Inexplicably going back to the past, with my ability, I can't figure out what's going on, after all, it's beyond my cognition. It doesn't make a difference to me whether it's really back in the past, a dream, or a parallel time and space, but everything that has happened so far is hardly different from what I remember, and God has given me the opportunity to live a different life. Needless to say, study hard, but also find a way to earn money, although the compulsory education stage does not require a lot of expenses, but if you want to cultivate some talents, you need a lot of money. My father pays for the family's life, my tuition fees are already very expensive, I told my father what to study, he will not disagree, I don't want to embarrass him, although my grandparents have four children, but the aunts have no money in their hands, uncles are selfish, grandparents can support four children in that era when they have eaten the last meal and no meal, and it is not easy for them to study, how can they save any money. Everything in the family depends on my father, and I should appreciate his hard work. What I want to change is my own future, and I have to work on it. Finding a way to earn some money and learn some talents will not be like before, after going to society, there is no hobby at all except for professionalism, no friends except work, and no topics to chat with people. In addition, I rarely have an intersection with my first love, because I can't be sure that I am not affected by him, after all, we have been pulling and pulling between us for ten years in our previous lives.

"Fang Zhan, have you finished your homework? It's time to eat when the meal is ready, and I'm writing after I finish eating. "My mother's voice pulled me back from my thoughts. I hurriedly replied

"Mom, I'm done writing, I'll be out right away." "Hurry up, don't grind." "Got it, it'll be fine soon, I'll clean it up." I said and wrote down the goal in my diary, now mobile phones are not popular, many people don't even have a button machine, our family has a Nokia father, but the family also has a landline, now there are more people with landlines, and it is much more convenient than in the past when there were no telephones. It's hard to imagine that almost everyone will have a mobile phone in two years, and in a few years they will use computers for office and study, and it will be almost impossible to leave the Internet. At that time, I wanted to go back to the time when the Internet was not yet developed. I put my journal in the drawer of my desk.

When I came to the living room, my mother had already put the dishes on the dining table. My mother looked up at the dinner table and saw me coming out, "What's wrong with your head?" "It's okay, it's just that someone riding to school at noon hit me in the wrong direction, and asked him to take me to the hospital to see, it's fine, just change the dressing on time." "Why doesn't this person obey the traffic rules, you should be careful on the road in the future, although it is not our fault. But the injury on his body still hurts, and he just pays some medical expenses. "''Got it, Mom. Don't tell my dad when he comes back, or he'll have to worry again. "I know, the soup is in the pot, you drink as much as you want, don't waste it." "Got it, Mom~" Our family has always had a habit of eating whether you like it or not, you have to eat as much as you want, and you are not allowed to pour it out. They all came from difficult times and knew the preciousness of food, so they taught their children too. When I was a child, I was just used to listening to my parents, and I didn't know that money was really hard to earn until I went to work. I went to the kitchen and served the soup and asked, "Mom, don't we have to wait for Dad to come back and eat together?" "Your dad called back and said that he would come back at about nine o'clock, don't let him wait, the rice won't be cold when it's on the fire, you eat quickly, and go to bed early after reviewing your homework after eating."

I ate all the food very quickly. Think about how long it's been since you've eaten your mother's cooking. Since I came out to live after work, I didn't take out or eat anything to fill my stomach every day, endocrine disorders, stomach is not good, a lot of problems, I am a doctor but I dare not do an examination to see a doctor, clinically I persuade patients but can not persuade themselves, some diseases are found out in addition to waiting for death What can we do, the doctor's greatest efforts can only reduce the pain of the patient, prolong some life, the doctor is also an ordinary person. When I ate my mother's cooking again, I felt that I didn't know how to cook in the past, and I often complained that her cooking was unpalatable. People often let themselves regret making others sad, and there are a few people who can do it again. "Mom, I'm done eating, go wash the dishes." "Well, I'll read the book after washing." "I see."

When I went back to my room, I reviewed all the homework I learned today, and I previewed what I was going to learn tomorrow, and I looked at the table before eight o'clock. The heart is still messy, and the general direction of doing it again has been determined, but how to earn the money. I don't have the gold fingers in the novel or anything.,I don't remember the major events very clearly.,There's no Internet for me to look up now.,Even if there's any good opportunity, I don't have the principal.。 Forget it, I still go out for a run, exercise, sweat, maybe I can think of a good way. I remember there was a small park not far from home, and my male classmates at that age liked to play basketball so much that they would go there to play before leaving without coming home from school. I didn't know that place until I was about to graduate from junior high school, after all, in addition to school is home, and going out with classmates is also going to a movie or a playground with girls, or with that person, I didn't know that there was such a comfortable place in the back of a building. Just go there, now the classmates should all go home, and there are no acquaintances. I thought about changing into my sweatshirt while my mother was cleaning up after eating in the living room. I walked over and said, "Mom, I've finished reviewing my textbooks, and I want to go out for a run and exercise." "Are you going out when it's dark?" You still have a wound on your head. My mother stopped what she was doing and asked me. Don't run far, run for a while and come back quickly, it's good for your body to exercise! The wound on the head is fine. The mother thought for a while, "Okay, it's okay to exercise, don't be tired, come back early, it's too late and it's not safe." "Okay, I'll just take a walk and stop running, just the little garden not far from home." "Slow down on the road and watch the car"

"Got it, Mom."

The street lights are on, and under the lights are all kinds of people rushing to get off work, they are hurrying with their heads down. No matter what era everyone is constantly busy and working overtime for life, just to make their families live a little better, behind them is a touching story that no one wants to understand. I didn't go far, turned a corner, passed through the rows of buildings, and saw the park, a little like the scene written in Lu You's poem: 'The mountains and rivers are poor and there is no way out, and the willows and flowers are bright and another village.' The poem is talking about overlapping mountains, and in front of me is a row of buildings. This poem encourages people not to be disappointed in strange roads, and it is also very suitable for me now, which is really suitable for the occasion and encourages myself. When I came to the basketball court in the small park, I saw Chen Sheng playing basketball alone, and I immediately turned around to leave. As soon as he took a step, he heard a voice behind him, "Fang Zhan? I heard him running with the ball, and in a blink of an eye he came behind me. He patted me on the shoulder, and my cultivation made it impossible for me to walk hard. Taking a deep breath, he put a smile on his face, turned around and waved his hand stiffly, "Hey, what a coincidence, meet again." "Unfortunately, my house is in the building in front of me, and I play here every day after school without anything special," will you chat, that's a greeting, kind words, understand? I secretly vomited in my heart. I don't know what the expression is! "If you have something to help me with, you can come here to find me, or you can go to my house." It's too late to hide, and you still want me to go to your house, am I crazy? "I haven't seen you here." I hurriedly said, "My first time today, the first time." I inexplicably stretched out a finger and smiled awkwardly. How did you find here, if it weren't for someone to lead or live nearby, this park would be difficult to find, Li Shuai, they all came here from me at the beginning. ”

Li Shuai? Li Shuai and he rose up from elementary school together, I didn't have a school with them because my father couldn't see it, and it was inconvenient to pick up the primary school, Li Shuai can be regarded as one of his sworn friends. He, Li Shuai, Qi Hao, Zhu Mingyu, Li Ren, Xue Feng, is a small group in the class, I don't know if they have a blood alliance and become brothers of the opposite sex, but in the three years of junior high school, they really treat each other with heart and soul, and share life and death together. "I just listened to my elementary school classmates, and their family lives here." "And you're here for him? Male or female? "Where do I know about men and women, pinch your doll for you and tell you that this is my elementary school classmate? Doesn't scare you to death. "Woman, girl, she doesn't live here anymore, I just finish my homework and want to come here to exercise.

"You just got injured today, can you exercise?" "I'll just take a walk, and walking is also exercise!" Do I tell you that I'm looking for a place to figure out how to make money? "Aren't you playing? Hurry up, shall we? Don't come home late because of the delay, your parents should be in a hurry. "What's the point of fighting alone, I was originally waiting for Li Shuai and them, but now I don't think I'll come." My parents are hardly at home because of work, so they don't worry. It turned out that his parents were often away from home, and he really didn't understand it before, so he thought that this person was so undisciplined and did what he wanted, didn't there be such a sentence? The unknown full picture will not be evaluated, and it will take time to evaluate whether it is good or bad. "Oh, have you eaten then?" "After you leave, I'll find a place to eat casually." I sighed, not knowing what else to say, there was silence for a while, but he spoke, "Aren't you going to take a walk and exercise?" I'll be with you! Don't think it's late, there are not many people in the small park, it's not safe. "Well, I won't delay you." "Don't delay, everything is done, there is no one at home, I will send you back for a walk, don't refuse the strong and protect the weak It is the responsibility of the society." "Well, I still want to tell you that I won't be in a relationship until college, you know." He was stunned for a moment and said with a smile, "Why are you so cautious, didn't I promise you, you will never fall in love with you before college, not far from your house this afternoon." "I know, it's not ......that I'm afraid," he pulled me to face him, "Don't be afraid, I'll do what I say, you have to have interpersonal interactions, and besides, I don't have any excessive behavior, why are you so afraid, or" He took another step forward and looked into my eyes and asked, "Or do you regret it?" I stepped back and said, "I didn't, I know, I won't say it again." "Let's go, then! I'll take you home after a walk, and I'll have to go to school tomorrow. So saying, he walked on.

We walked around the basketball court, and we didn't know what to say, so we didn't have to be embarrassed to talk casually. During this period, I was thinking about how to make money, and there was no way to do it without the principal. Chen Sheng likes to play more, maybe he has a good way, so I asked him, "Chen Sheng, what do you usually do besides studying and playing basketball?" "Go online, hip-hop, play QQ and many games!" "I don't have an internet in the game" "I have it at home, you can go to my house, but it's not fun to be alone at home, I still like to go to an Internet café with my friends to play together." "And what do you do at home?" "Well, in addition to homework at home, I read novels, fantasy cultivators, don't you girls also read novels? Several girls in my class are reading in class, but they are all reading romance novels, haven't you read them? "Yes, I can write novels, although I haven't written or watched so much, but I've watched TV series, most of the popular novels on the market now are what kind of domineering president falls in love with me, or a small and fresh campus romance, then I can rely on my experience of living for so many years to write some fairy love, anti-routine sweet books, it should still be okay, although the money is slow but no cost! I'll go home and start writing now. "I haven't seen it, it's usually just studying, and I play with my cousins and cousins on vacation" "Do you want to watch it? I have a library card at the bookstore next to our school, which can help you borrow books. I just want to go home as soon as possible so that I can start my plan to write a novel: "I don't need to read it first, I want to read it and tell you to borrow it for me, and we'll go back when it's late!" "Okay, I'll send you back." Chen Sheng sent me to the door of the house, and told me that I must wait for him at the agreed place at 7 o'clock tomorrow to go to school together, and I promised to wait for him tomorrow morning, so I hurried home. My mother was still watching a TV series in the living room called Yi Yi, and my father hadn't come back yet, so I said hello and went back to my room to make an outline to start my long career in fiction.