong with her, in fact, she had a lot of vicious words in her head, and every result in the past, just saying it was enough to kill people. But she thought about it in her heart, and she couldn't say a word, facing Shen Zhouhe.
She lowered her head, very unconfident, and lowered her voice very low, as if saying to herself: "You don't need your consent to break up." "I'm afraid he'll hear it, and I'm afraid he'll not hear it.
Shen Zhouhe heard it, and heard it very clearly, his heart felt like a thousand arrows piercing his heart, and he voluntarily loved himself in his heart: That's right, she is really like this, in her eyes, I am no different from anyone, and I can throw it away like garbage when I am tired of it. I knew it, but I was delusional that I could change her.
Shen Zhouhe's mind kept showing the scene of her breaking up with her ex-boyfriend, which seemed to him to be completely consistent with her behavior, how ironic.
The sight of her pursuing herself is even vivid, but now she can say that she broke up, to put it mildly, that she was indeed a qualified pretender and a skilled magician. knew that he was so bad, but he was still confused by her.
He grabbed Yu Chu's shoulders fiercely, forced her to look at him, and asked, "Do you have a heart!" It seemed to come from the depths of the soul, the voice was hoarse, and the hands even trembled slightly.
Yu Chu was a little painful, but Shen Zhouhe's emotions at this time seemed to have been transmitted to her body through physical contact. She had never seen such a Shen Zhouhe, wrapped in intense anger, grievances, and sadness, it had reached a critical point, as if it would explode in the next moment. Yu Chu was a little frightened, she felt that the current air pressure, and the topic, she had no way to continue, she ran away a little in the wilderness.
She carefully broke away from the shoulders that were written, but the more she did this, the tighter Shen Chaihe cried, and he was also afraid in his subconscious, and if he relaxed a little, the person in front of him would disappear.
Yu Chu felt that his bones were crumpled by him, and begged, "You let go first." Yu Chu stretched out his whole body strength, broke the hand on her shoulder, and then staggered back, and said in a panic: "You calm down first, I'll go to work first." ”
packed up his things in a panic and fled in a hurry, leaving Shen Zhouhe, who had been standing.
The low air pressure this morning was vivid, and she had no way to face Shen Zhouhe, so she fled again. Yu Chu came to Guan Shuyu, and he didn't leave because of the excuse.
What to say, I haven't seen you for a long time, I miss it too much, where will Guan Shuyu believe her this, just pinch her fingers and count, you can know a rough idea.
She looked at Yu Chu who pretended to be like a nobody on the sofa, read a book for a while, flipped through two sheets and became distracted, and then cut a fruit, just touched the corner of her mouth and put it down again, picked up the phone again for a while, and put it down again in a blink of an eye.
Guan Shuyu felt like she was looking at a fool, and said disgustedly: "You are endless." ”
Yu Chu came back to his senses and asked in a daze, "What's wrong with me." ”
Guan Shuyu gave her a roll of the eyes, pointed to a table of peeled oranges on the table and said, "There is also a face to ask, do you eat it or not, do you look good?" You can't finish it at once, so I'll have to stuff it in for you. ”
Yu Chu came to his senses, looked at his masterpiece on the table, and the mess on the ground, and said embarrassedly: "I'll clean up." ”
So saying, he got up, went to get a broom, and began to clean. By this time, the clock had turned to eight o'clock in the evening. Shen Zhouhe was sitting alone in the rented house of Bibaiben Manor, and the night came in through the window, he didn't know what he was thinking, motionless, unconscious.
Suddenly, as if I remembered something, I went to grope for the lamp in the dark night, and I didn't know that it hurt when I bumped into it, and the handrail seemed to have hit something, only to hear a "pop" and the sound of something breaking.
I turned on the light and found that it was a photo frame of him and Yu Chu that came out of the hallway, and he was lying on the ground in pieces. He subconsciously picked it up, pushed aside the sharp glass, and the glass instantly slipped his white fingertips, and he seemed to not know the pain, indifferent, and didn't even wrinkle it.
Psychologically, I guess I would blame self-harm for such outrageous behavior.
He didn't care about the wounds on his hands, he cleaned up the mess all over the ground, and he didn't know what to do at a loss. Looking at the slowly rotating hands on the wall and listening to the sound of ticking and ticking, it is really at the same frequency as the heartbeat.
"Haven't come back yet." Neither did the phone. In fact, this is a normal phenomenon in normal times, but at the moment he is kicking and restless. He couldn't bear it anymore and dialed Yu Chu's phone.
Yu Chu's heart also drank, and Xiang was pretending to be deaf and dumb, and she probably knew that it was his.
The bell rang endlessly, and Guan Shuyu was upset and said, "If you don't pick it up again, I'll pick it up for you." ”
Yu Chu seemed to be waiting for her to say this, and quickly, and very proudly: "You take it, say I'm here with you." ”
Guan Shuyu took the mobile phone, connected it and said bluntly: "She lives with me for a few days, you don't have to worry." He hung up the phone, and the other end of the phone didn't even have time to say a word.
hung up the phone and Guan Shuyu long: "Alas...." "Yes
said to Yu Chu: "What's wrong with you, what kind of trouble are you making now, you don't dare to answer the phone, and it's the first time I've seen you like this in my life." ”
Yu Chu pretended to be relaxed and said, "I've broken up." ”
Guan Shuyu didn't seem to be surprised, it was an accident, but it was more for Shen Zhouhe to complain: "What's wrong with him, he is handsome, golden, and smart, although the desire to control is a little stronger, but it is not heinous." ”
Yu Chu clasped his fingers, and only after a long time did he hold back a sentence: "It's not suitable." ”
Guan Shuyu said directly: "Who can fit you." "It's like a rush to answer.
"I thought you had a palm? After all, you've been dating him for almost two years, and generally speaking, this time is enough to get married and have children, but I didn't expect it to break. ”
"What are you going to do next, hide in me for a lifetime, I think he is different from your previous ones, I can't say, but I think he is not easy to deal with, although he is the youngest, but his aura of only standing can make people retreat. It's very handsome, but it's so cold, I never dared to tell you. ”
Yu Chu's mind was empty now, and he had lost the ability to think at all, and said decadently: "I don't know, let's live first." ”
Guan Shuyu shook her head and sighed: "This is really not like you, hasn't it always been a quick knife to cut the chaos, how to twist and pinch this time, if you encounter something to solve, you will not have any results if you blindly evade." Even Guan Shuyu could see that she was calling it evasion, only she didn't know it.
Guan Shuyu questioned her: "Do you really want to break up?" ”
Yu Chu hesitated, and only then stumbled and said, "I, I want to~." ”
……
The next day, Yu Chu commuted to work as usual, but she was always distracted, and at the same time, Xiaoman could see that she was preoccupied, and kindly cared: "What's wrong with you, I always feel that you are absent-minded recently, is Manager Wang embarrassing you again?" ”
"But don't take it to heart, the whole company knows that she is a thousand people, and they don't want to see her, and she probably knows it, so it's inevitable that she has a big temper, and she hasn't been in business recently. I heard that she was able to enter this company at the beginning, but the person who could protect her a while ago was dismissed, and now her superiors feel that she has no use value, and she has no worries, so she deliberately wants to empty her and force her to resign by herself. So if you endure it a little longer, when she is gone, you will be fine. ”
Yu Chu listened to it ignorantly, didn't listen to a word, only saw her gushing mouth, slowly survived, and came back to her senses for a long time, and said perfunctorily: "Oh~~." ”
Xiaoman was surprised: "Such a big piece of good news, you just replied." ”
Stretched out his hand to put his hand on her forehead and said, "Aren't you sick, do you want to take a leave of absence?" ”
Yu Chu pushed her hand away and said, "No, it's just that I'm too tired from work." ”
Xiaoman said: "You have figured out such a difficult customer before, I can't think of anything else that can make you tired like this, I have never seen your air pressure low like this." ”
Yu Chu said lazily: "Life is compelling, will anyone still like to work?" ”
Xiaoman agreed, Ying He said: "That's what I said." Alas~ To be honest, I grew up so big, I didn't know what I liked to do, I was confused when I chose this major, since I chose it, I learned it, and I did it. I admired and admired you at the beginning. ”
Yu Chu asked a little puzzled: "What do you admire about me?" ”
"When you first came, it was like beating chicken blood, the more frustrated you became, the more courageous and fearless, you know? When you came, you had already scared away several interns in front of you, and it was Manager Wang who bluffed you away, but you persevered and got the company's difficult customers. I thought you loved the industry so hard. So I admire and envy you. ”
Yu Chu smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "Heh, then you're wrong." There's nothing you don't love, and if you live in my environment, your vitality will be tenacious. ”
Xiao Manman's face was puzzled, but he didn't understand: "Ah..."