Rejection of puppy love extinguishes the budding of love

On the way home, I have been thinking about how to be justified and evidence-based to make Chen Sheng refuse, although the object of his early love is not good, I am not confident, not because of early love to delay my studies, I don't want to live my previous life, and it doesn't hurt Chen Sheng too much, leaving a shadow on his young heart. It's so difficult, scratch your head, "What's wrong with you, do you have a headache?" Why do you keep scratching your head? ”

"No, no." Uh, I didn't control my hands

"Chen Sheng, what do you think of the teacher letting you be the deputy class leader?"

"It's good, I don't have any ideas."

"Chen Sheng, I know that you are very good at mathematics and very talented, can you help me learn mathematics with our classmates in the future, I am too bad at mathematics."

"I'm sure I can help you, let's talk about it for others, how do you know I'm good at math?".

Can I say what I see in the future? Of course not.

"I saw your entrance exam paper in the teacher's office, and the math is very good, hehe."

"Oh, math is okay!" Seeing that I was about to get home, I thought about it and it was better to explain it to him directly. I stopped, and he stopped and looked at me. Standing on the side of the road, I looked up at him and said seriously.

"Chen Sheng, I don't plan to fall in love in junior high school" He obviously didn't react, the air seemed to condense, and after a few seconds he looked at me and said, "I don't want to fall in love, or I don't want to fall in love." ”

I thought to myself, big brother, don't you think it's a bit too early to fall in love at your age? Do you know what it means to be in love? The question you asked is too mature, how I didn't find it before. Don't be so serious, I'm a little scared, I'm an adult, I can't be scared by a child.

"Well, is there a difference? We are all too young, we like this today and we may change it tomorrow, this kind of liking is just an adolescent curiosity, don't take it too seriously. ”

"There's a difference," he parked next to him, looked at me and said, "If you just don't want to fall in love right now, and you're afraid of delaying your studies, I'll have a chance, because you won't talk to anyone else." But you just don't want to fall in love with me, which means you don't like me as a person. Even if I wait until you are an adult, even if you work hard after graduating from college, you won't like me. Also, just because I'm underage doesn't mean I don't even know who I like, I'm serious. ”

Who said that you fell in love with a class of beautiful women in your last life, what is it called snow, it's so serious? I believe in ghosts. As he spoke, he took another step forward, and behind me was the bicycle and had no choice but to look up at him, his eyes as if there were countless stars in the night sky, shining but hiding countless dangers. He approached me step by step, so frightened that I leaned back and didn't get on my feet, and almost fell. He was so frightened that he quickly reached out and pulled me back, looked down at me again, and said, "What is the reason why you don't want to fall in love?" "Is this the guy I know? I'm going home to my dad, it's scary. It shouldn't be like this. I quickly pulled my hand back, walked to the side, took a breath and said, "I don't want to fall in love now, I want to study hard." I think that in the future, I can choose the life I like, no longer passively live according to other people's ideas, and no longer regret because I have no choice. So whether it's you or someone else, I'm not going to fall in love with him. That's it, I said goodbye when I was done. "I turned around and thought to myself, go fast, go fast. He was only thirteen years old, how could he be so oppressed, he took two steps and grabbed my arm, and I could only stop and think to myself, God, help me. "I haven't finished talking about what to run," he pulled me to his side, "If you don't say it, I will think that you are the first reason, although I don't understand it and don't know why you say that, but I can guarantee that you are just a friend before you are admitted to college, and it will never affect your studies, and I will never have any ambiguous actions with you." He came up to me and asked, "Is that okay?" I nodded again and again and said, "Yes, yes" Anyway, you will leave after a long time, and we won't see each other until you graduate from junior high school. He reached out and pressed my forehead, which was shaking up and down, and lowered his head to me, "Then it's okay to go to and from school together as friends!" I pulled his hand away from my head, thought for a moment and said, "You promise not to fall in love with me, just to go to and from school with ordinary friends." He held up three fingers and said, "I promise you won't fall in love with you before college, and I'll help you chase your suitors away," and I rolled my eyes. He went on to say, "Just going to and from school together to keep you safe, normal classmates will not let you have any trouble!" "So be it, I'll go back." "I'm waiting for you here at seven o'clock tomorrow" "Mmmm" I promised to go, walked a long way and turned around to meet the eyes he looked at, he smiled helplessly when he saw me looking over. Ah, I shouted in my heart that I was born again or he was, God protect me, protect me.

I've walked to the door at a fast pace, and I don't have to worry about losing my car on the first floor of my house. When I came to the door, I really didn't know how to face my parents, after all, this body contained the soul of fifteen years later, forget it, go in hard, otherwise where to go sooner or later I have to face it, thinking of this, I knocked on the door and shouted, "Mom, I'm back, Mom." "Listening to the sound of the house, the footsteps are getting closer and closer, we live in an old campus, and the sound insulation of the old house is not very good. I was relieved to hear the sound of the lock clicking and the door slowly opened, and I turned around and left, and I didn't even see the gauze on my head. "Fang, you go to do your homework by yourself, the meal is almost ready, come out to eat after writing." Mother said as she walked to the kitchen. At this time, my father should not have gotten off work, my father's eyes were blind since childhood, and my relatives and friends said that he should learn to tell fortunes or books, but my grandfather felt that it was all a lie or not a long-term solution, and insisted that my father go to study to learn a trade, and finally went to a blind school to learn massage, and now he opened a massage shop by himself, and his aunt did not go well to find a job and did Chinese medicine massage with his father, and his father's massage skills are very good, and there are always many people looking for him to massage even if it is late, so his father always comes back very late. I didn't have much homework for the first semester today, and I finished it quickly, and I had time to calm down and think about what the situation is now, and how I will go forward in the future.